2021: TAGORE'S YEAR OF RESURRECTION ( 20 m )

Thanks for all these valuable words guys.
This means a lot. This gives the message that Iam not alone. We all are together in this
Especially man @TheFinalFrontier what you said were a true.
I have to change my approach but this time we have to make it. Oh God, I’ll give everything, I can kill someone after achieving my goals!

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BEASTMODE :muscle::muscle::muscle:

17 November (Day 1)

:white_check_mark: Om Chanting
:white_check_mark: Meditation (10 minutes)
:white_check_mark: Pranayam (bhramri)
:white_check_mark: Visualization
:white_check_mark: Workout
:white_check_mark: Shavasan
:white_check_mark: Vajrasan after lunch
:white_check_mark: Reading (man’s search for meaning)
:white_check_mark: Gratitude journal
:white_check_mark: No Junk food
:white_check_mark: No TV
:white_check_mark: No YouTube
:x: Pray + Bhagavad-Gita
:x:Sleep before 11
:x: Wake up (6 am)

:white_check_mark: Work 9+ hours - 10 hours 30 min.

All my yesterday’s frustration I conquered through working whole day today. My focus and creativity has got fucked up due to 5 relapses. But it’s no the end of the world.

Iam going to fucking destroy the deamons every single day!!!

Whatever the fuck it takes I must Win!
Otherwise i’ll die!

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Welcome back brother…All The Best…

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Thanks brother @josephvt
We are going to do this!

Guys we all must think not only about what this porn is doing to our brain but also how it is fucking up the life of millions of young girls, children, older people, women who have children, old women who have low health.
Drug abuse is almost a prerequisite if one is working in porn industry. These poor women don’t even make it to the age of 50 where the average death age of men is 75-76.

Poor women, think about it brothers, they fell into the trap of this industry because they wanted money for food, for feeding their children, for sustaining their existence.

We all don’t have any hesitation to sit and drink tea with a friend who visited brothel at some point in their life. But we never have tea with a women if we know that she is a prostitute. Think about it. They are all completely ostracized from society. They don’t have a place in daylight.

In India rape happens within every 15 minutes.

Think about it, while you are fapping to porn some poor girl who has the age of our sister is being raped by a monster for what?
For providing us this material through all these porn sites. Think about the sexual trauma they have to go through due to this!
The insecurity, PTSD that will be manifested deep inside them due to this! She would’ve been an innocent girl playing with butterflies and flowers. She was made to do this. And we have a role in this.
These monsters are raping, choking, killing these girls because we are consuming it. For every click on those videos they are earning money. This leads to creating of more videos.

I have made a decision now. No matter what, I won’t fap with porn again in my life.

Even if I fap I won’t go to those filthy sites. I cannot bear this pain of being a part of this dark industry who are destroying the lives of poor women who are mothers, sisters, grandmother of someone just like me. They fell into this trap because they are poor, they don’t have money, they want food. We are all comfortable people sitting on the sofa and enjoying their misery and fapping.

Please brother we should never go to those filthy sites again.

If we do we are destroying the lives of these poor people. We are saying yes to rape, assault, killing and all the negative things in this world.

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Thanks for all the help you guys provided. Iam grateful to you all for everything.

NOW IAM FREE.

IAM CURED FROM THE DISEASE.

THE WORST NIGHTMARE OF MY LIFE IS OVER!

Today I cried two times, not because depression but because euphoria. I have suffered a lot in my life due to this addiction, this poison. I haven’t achieved any of my dreams mainly due to this. The insecurities, inferiority complex and self hatred this addiction had created in my brain about myself Is beyond imagination.

But finally Iam cured from all those filth.

IAM A HAPPY non PMO-er now.

I now understand the real brainwashing happening behind this whole trap. Now pmo is the thing that I detest the most in my life, now I can eat shit but not pmo.

Today I had my last pmo session guys and I was concious during the whole process. I was asking myself, Iam enjoying this? Is this feeling good? What Iam I feeling?

GOD I WAS NUMB!

I WAS FEELING ANXIOUS SEEING GIRLS GETTING CHOKED!

MY HEART BEAT WAS HIGH!

I now understand we do pmo not because we enjoy it. None of us enjoy it the least! We just do it like the worst chore of our life, like a slave because we want to quieten the withdrawal pangs inside us. Once we end the pmo session this pang we wake up again.
This is a cycle for life guys, if you don’t change now using the right way!

I found the right way and I established it in my life!

I only suggest you all to read one thing

EASY-PEASY HACK BOOK BY ALLEN CARR

That one book will change everything. The moment you close the browser after your final pmo session you become a happy non-pmoer.

if you don’t trust me now don’t believe me.

I’ll come back maybe after months or years to help as many as I can in the forum. People are suffering, they are dying, they are self-suicide due to this addiction.

this is the only way to finally Conquer this addiction!

Iam leaving the forum now. I don’t need it anymore, Iam free guys. I killed the big monster inside my brain. Now the only one left is the little monster who is craving for dopamine and he will tamed very easily soon.

Thanks for everything. You guys helped me a lot.

@Tagore IS FINALLY FREE, CURED FROM THE DISEASE AND IS THE HAPPIEST NON-PMOer IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW!

THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU.

IAM FREE!!!

THANK YOU GOD. THANK YOU COMPANIONS. THANK YOU @Tagore

I don’t have to do it anymore like a filthy slave. Iam free.

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Here is the link to download the book. All you have to do is read it. If it didn’t click, read again. I read it before and nothing happened. I was relapsing obsessively. But, this time, I was having that ‘aha’ moments Brother @anon13059885 was talking about. I was literally crying today as I reached the end of the book

I literally didn’t want to do the final fapping session of my life. I can eat shit now, but not fap!

Trust me guys it’ll work, if not I’ll come back and will prove it to you. I want to help as much people as I can. Because I know the pain of pmo addiction. Is eternal doom for hell if you don’t change in the right way.
For now, Iam leaving the forum. I don’t need it anymore.

https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://media.8kun.top/file_dl/bfe04be4807e2cc15bdb4da7aa5dcb7243d90778d9252e08743b3ea1b3bc450c.pdf&ved=2ahUKEwiCnaKy0IbrAhUCzDgGHVTZCIMQFjABegQIARAB&usg=AOvVaw2YhLiRTn4_JIcZ_KMsuaGH

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congratulations bro… stay happy…stay clean…

@josephvt and you… are great. and I saw your ups and downs… you are a fighter man…

I am coming too… enough now…!!
@anon13059885 recommended it to me… I left reading it in between… then @murshid recommended it… even I think murshid left forum…he is cured too… now you are also saying the same thing…

Whatever…I am going to read it daily… even 1 page…but I will read it… enough excuses now…

GUYS IDK…HOW MUCH EFFECTIVE IS THIS BOOK…BUT ONE THING IS FOR SURE…3 GUYS TOLD SAME THING TO ME…IT MEANS IT HAS SOMETHING GOOD FOR US

All the best bro.

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@Tagore , it’s nice to see you reach this level of awareness and power over this (WEAK!!!) addiction, it’s just that we fail to see it in the beginning. Keep in mind, that if you ever dare to doubt your decision about that one peek, it’s no shame. Just read the book again. Enjoy the life as a happy non-PMOer. Take care.

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Congratulations, congratulations, congratulations @Tagore!!!
I’m extremely happy for you!!
Now that you’ve escaped the trap go and enjoy your life!
Wish you all the possible luck and greatness! :hugs: :hugs:

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Guys @neo_150 and @StevenSuccessJourney this pmo addiction is all about a mind game. There is massive brainwashing that is being done.
Since it is a new addiction no one really thinks about it. All people are using will power method. When we use will power method what we are saying is ‘ok I’ll go this much days without pmo and I’ll be free’
How many days?
There is nothing to sacrifice. We never enjoyed pmo. We only wanted to kill the withdrawal pangs and that was all that we were doing till now.
Now, read the book again and again.
Iam grateful that you both under stand this. You don’t need to suffer this Pain till the end of your life. You can end it today itself.

and this easy peacy method uses CBT.

And you all may know CBT or Congnitive behavioural therapy is the no. 1 method used by psychologists now to cure any mental disorders.
Currently Iam studying psychology, so I understand how this works. The hack author is using CBT method to cure this addiction.
Yes bro @murshid is free from this addiction. That’s why he left the forum.
Now we all can be free. This is the only and right way

@anon13059885 Brother suggested this book here. Iam grateful to him for life.
Now enjoy your life guys. Now my greatest. Happiness I have is " IAM FREE"
I don’t have to do it like a slave anymore.

Iam happy when I just sit with myself. What is a greater feeling than being free from the prison, the disease.

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IThanks for all the help brothers, i’ll come back to help others here after maybe months or even years. First Iam going to celebrate my time being out of the prison like Monti cristo.

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Brother @Tagore I remember right after I relapse I used to have this rush of positive energy that makes me feel so happy to a point where I feel like I am free, and then I make like this big decisions(I am not gonna do it again,i am finally free from this addiction) I even start crying but then after a short period of time after hours or after a day or so that feeling is gone then I relapse. So after a lot of those kinds of moments I relized that, that feeling that I have after I relapse comes from the dopamine that I gain from the relapse. So what I did was I translated that release dopamine to smth like a sign from my unconscious mind or God… u know smth positive that tells me its time to stop PMO or its my destiny or smth like that making me very very distant from the reality and wasted my time by making me delusional. Reality is what will make u progress in fighting this addiction, as longs us ur living in this deluded world ur never gonna even stand a chance but when u become real with ur self(take responsibility, accept where u are and who u are …)then u have a chance to change. I learned this the hard way. And ur the right about the mind game thing, but I say that u are never gonna win the game with PMO never, its making u fight against ur self against ur own sexuality and nature, so the only things is not to play the game at all because Ones u start playing u already lost. Peace and Love Tagore no hate intended

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Congratulations Tagore!

Are you a psychologist student? Bachelor or Master?

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LETS GO BROTHER!!
Happy for you man! Go show them how it’s done @Tagore Keep inspiring👍
Adipoli cheta :grin: you nailed it, aced it, can’t be stopped.

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Hey @Angelo34, I found some of the things you posted there quite interesting. Of course I can’t speak for @Tagore here, I would like to give a bit of my perspective on this matter.

I’ve had many streaks over 90 days and also quite a few over 120, I’ve even reached 150 days twice. All those streaks failed because I either started doing “searches” of “safe” stuff or felt that PMO was “inevitable” in that moment, for example after looking for a loophole. When I first started NoFap, I thought that after reaching 90 days, something would happen. That’s also been my approach in other streaks. Secretly, I’ve been counting the days and thinking that at some point I wouldn’t do PMO anymore, just like that. I’ve been improving myself too, socializing, doing workouts etc.

I’m currently on 97 days. On this streak, I’ve read through the https://easypeasymethod.org/ book like twice and I’ve listened to it also. This really has changed my perspective on sex and the ■■■■ trap. I’ve written a bit more in detail here:

In case you haven’t read it @Angelo34, please do yourself a favor and read it, really mean it.

Take care.

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Brother @anon13059885 I read the book, and its great and I even experienced a lot of shit that book said and like connected with my own theories but at the end of the day the book is not what is going to set us free, its our journey, everything from day one until now is the only that would make us free, we have to find it

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Congrats brother Tagore on being free.
Wish you All the best for your new colorful and successful life.
But one request @Tagore if everyone who read and understood the book, leaves the forum then there will be no one to help others know about this book.
I think we have to create a challenge for reading 1 page everyday, bcoz if we see others reading the book everyone will start to read it, the book has only 150pgs so it can be completed easily I request senior members of this forum to help others know about this book
Thank you

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Man @Tagore I could not be happier for you ! You have done the impossible here and I am so proud of you.

Man, I know this is the brainwashing that needs to go deep into the subconscious. I have listened to the easy peasy book and it helped. I realized the fapping as a way to rid myself of the withdrawals. But I fell back again and the reason for that is that the brainwashing is too strong. I started enjoying PMO again or so the illusion of it.

I will keep listening to this book again now. Till my subconsciously believes it fully I will read and re-read it.

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Thanks for all these encouraging words, warrior companions.
Iam free now. I feel like Iam out of the self imposed prison. Trust me, if you really understand that book and follow the instructions without doubt you’ll lick the problem and it’ll stay licked once and for all.

Brother @Byebyemediocrity I didn’t leave the forum once and for all bro. Iam only taking a break and after months or maybe years I’ll be back here to help others by spreading the ideas of this book. As you said, maybe I’ll also print the book and will give it for free.
But if Iam on a low streak and I try to spread the ideas of that book people won’t believe me.
And the hack author himself has said that, when you are following easypeasy way don’t use the forum. He reiterated that point, if you check his posts in yourbrainrebalanced forum you can understand that.
It’s because here 95% of the people are doing nofap in the wrong way- As you all know “the willpower method”. The main problem is, as @TheFinalFrontier said, the brainwashing, or in the words of Allen carr- the big monster in our head. Once we kill the big monster in our head the little monster in our body or the dopamine addiction is easy to conquer. The withdrawals of pmo addiction is very mild and we don’t even recognize it most of the time. It is almost equal to a small fever, we’ll feel like missing someone or just a small hunger feeling.
Now the big monster in my head is dead! The brainwashing is gone from my mind, that is why I say Iam free. I don’t find anything enjoyable in pmo, instead when I think about it all I see is digust, rape, numbness, pain and withdrawal pangs.
So if I stay in the forum and read all these posts of people doing it in the wrong way, the brainwashing may come back. Our brain is searching for one reason to give the little monster his fix. So in the forum every one is struggling, people are in pain, they are going through weeks and months of black depression or withdrawal pangs and they reach 100 days or 200 days and will take one peek and start from 0.
If Iam present here, the brainwashing may reappear. I don’t want to take the risk. But as I said, after some months I’ll come back, I’ll try to spread the ideas as much as I can!
Because it is the only way. Only 2-5% of the people who are doing it with the will power method is succeeding. That too after months and weeks of black depression.
Iam free! Easypeasy is the only way guys. This is a drug addiction. Most of us don’t really know what pmo addiction really is. It is poison, it’ll stay with us till we reach 40 or 50 years and we become impotent. If we don’t use the right method and stop it now, it won’t end!

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Another problem is most of us don’t really know what pmo addiction is!

I suggest everyone to take 7-10 days and read all the scientific books, articles and sites written about pmo addiction.

How many of us has read all the articles in atleast YBOP??
Most haven’t! We are taking this addiction like a child’s play and trying failing and repeating it!
I suggest everyone to take 7 days atleast. Don’t do anything- make conquering this addiction your 1st priority in life and read all the books related to pmo addiction!
Start with easypeasy hack book.
Then YBOP (Your brain on porn)
Then a great book- wack- addicted to internet pornography by Noah church.
Then read all the scientific articles in YBOP. Really get it into your head that porn is poison, it is drug addiction. Hundreds of new scientific studies have proved that porn is equal to cocaine, heroine and other drugs.
There are a lot of other books too.
Download the ebook of easypeasy and listen to the scripts at the end of the book everyday. Conquering this addiction is very easy guys. Everyone can do this!

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