IronWill: Still I Rise!
November 28, 2024 Thursday
07:03 pm Eastern Standard Time
My Information
Day 11 of 90
NoFap Streak: 11 days
Stage 1: 0 to 90 Days
Challenge: 11/15 days
Badge: Commoner
Psalm 86:10 (KJV) For thou art great, and doest wondrous things: thou art God alone.
To: My Friends
From: Prayer_Warrior
Hello my friends, I am doing well today. I hope that everyone is doing well tonight. I have had the urgency to fall today, but I haven’t fallen yet. I pray and pray and the devil is getting madder and madder. I have been in prayer most of the day. I know what I have to do now, I must wake up every morning and surrender my life to Jesus. I must let Jesus control my day and not let my day control me. I really don’t want to be a failure I just want this to end.
My friends, I have hope and I pray that I remain where I am. I will not, (by the grace of God) give up. I know that you are probably thinking that with this much stress he will give in. No my friends, I have accepted what happened before and I will not dwell on it. My past is past, and I must learn from my mistakes. Don’t worry about me, because I have a tool that will help me overcome this. I will try best to make it to 365 and more. I know I might sound overconfident in this but I am not.
My friends, if you want to see my set of rules go to this post IronWill: Still I Rise [38 M] - #2 by Prayer_Warrior
My friends, have the courage to move forward, because God told Joshua in Joshua 1:9 (KJV) Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest. Believe my friends that all us must have courage to move forward. Now my friends, God is are refuge as it says in Psalm 46:1 (KJV) God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. God bless y’all.
Now my friends, I have 3 questions so far now it is time for number 4 Where will I Be In 50 Plus Years
Question 4: Where will I be in 50 plus years?
Where will I be in 50 plus years? I will still be doing the same thing every day. I don’t want to but it will happen. As for this question I will answer truthfully in 50 plus years I see myself free from this addiction and harmful effects of masturbation. I want to be free and not hurt anyone again. In 50 plus years I want to feel better, I want to be rid of this addiction. God help me. Be it as it may in this time of contemplating I have the urge to relapse. I want to be stronger in my life of hope.
In 50 plus years I see myself as a free man. The chains will be gone forever. Exactly 10 minutes of pleasure will change your attitude and you will be back at 0. Considering for the moment that I did have 10 minutes of pleasure and I will be depressed again. I hope that I don’t give in. I see myself in the mirror everyday and see my complexion getting better after 11 days of no relapse.
In conclusion of this question I say that I must not give in to my urges and remain strong. In 50 plus years I want to be more productive each and every day of my life.
IronWill: Still I Rise!
The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. My love be with you all in Christ Jesus. Amen.