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28 January 2022

10:43 pm

Woke up at 8 am. No muthibaazi . Studied for an hour, will study more. One more thing i forgot to mention , that my online classes are suspended ig, cause someone used a nude pic for his/her pfp in the meeting :joy:, from that day the teachers are not sending links. I jumped to touch the fan (thatโ€™s workout for me lol) for 25 minutes. Last night i was talking to Govind and Aden (I love how their voice is fricking deepโ€ฆ:joy:) on discord, enjoyed the conversation and slept at 1 am :joy:, yet i woke up at 8 am without alarm. I have decided that i wonโ€™t fap again, my way of apologizing to her (that girl who likes me and i fantasized :pensive:).

:point_right:t2: Wake up before 7:30 am Crossโ€‹:x:
:point_right:t2: Workout :white_check_mark:
:point_right:t2: Study 4 hours :x: (i will study after this)
:point_right:t2: Finish 3 chapters :x: (3/62)
:point_right:t2: No social media before breakfast :white_check_mark:
:point_right:t2: Sleep before 11:30pm :white_check_mark:

Tomorrow goals:

:point_right:t2: Wake up before 7:30 am
:point_right:t2: Workout
:point_right:t2: Study 4 hours
:point_right:t2: Finish 3 chapters
:point_right:t2: No social media before breakfast
:point_right:t2: Sleep before 11:30pm

Thanks god :pray:

Hail hydra

Thatโ€™s all, thank you and have a sweet dream.

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Thatโ€™s it I am installing discord now.
And when Alan comes online at midnight letโ€™s VC :joy:

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I installed discord because of the same reason. And yeah we were missing you, but alan bro said that you wonโ€™t install discord before GATE exam.

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He messaged me last night at 1 but I was asleep (one tear emoji)

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:fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::fire::100::100::100::100::100::100::100::100::100::100:

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Sed loife :smiling_face_with_tear:.

20 chairs

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But I also told him here that I wonโ€™t use discord till gate, I am stupid

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Itโ€™s ok to chill ,after all you torture yourself whole day by studying for 6 -8 hours :joy:.

You are dedicated towards your goal :fire:, not stupid.

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:joy::joy: true, thatโ€™s why I spend most time here after dinner.

Ah thanks :joy:

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29 January 2022

Woke up at 9 am. Relapsed thrice :facepunch::fist::facepunch:, once while midnight and then after bathing and then at 4 pm. I need study tips. I have decided that i wonโ€™t use yt(will only watch downloaded videos). I will watch slugterra and transformers prime from anime world (i am using this site since last 6 months, and many cartoons are available there in hindi) . One more thing, i am missing a girl who used to be my crush in class 5th but then she left the school in class 6th :smiling_face_with_tear: . 10 days ago i started to miss her suddenly, after 5 years. Idk where she is, and how is she doing, but yeah i am thinking about her continuously , and while thinking about her i get goosebumps. And my female friend (yeah that girl who likes me and who was my crush till 5th jan 2022 lol) was messaging me but i am trying to ignore her, will reply her tomorrow morning.

:point_right:t2: Wake up before 7:30 am :x:
:point_right:t2: Workout :x:
:point_right:t2: Study 4 hours :x:
:point_right:t2: Finish 3 chapters :x:
:point_right:t2: No social media before bbreakfast :x:
:point_right:t2: Sleep before 11:30pm :x:

Tomorrow goals:-
:point_right:t2: wake up before 6:30 am
:point_right:t2: have breakfast before 9 am (i started to have my brunch at 11:30 am, since the first lockdown, so i have to fix that)
:point_right:t2: workout
:point_right:t2: No yt and other social media (only yt downloads and study related stuff and rc)
:point_right:t2: Study 3 hours
:point_right:t2: Finish 3 chapters
:point_right:t2: Sleep before 11:15 pm.

Thanks god :pray:

Hail hydra

Thatโ€™s all, thank you and have a sweet dream.

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:joy:

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Bruhh once in a while Is ok , but your relapsing 2-3 almost everyday โ€ฆ You have so much energy , transmute this energy in doing productive work . Why waste time on watching Screen and relapsing?

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I wonโ€™t watch papaya again. Thanks for the motivation :smile:.

:handshake::handshake:

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@Sholt_Tenkerrot not sure if this has been asked before but what is the reasoning behind your fc? Just curious because Garfield x Stone/ Parker x Stacy is probably my fav Spiderman ship of all timeโ€ฆ And this looks like the scene from her death? So visible confusion

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Mine too :handshake::handshake:.

Yeah :broken_heart:

After her death TASpidey lost his control, he wasnโ€™t able to control his punches and became ruthless .And same happened with me after i knew that she left me ( she was my crush, now you might say she was your crush, but thatโ€™s a big story ) in 2020 i wasnโ€™t able to control myself and i became the ultimate fapper (i started fapping in may 2019) . I was doing well in 2020 in nf like i hitted 16 days, 7 days and 5 days streak easily and after she left, i fapped twice in every 3 days and i am at my worst rn. Id want her to come back in my life, but sometimes stuffs around remind me of her. Thatโ€™s the hidden stroy behind this pfp :joy:.

And hereโ€™s that story in short.

Continuing the discussion from I am killing myself (My PMO story):

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30 January 2022

Relapsed once(a flashback and i started training my wrist and little thunder guy) . Woke up at 8 am . Studied for 30 minutes. I have to sleep early. And yeah thanks a lot @debellator .

:x: wake up before 6:30
:x: have breakfast before 9 am
:x: workout
:white_check_mark: No yt and other social media
:x: Study 3 hours
:x: Finish 3 chapters
:x: Sleep before 11:15 pm.

Tomorrow goals:-
:point_right:t2: wake up before 6:20am
:point_right:t2: have breakfast before 8:30 am
:point_right:t2: workout
:point_right:t2: No yt and other social media (only yt downloads and study related stuff and rc)
:point_right:t2: Study 3.5 hours
:point_right:t2: Finish 3 chapters
:point_right:t2: Sleep before 11:15 pm.

Thanks god :pray:

Hail hydra

Thatโ€™s all, thank you and have a sweet dream.

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Pleasure. And remember itโ€™s just like inertia. If you start being productive itโ€™s easier to stay productive. Itโ€™s just the beginning thatโ€™s hard.

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Assuming you are in 10 th.

Try to complete the syllabus and cover backlog. After that do a lot of question. Join a test series or something start dealing with competition. Make a TO - DO list like itโ€™s not going to work when you say like I am gonna study 4 hours you have to make more effort and decide which things you are going to study. Sort out things.

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Damn, everyone actually starting supporting Andrew Garfield after No Way Home!

I love how is voice is fricking deep. But his personality is a whole different level, from sounding mean and rude, to actually being sweet and nice :joy::joy:

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NWH? Garfield was my fav since TAS. I think Tomorrow Hooland is okay and Toby was not bad but Garfield was my fav since that movie came out. I think tick tick boom is a nice one too

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