Hey, man. 
Since dream occurred i would say be a little aware during present couple of days. Be aware to not allow any hesitation.
Take care of yourself. And take care of your journey. Just a thought. Nothing urgent.
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Congrats on 80 bro. Surprised you didnât even mention you were 10 days from the big 90. Thatâs crazy. So happy for you, keep going!
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I did mentioned it but in the whatsapp group, people were cheering for me . Hate to admit it but I am an emotional guy. Itâs like an unexpected dream coming true. Thankyou @Sacred
@ERNOL Yess I know exactly what you are trying to say. I wonât let my guard down . Thanx 
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Day 83
So a beautiful girl was sitting on a bench alone while her friends were chatting in a group a little bit far away from her. So I decided to approach her.
Without any difficulty I askedâ her, was she waiting for someone ?, she replied that she was just sitting by herself.
So I introduced myself and started a casual conversation. Turns out she was a doing a major in psychology and from nowhere I came up with great questions like depressions and like how you guys deal with annoying patients or are they also cool like you, etc. We were really enjoying the conversation.
But after a while I went ahead of myself and made a dick move.
I asked her number directly without any direct hint and she said no. Later I realised I asked her number in a weird way like kind of a playboy or fuckboy type.
But after getting rejected I handled it pretty well. Even she started apologizing . She said it was very nice meeting you and we did share our insta Iâd . And she left. And I decided to move on, since I was just trying to socialise and getting her number was never my intention on the first place. But got rejected , god dammit !
Moral of the story , donât rush into things. Be patient and if something is going well just go with the flow.
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I am laughing a lot man. I hope you got your lesson and thanks for sharing the experience. It will help others. Be patient.
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Day 86
Started preparing for competitive exams. I am determined to change my life from the very start of 2020. I am also working on finishing my book (both the first and second volume) by the end of this year.
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Great bro !! Keep going and do share your journey
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Well done and congratulations for your streak!
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YES BRO! Fantastic start to the year - keep it going!
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Day 91
Itâs all in your mind , I repeat itâs all in your mind. You control it and you win. Ask questions, be curious , what is no fap , what is it to be on a 90 days streak, what is it to be in a 1000 days streak, what it feels like to be a PMO free person. Remember you are the only one who can get the answers, yes you can read it on books , on the internet but donât you want to actually feel it? Donât you want to actually taste the freedom ? I have and itâs great. Yes reading my post might give you a sense of satisfaction but trust me itâs a whole new world outside PMO . If i can do it than you can do it too !!! See it for yourself.
Honestly I started feeling alive from around 30th day of this current streak ( including the 46 days of the previous streak ) with one relapse in between. So that makes a total of 137 days with one relapse in between.
There comes a time in this journey , you will know yourself that you have moved on. Those videos donât have any power over you. You wonât be feeling horny everytime . Yes I am free , I control what I want and donât want
A PART OF THE JOURNEY IS THE END .
It has been a phenomenal journey with lots of ups and down.I made a lots of friends in this forum and I was also able to inspire some of them as well which I am really glad to hear. It means a lot. I have shared everything that I felt and writing them down sure gave me a confidence to face them and the SUPPORT that this community gave was one of the main reason I was able to keep going.
I have stop counting days now, and I donât see any reason in continuing this diary .
This diaryâs goal was to create a new hope that anyone can break free from this addiction and it will live on as a solid proof.
I will be lurking around this app though. I will be participating in the Challenges around the forum , itâs really fun (specially at the beginning, if you know what I mean).
And also I am planning to share a success story on reaching 100 no. of days , writing in detail what steps I took and were actually effective and about those dark days as well that I havenât really disclosed since I thought it was not that necessary. But I will be open about it. Nofap have changed my life and I will be forever thankful about it.
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Congrats brother. You beat me to it damnit! Lol nah but you deserve it man. Never sell yourself short by relapsing.
Weâll always be here if you decide to continue writing on some days. God bless bro.
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Very inspiring post but I think you should continue your journey with us. You are a core part of this community!
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Very well done brother. Youâve achieved a lot by Succeeding in this campaign and this is very inspirational post. I wish you all the best for your future endeavors @tuku
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wow man woww!!!
I feel so exhilarated to see you reach Day 91. Bless you brother. Stay strong and never relapse. Stay completely free from this wretched addiction. Please guide everyone of us.
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Ayee thanx brother , you are almost there. I will remember this line. @Sacred
@Antares @SelfMadeNinja @HE-MAN123 thanx for your wishes guys. I will be around this diary , I am not quitting . This is just the beginning. And I want you guys to succeed as well , I am waiting for you.
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Day 0
As mentioned in this post how I lost my Highest streak of 200+ days
Hey guys! Glad to see the forum with new faces and I am willing to start again.
I have realized one thing that I am missing and that is clarity!
Its a lack of clarity that creates chaos and frustration.
It leads you to procrastination right away. The more clear you are for achieving an objective , the more focus you get.
Right after I wake up in the morning , I will be assigning myself a task to write down what I will do throughout the day.
It will be a matter of HOW and WHEN I will be doing things through out the day completing daily task. I will write down the tasks in a sheet of paper following the below template 
The template will be like this :
Today I will complete _____ by ______ time.
This is how I will solve _______ problem by ______.
And at last I will be rating my productivity here.One step at a time.
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Smart plan, I find focusing on goals daily really helps me focus and acheive whatever it is, instead of just mindlessly going through the motions of daily routine. Hope it goes well 
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IT DOESNâT MATTER HOW SLOW YOU GO AS LONG AS YOU DONâT STOP
I relapsed on August and went back to fapping regularly. My confidence went away. Started getting weird reaction from girls while talking to them , feels like I was creeping them out.
I stopped going to gym since the lockdown started in early this year. Now i Have joined a gym nearby from exactly September 1. Going to gym , my fapping days decreased but it was still around 3-4 times a week. But I kept my diet up and started lifting more weights. I can feel my testosterones rising up but i need more. So last week I decided to go full hard mode.
Its scientifically proven that nofap gives you a testosterone boost up to 147% in the first week itself.
So hereâs the goal - 100 Days hardmode
I realized if I start from September 20 I will be on 100 days streak by the end of the year⌠and can start a fresh new year.
I exactly did the same strategy last year and was able to go beyond 90 days. By telling myself to stay clean till the end of the year, I donât know what it is with numbers and daysâŚits just keeps me going.
Lets go DAY 2 done
Went to gym, did upper body workout, but i fucked up my protein intake today. I consumed more than usual carbs today.
My phone stopped working again after a âslip and hitâ incident. Gonna use this opportunity to take a break from smartphone for a while. Will be using the laptop for this forum only .
Couldnât achieve my daily goal today, half of the day went on fixing the phone (which i failed miserably)
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Day 3
Today I was able to complete my task in time and even had some extra time to cook dinner for the family. My brain was begging me to listen to some music, open up social medias. so I just let myself enjoy some music on a loud speaker. Music is one of main reason for my procrastination, I always waste 4-5 hours just listening to music. Today was a bit tough but it was a complete day without my phone.
The only thing that I notice today was time was slow. I had plenty of time to do anything. NOT BAD !!
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Day 15
I am enjoying conversation more and more. Today I was able to maintain eye contact with a beautiful girl that my friend introduced to me for the first time. Since it was a bit crowded (we had our masked on , only her beautiful eyes were there and we were very close) and I felt confident . We hanged out for like an hour .
I Have to admit on the first week I did looked into some triggering stuffs and kept looking. Then I controlled myself and didnât edged and ejaculate. No nightfall experienced till now.
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