WalkWithoutFear's Diary - Journey to Recovery From PMO addiction

Yes brother, love this!

We are rooting for you! Get back in the fight :muscle:

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Day 1
Working alot that day, ate well and was concentrating on figuring out my passion, The reason I want to succeed. No edging no PMO.
Day 2
Today woke up early, i plan to eat well then work. My financial goal is to save up $1,000 for emergency fund. I want to get to that goal. I will meditate later on and write out a plan for the near future for 2020.
I have to become that person I was back when I completed 2 months of No Fap. I know what to do.
:muscle::fire::pray:

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Thanks @Special_Bird.
Your amazing for keeping a high streak. Thanks for the motivation. :muscle::muscle::fire:

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Goal #1: accomplish more than 7 days.
Goal #2: accomplish 14 days.
Goal #3: accomplish 21 days.
Goal #4: accomplish 30 days. ( great power is unleashed)

These are the obstacles to overcome. May my old habits be crucified and burned and the new reborn. :fire::pray:

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Day 0
No more words but action is what must be done. Journey to awaken my inner potential. Waking up to conquer the day and not let distractions or urges get to me. Exercise today and meditate.

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Yes bro! Get back up there!

If you ever need any help or want to talk over strategies and plan setting, just let me know man. I’m here for you if you need it :slightly_smiling_face:

Fight on :muscle::horse_racing:

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Thanks man. Let’s do this. :muscle::fire::pray:

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Day 3
Knowing myself more. Awakening my inner power. I have been so busy these days and will continue being busy until new years comes. I am not counting days now, just being proactive. I will reach the top again and overcome.
:muscle::pray::fire:

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Wow day 5 and feeling the fire. :muscle::muscle::fire::fire:
The following days I’ve been busy with getting more money for my finances and concentrating on improving myself. My drive has went up by probably 10%, but I expect more drive to come the following months. I have full motivation to reach my goals now more than ever. The new year is coming and I’m prepared to face whatever comes my way. Working hard and celebrating in the same time to kiss 2019 goodbye and a blessed year in 2020!
:fire::muscle::muscle::muscle::facepunch::facepunch::facepunch::facepunch:
Cheers. :fireworks: :fireworks: :fireworks: :fireworks: :fireworks: :fireworks: :fireworks::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::boom::champagne: :champagne:

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Sorry ive lost badly in the end. But no time for negativity. Time for positivity. I know I can do this so I will do this. 2020 will be better than last year. Amen. :+1::sunglasses:

Day 1 right now.
I have been busy these days and staying proactive. I feel blessed everyday I am staying away from no PMO. Thank the Lord. Amen. God be the glory.
Ive cut off all strings with woman except a friend online that’s all. I will invest fully into myself this year no matter what.
:muscle::fire::+1:

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Starting again and not going back anymore. !
Day 0
I have argued with myself so many times that I cant do this or that but I will and must ignore these things to become the best version of myself. I have made my mind to change for the better. Pain is temporary and must not be welcomed as forever. May the Glory of God be made by my actions. :pray::fire:
Let’s make it my year of change.

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Day 1 of many days
Going forward is the goal and to never give up is one of those goals. I have decided finally. Let’s make this year the best. No matter what.
Power of God with us amen. :pray:
I’ve reflected what I did wrong and what I need to do. :muscle::pray::fire:

All things said and done it all comes down to this.
Day 0
I’ve exercised yesterday and ate some chia seeds. I was sore from exercising alot in the previous other days that I was in No PMO but exercised a bit so that I don’t get rusty after relapsing recently.
Today i woke up early, I plan to do some jogging and if there is church available then i will go to. I plan to eat really well today and change what my activities are. I understand that is not easy but I must do it if I want to change.
I’ve said many things and yet didn’t keep my promises.
I was fighting for someone who was not with me, my mind still thinking otherwise, so I have to find a different purpose to fight for to truly change.
I’ve said “I will do” etc… But have not gave it all I’ve got.
I was lying to myself thinking I can overcome living in darkness while being in the light.
Don’t say but do is the way of a true warrior of God. I don’t plan to turn back because I’ve decided to kill my old self. I prefer to die with honor fighting for what I know is true and grow spiritually finding my true purpose rather than dying slowly in a miserable way. That was not my original intention walking in this journey called life, therefore, no matter how bad it gets I must keep pushing. To my future self and beyond!
Amen. :pray::fire:

Day 0
Journey of change begins. The life I’ve lived shall be behind me. Glory be to God Now. New Future.

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Day 2
Ive kept myself proactive throughout the days and now i feel confident that I can make it, I just need to be persistent and bold. I shall sacrifice for a better future. Ive been also eating well in day 1 and 0. Ive ate garlic and ginger tea which helps to prevent sickness and also gain more energy. Quickly as the days pass by, I start to realize more and more that it’s all about what you do in the days that counts. That is why I vow to be proactive everyday for now on. Focus on building this temple God has given to me. Ive exercised also and took a cold shower on day 0. Showers meant to represent a state of a new self.
Today which is day 2:
I plan to do some more better job searching and be more proactive as well. I also want to look into how i can make money online with the ideas I have. Read a book which has been hard to do but it’s on my to do list. I also want to exercise today as well. So I will have a busy day for sure. Don’t forget meditation also since the urges might come any moment! Let’s Go.
:sunglasses::sunglasses::facepunch::muscle::muscle::fire:

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Day 5
Definitely the vision to become champion is coming! Bring that energy stallion out!
I’ve been keeping myself busy by working on my financial plans, applying to good jobs, being busy regardless whether the conditions are good or bad, listening to positive audio podecasts, and being more aware of myself.
Day 5 today, I feel more in control of my energy. But I have a new level of energy that if I just learn to harness I can complete it with the other big energy called “ambition or determination”. Plan to workout today and read a book. Plus finish applying to more jobs and after that meditate. Will try to eat a good meal. :pray::+1::facepunch::fire::fire:

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Day 1
I may have failed many times and made mistakes so many times but for some reason I still want to fight. I haven’t died yet and I still have the will to fight. My soul is screaming for a better version. Maybe I will make it this time? NO. I MUST MAKE IT NO MATTER WHAT.
my destiny is being a warrior and as a warrior i need to show myself im stronger than I say I am. Stop doubting yourself and show how powerful you are against this addiction.
Yesterday (day 0) I was eating well, exercising a bit and yesterday made a video about the negatives of pornography. I really felt like expressing the negatives. Today i am going to invest in myself more and be more aware. Most of all praying to God that he will give me the endurance i will need in this valley of death journey. :pray::pray::fire::fire:

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Day 0
Its actually day 2 but I almost relapsed. So basically 2 days without ■■■■ and masturbation. Didn’t watch ■■■■ but almost was about to masturbate which I did not. But my mind somehow considers it as a relapse so I put my counter to 0.
Today I plan to exercise as well and do some proactive activities. I love the sound of music more and the romantic aspect of a man and a woman more. So yeah i plan to do some fun things to like watch a nice movie or go out and explore a bit. Feel shy sometimes going out but lets see. :sweat_smile::sweat_smile::sunglasses::sunglasses::+1::pray:

Day 3
I had A busy day these following days. Lots of self improvement. I’ve learned to overcome these urges real quickly. I am starting to gain back my power. Won’t think of days but just get proactive everyday. God be the Glory. Amen. :pray::pray::pray::pray: