Bhaisahab Fat gayi. I am very sick right now. Sick as hell.
I have fever, headache, intense weakness bcz of Intense Vomiting from last night. I vomited around 15 times from last night.
Kuch kha nhi pa rhe, even not able to drink water bcz jese hi Kuch khate hai turant vomit ho jati hai. I am currently dehydrated and weak af.
Dekho try karta hu jald jald sahi hone ki. Body is not supporting me. Going through extreme stomach pain (maybe bcz of vomiting).
Milta hu bhaiyo jald hi, tab tak duayo me yaad rakhna
I was thinking last night to study 12 hrs today and now
I be like :— Re ma ch*di pari hai !! (sorry for lame joke)
I woke today again with Headache and Irritability. I don’t why from last some days I m feeling so much Irritability, Headache, Feeling of Incomplete Sleep like feelings after Waking Up.
These feelings affecting my days to some extent. I also Waking up very late (12 pm) from last some days bcz I am getting difficulty to sleep early at night even after laying to bed around 3 am.
Now I have to also put focus on these things before they get out of hands.
Did nothing today except using my phone. My Today’s screen on time is 12 hrs. Can you believe this ? Seriously 12 hrs and in that 12 hrs 9 hrs is Youtube. I wasted my whole with very little study. I didn’t do yoga and exercise from last 1 week. Only 40 days left in my exam and I still have 85-90% syllabus to be cover.
What I am doing with my life ? Where this Procrastination, Laziness, Evilness, No control on pleasures, etc will lead me in life.
Answer is No where. These things will only induce negative thoughts and get me in never-ending loop.
I am gonna give my full boost or potential tomorrow, if that’ll work then it’s great but if it doesn’t then I am leaving of all these things i.e. Rewire app, Preparation for NEET exam, Big dreams for life, etc etc.