Hi all, updating my Diary after 7-8 days. I was doing not very good but okiish type. I Relapsed 7 times in December so far and today morning had a Nightfall. Some good things also happened like No time wasting in Outings, etc. But I m not satisfied with my performance and want to work on it deeply.
Last 10 days of this year is remaining and itโs a Great Opportunity to take a Lead Start in 2023. So yeah I want to utilize these 10 days very productively so that Iโll enter in 2023 with Confidence and Working Mindset. Also 10 days streak in NoFap will also boost me for Last Man Standing Challenge which will start from 1 January and last time I achieved 10 days streak was in January 2022 So yeah itโll become my highest streak in year 2022 (almost).
Starting updating this Diary (in any form like points, journal, etc) from today onwards.
Happy and joyful and amazing and wonderful birthday to you @The_Ambitious_One my god bless you and gives you all of the worlds happiness in your heart.
So yeah New Year is here (i know am pretty late) and 1st January went too fast and I didnโt have time to write something for me on NewYear.
So here we go -::
2022 was not too good for me. I went through Depression, Anxiety, Emotional Trauma, Insomnia, Not Good Productive wise, Didnโt Clear Exam, etc. Even I lost my Semen 111 times total in full year.
But there was some positives also like I fought with my Depression and I almost cured my Insomnia, Made my Emotions more tough and stable and some more. But I m not satisfied with my Performance and Hustling Capability. I want to improve it drastically this year.
So for 2023 I have some 3-4 main goals in my mind. I m not revealing them now bcz firstly I want to do some work on them and make some achievement. Iโll tell them later in this year.
I hope 1st day of 2023 went good for all of you. Mine was good.
Signing off,
Keep Hustling and Make this Year Best Year of your life
I donโt know wtf is going on in my life. I m dying and dying and dying everyday. Nothing is working right now. I want to change everything but somehow I put myself into that position that I m unable to do so.
Not a ideal start for this year. Failing in everything like studies, nofap, exercise and the worst part is Insomnia again knocking out my door which is horrible .
Anyway I missed this community as I uninstalled the app and just reinstalled it. I hope everyone is doing great in this year till now.
Maybe tomorrow will also be ruined by some reasons. Letโs see what will happen.
I donโt know for how many days Iโll keep this app in my phone bcz by opening this app/website 5-10 times a day only reminds me of porn/fapping/nofap etc etc and I think which is working negativity for me.
Going to give myself a New Chance to change my condition. I hope this time Iโll make significant progress.
Actually I had uninstalled RC app. I decided to use this app as less as possible bcz in my case Whenever I open this app, it reminds me of โ โ โ โ /Fap/NoFap and I donโt want to remember those things again and again. I just reinstalled this app after many days just to check how things are going in forum. Maybe Iโll uninstall it again and will come back after some days. I want to do something big and want to surprise everyone here , thatโs also one more reason to be absent from here.
Am now back on Forum. I took a long break from it. But from now onwards Iโll be using it daily to write down my progress and day to day summary.
In NoFap Iโm not doing good . I wanna make long streak but everytime Iโm failing badly. Letโs see this time. I want to make 50,90,100 and so on days streak. This time Iโll give my 200% best to achieve it. Death is Allowed but not Fapping !!
Will Update my day at night till then Bbye
and today morning had a Nightfall. Some good things also happened like No time wasting in Outings, etc. But I m not satisfied with my performance and want to work on it deeply.
So yeah itโll become my highest streak in year 2022 (almost).
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my god bless you and gives you all of the worlds happiness in your heart.
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, thatโs also one more reason to be absent from here.
. I wanna make long streak but everytime Iโm failing badly. Letโs see this time. I want to make 50,90,100 and so on days streak. This time Iโll give my 200% best to achieve it.