The Mini Challenge

@EmeraldArcher About 94 percent of tasks listed in Rewire companion forum were completed. About 92 percent of tasks listed in HabitBull were completed. In study bunny, 1 coin is given for studying for 10 minutes. +110 means that I had purchased virtual things for bunny with that money. I was trying to calculate net worth.

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Day Nine

The quote when I opened Rewire this morning was something about if you want to be free from something you just be willing to swim until you can look l no longer see the shore line. In a way, that is that I struggled with this morning. I woke up thinking, I’m doing good, and they began to recall many mistakes and relapses that occurred last year and began to be aroused. I started to tossle in my bed and without intending had an o. I’m not resetting my counter because I think that would be counter productive and make me feel defeated. I didn’t intend to o and and as soon as I realized what was happening I sat up but it was too late. :man_facepalming:t3:

But I am going to learn from this. This is a common stage from me when I’m not indulging in p then past memories of acting out come to taunt me. I feel a mix of guilty and aroused and it puts me in an awful state if I allow it to. It felt very much like an attack.

I have the power to control my mind and I don’t have to see l allow the “show” to continue in my mind. Sometimes the thinking goes like, can I be aroused by this stuff again? Of course you can dummy, that’s not helping you. Swim until you cannot see the shoreline. Don’t look back.

So I am choosing to learn from this and will continue my reboot. If I have the same kind of experience again, I’ll reboot/reset my counter. I want to set my face on the King and not look back.

To the brothers here with sincerity.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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Edited: major typo on second last point, said opposite of what I meant.

That’s honestly really weird. I was hesitant to post a similar thing. But, now that you’ve posted, I’ll share my story.

Last night, I had a dream of having female body parts. I woke up and in a haze did an o. In the past, I wouldn’t reset my counter for this, especially because it was “my own body”. I remember in the dream I was going to use the skills I learned with my SO.

I felt guilty as well though because although I wouldn’t reset my counter in the past for this, I feel this was meant to happen as a learning experience so nothing similar, or worse happens like this in the future. I’m glad it happened only on day (2 on 90 day hero challenge)22 total steak, so it’s a lot of days of learning to go before 90(110).

Now, if this kind of thing happens in the future, I’m resetting my counter, only because I believe I can be that strong & although like I said I wouldn’t have reset in the past, I feel I’ve grown bigger than that now.

I feel a lot better coming here and explaining my situation. I feel a lot less stressed, more accepting & true to myself after putting it on “paper” as well as to a community.

Thank you for having the courage I lacked to post this.

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Mini-Challenge
:white_check_mark: Shower every 2 days
:white_check_mark: Listen to 5 songs
:white_check_mark: Single 25m Pomodoro (biz)

Personal
:white_check_mark: Remember afternoon med
:white_check_mark: Update any WP plugins & post 1 Udemy coupon (got out of bed to do so)
:white_check_mark: No arguments with Hunny

Rewire
:white_check_mark: Mini-challenge/90 Day Hero Check-in
:white_check_mark: Today’s Jan Telegram Check-in, etc…

:moneybag: Coins Received: 8
:moneybag: Total Coins: 14
:open_book: Study Bunny Coins Earned (Total): 12 (17)

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Today should be my day ten but I messed up. Facing my failure is so difficult right now but I have no choice but to go forward, so help me God.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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Mini-Challenge
:pause_button: Shower every 2 days
:white_check_mark: Listen to 5 songs
:white_check_mark: Single 25m Pomodoro (biz)

Personal
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Remember afternoon med (going to take, even if I haven’t eaten a lot. I don’t have to have food with med anyways, was just an excuse to keep working I think)
:white_check_mark: Update any WP plugins & post 1 Udemy coupon
:white_check_mark: No arguments with Hunny

Rewire
:white_check_mark: Mini-challenge/90 Day Hero Check-in
:white_check_mark: Today’s Jan Telegram Check-in, etc…

:moneybag: Coins Received: 6
:moneybag: Total Coins: 20

Great day! Worked more on my app. Solved some more bugs, mostly ones I created :joy:.

Going to 100% be on top of anti-depresant afternoon med tomorrow & beyond. I’m just so motivated to work on my app & business (thanks to proper chem levels in brain from med lol) so I kinda gotta keep taking them if I want to feel good lol.

Getting to bed at good time finally tonight.

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:bow_and_arrow: Day 24 | Week 4

:white_check_mark: Wake Up Before 6 AM
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: NoFap Prayer
:white_check_mark: Update NoFap Streak
:white_check_mark: Mini Urges Defeated: 1
:white_check_mark: Studying Goal Achieved
:white_check_mark: Face Change Tracking Photo
:white_check_mark: Read A Good Book
:white_check_mark: 10 Half Push ups
:white_check_mark: Screen Activity Review
:white_check_mark: Use Sword, See My Commitments, Hero Check in
:white_check_mark: Diary Check in

Progress: Clean Day! :smiley:
Benefits/Mood/Productivity: :slightly_smiling_face:
Tasks Score ~ 100

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**Mini-Challenge
:white_check_mark: Shower every 2 days
:white_check_mark: Listen to 5 songs
:white_check_mark: Single 25m Pomodoro (biz)

Personal
:white_check_mark: Remember afternoon med
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Update any WP plugins & post 1 Udemy coupon
:negative_squared_cross_mark: No arguments with Hunny

Rewire
:white_check_mark: Mini-challenge/90 Day Hero Check-in
:white_check_mark: Today’s Jan Telegram Check-in, etc…

:moneybag: Coins Received: 6
:moneybag: Total Coins: 26

A lot of mental growth thanks to augmented that sadly happened between my spiritual wife & I. I’m for now on believing in myself and ending the self-defeating talk because neither I nor her deserve it whatsoever. It kills us in the inside and it ends NOW!

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That was frustrating the entire post I just wrote wouldn’t upload because I foolishly quit the app because it was stalling and that due to parental block on router. I have to use mobile data to use this crazy!
Anyway I binge failed yesterday pissed at myself
Here’s my new list of updated and simplified reasons to not pmo damn it must keep it simple damn it

SIMPLE REASONS TO QUIT PMO

Demotivates me from taking action and changing my life

wastes a lot of time

isn’t real life is empty fantasy

leads to depression and loneliness

could lead to viewing illegal content

leads to frustration and anger at God

strengthens guilt, shame and ocd

is sinful and grieves God

WITHOUT PMO I WILL BE

HAPPIER
CONFIDENT
UNASHAMED
NOT A SLAVE
ACHIEVING
POSITIVE
MOTIVATED
ENERGISED
JOYFUL
MASCULINE
CLOSER TO GOD
and
LIVING MY LIFE AS GOD INTENDED

Could add pages more but I think it just obscures , overcomplicates, exhausts and tires the reader whether that’s me or you.

New morning routine so help me GOD
.check in on rewire each day
.read out these reasons to myself each day
.watch at least one motivational nofap video each day
.some form of exercise
.bible reading each day

If I can get up earlier then the earlier I get these tasks done in succession then the better as I’m incredibly damnably undisciplined
Wont list things like cleaning teeth, showering, shaving as don’t seem relevant right now hopefully I’d get some of those done too

The problem being my stupid shift patterns, tendency to stay up late, getting up late as a consequence and stretching these tasks out. ‘Tasks’ I’m able to perform at work too as I support a guy in his home and it’s just me and him…
Damn it I’m happier being at work than fucking up my time at home

Hope you all well anyway
Rbtr81

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:bow_and_arrow: Day 25 | Week 4


:negative_squared_cross_mark: Wake Up Before 6 AM
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: NoFap Prayer
:white_check_mark: Update NoFap Streak
:white_check_mark: Mini Urges Defeated: 1
:white_check_mark: Studying Goal Achieved
:white_check_mark: Face Change Tracking Photo
:white_check_mark: Read A Good Book
:white_check_mark: 10 Half Push ups
:white_check_mark: Screen Activity Review
:white_check_mark: Use Sword, See My Commitments, Hero Check in
:white_check_mark: Diary Check in


:rocket: Benefits/Mood/Productivity: :neutral_face:
:green_square: Tasks Score ~ 92 :grinning:
:fast_forward: Progress: Clean Day! :smiley:


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Day One

I’m feeling good and ready to keep going. Not giving up.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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Mini-Challenge
:pause_button: Shower every 2 days
:white_check_mark: Listen to 5 songs
:white_check_mark: Single 25m Pomodoro (biz)

Personal
:white_check_mark: Remember afternoon med
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Update any WP plugins & post 1 Udemy coupon
:negative_squared_cross_mark: No arguments with Hunny

Rewire
:white_check_mark: Mini-challenge/90 Day Hero Check-in
:white_check_mark: Today’s Jan Telegram Check-in, etc…

:moneybag: Coins Received: 5
:moneybag: Total Coins: 31

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:bow_and_arrow: Day 26 | Week 4


:negative_squared_cross_mark: Wake Up Before 6 AM
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: NoFap Prayer
:white_check_mark: Update NoFap Streak
:white_check_mark: Mini Urges Defeated: 2
:white_check_mark: Studying Goal Achieved
:white_check_mark: Face Change Tracking Photo
:white_check_mark: Read A Good Book
:white_check_mark: 10 Half Push ups
:white_check_mark: Screen Activity Review
:white_check_mark: Use Sword, See My Commitments, Hero Check in
:white_check_mark: Diary Check in


:rocket: Benefits/Mood/Productivity: :neutral_face:
:green_square: Tasks Score ~ 92 :grinning:
:fast_forward: Progress: Clean Day! :smiley:


I heard the best and most simple advice from Seth Alexander the other day for how to develop self discipline ’ to develop self discipline you have to DO what you DON’T want to do When you DON’T WANT to do it’
I.e that thing you’ve been putting off ; DO IT NOW
Be it coursework, looking for jobs (in my case) whatever that is for you… Just Do It
No more procrastination or excuses
DO IT

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This is so hard. It’s like one little miss can cause a hole chain reaction. I had a small relapse this morning. I stopped it very quickly which I hope will minimize it’s damage. Back in and trying to do this smarter and rooted in the help I receive from God rather than merely my own efforts.

@Aoshigreen. @Gk-00

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A lot of people wait for motivation or inspiration to start making big change in their life. The thing is, it’ll never happen until you just do it. After you’ve proven to yourself how easy it is and that you’re capable as well, that’s where the inspiration and motivation come in.

I remember when I first got into Internet marketing. I always wanted to run online business but knew very little. I was sick of living pay cheque to pay cheque. Mind you livable income takes 3-5 years, but I had to start the process.

At first I kept looking for stuff like “easy eats to make money online no skills”. All you’ll pretty much find is penny paying surveys searching it that way.

I remembered reading about Fiverr and looked for some passive ways to make money on there.

It’s hard to stand out on the platform without any reviews. I searched Google to buy fake reviews. I ended up buying 3 fake reviews just to get me going. I purchased them from blackhatworld. I ended up falling in love with the site. I’ve easily soaked in over $10,000 worth of info for free.

Totally tangent but, it wasn’t until I stopped looking for easy ways to make money and stumbled across BHW then I got amazing motivation and inspiration because I started taking action very soon after choosing a couple online business models to try out.

The fact is, nobody wants to get out of bed in the morning. But, the difference that successful people make is the get up anyways even if they feel tired & get to the task at hand.

Day 6

Mini-Challenge
:white_check_mark: Shower every 2 days
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Listen to 5 songs
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Single 25m Pomodoro (biz)

Personal
:white_check_mark: Remember afternoon med
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Update any WP plugins & post 1 Udemy coupon
:negative_squared_cross_mark: No arguments with Hunny

Rewire
:white_check_mark: Mini-challenge/90 Day Hero Check-in
:white_check_mark: Today’s Jan Telegram Check-in, etc…

:moneybag: Coins Received: 4
:moneybag: Total Coins: 35

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:bow_and_arrow: Day 27 | Week 4


:negative_squared_cross_mark: Wake Up Before 6 AM
:white_check_mark: Meditation
:white_check_mark: NoFap Prayer
:white_check_mark: Update NoFap Streak
:white_check_mark: Mini Urges Defeated: 1
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Studying Goal Achieved
:negative_squared_cross_mark: Face Change Tracking Photo
:white_check_mark: Read A Good Book
:negative_squared_cross_mark: 10 Half Push ups
:white_check_mark: Screen Activity Review
:white_check_mark: Use Sword, See My Commitments, Hero Check in
:white_check_mark: Diary Check in


:rocket: Benefits/Mood/Productivity: :neutral_face:
:green_square: Tasks Score ~ 66 :neutral_face:
:fast_forward: Progress: Clean Day! :smiley:


:bow_and_arrow:

Day 7 |


Mini-Challenge
:pause_button: Shower every 2 days
:white_check_mark: Listen to 5 songs
:white_check_mark: Single 25m Pomodoro (3 hours total today) (biz)

Personal
:white_check_mark: Remember afternoon med
:white_check_mark: Update any WP plugins & post 1+ Udemy coupon(s)
:white_check_mark: No arguments with Hunny

Rewire
:white_check_mark: Mini-challenge/90 Day Hero Check-in
:white_check_mark: Today’s Jan Telegram Check-in, etc…

:moneybag: Coins Received: 7
:moneybag: Total Coins: 42
:rabbit2: Study Bunny Coins Recieved: 6
:rabbit2: Study Bunny Est. Total Net Worth: 52


:disappointed::neutral_face::slightly_smiling_face::smiley::blush:
:couple:Benefits: :blush:
:performing_arts:Mood: :smiley:
:fire:Productivity: :smiley:
:bath:t3:Proper Relaxation::neutral_face:

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What was the html code you typed to get your bow & arrow beside your day streak. All I used was h1 tag and mine crapped out.