Swati's Diary - A Journey of becoming better at life

So… what’s up ??
Well , it’s 1:46 AM…
Yep , pretty late…
Yesterday couldn’t update as I was thinking of updating later but totally forgot that I had put my phone on detox :sweat_smile::sweat_smile:
Well…did 2 hours study yesterday and 6 hours today
Yoga and all abhi koi scene nhi h…will start from tomorrow onwards ( or next Monday :sweat_smile::sweat_smile: )
Brushing 2 times done ( this I do daily but almost always forget to mention ) :white_check_mark:
Cold shower done :white_check_mark:
Did 5 hours of detox :white_check_mark:
Well feeling good q ki Aaj vo creature nhi dikha mujhe ( yep I am talking about lizard)
Ghar me sab so chuke hain ek Mai hu jo bhatakti aatma ki tarah filhal jaag rha h :sweat_smile::joy::joy:
Don’t have much to write honestly
'll be sleeping in a while…
So yeah that’s all for now…
Take care
Good night :love_you_gesture:t2::v:t2::+1:t2:

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Ughh !! Damn…feeling burned out…seems like I have to get outside… it’s been a week , I haven’t seen the outside world…
Aaah !!! Bilkul mnn nhi kar rha kuch karne ka… it’s not that I don’t want to it’s just I want some kind of rejuvenation…some recharge…

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Tab to bilkul bahar Jana chahiye. Plan a trip or do something out of comfort zone. Trust me it helps

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Filhal to ghr Wale khin jaane denge nhi…I mean they will par fir like only 50 days are remaining…to they are like pdho…vaise bhi Kam pdhti ho…bla bla bla…
Khin na khin honestly vo bhi shi hain…Feb k month me vaise unhone khud bahr bheja tha mujhe for 4 days…( Nhi kisi trip par nhi , mene hi mna kar diya trip pr jaane se ) to i went to my cousin’s house…

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Exhaust ho jaogi fir. Dekh le. Matlab waise hi Ghar p rehkar bore ho rhi ho. Man ni kr ra . To bahaar Jana shi h

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Hmm…dekhti hu kal , aaj vaise bhi baarish aa rhi thi…kal park and all me jaake dekhti hu…park bhi door h ghr se…2 km kuch door h…

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It’s 12:34 AM
Well did yoga today ( 2 sets of Surya namaskar and some asanas ) :white_check_mark:
Affirmations :white_check_mark:
Cold Shower :white_check_mark:
Detox - 4 hours :no_mouth::heavy_check_mark:
Well feeling burned out as I said…
Studied for 3 hours :no_mouth::no_mouth:
Watched one episode of Pokemon
Have chatted to a few friends…
'll be sleeping in a while after brushing…
So yeah that’s all for now
Good night :sparkles:

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I was addicted too. But I overcame my addiction somehow and scored 640 in NEET 2022. I am currently in one of the top medical colleges of India. I have been free from this addiction since more than a year. Feel free to contact me on tele I would be happy to help you in any way possible. My username - @mylittledarkage0

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It’s 12:11 AM
Affirmations :white_check_mark:
Gratitude :white_check_mark:
Hair Care :white_check_mark:
Well… today’s day went well…my maami came to our home today ( she is my best friend honestly :v:t2:)…had some chit chats with her…plus had a pastrie :cake: and chhole bhature , gyi saari intermittent fasting , chalta h itna to ( khud ko santvana dete hue :joy: )
Studied for less than an hour :sweat_smile:
Was feeling burned out since yesterday so talked to a friend in the evening , the conversation went awesome ( at least for me , uska pata nhi :sweat_smile:) , it just boosted me up :fire::fire:.
Learnt something today will share later on…:love_you_gesture:t2::blush: ( Abhi bata deti hu anyatha bhool jaungi - Yhi ki help maangoge to milegi and yes there are people who won’t judge you and yes there are people with just amazing vibes :v:t2::love_you_gesture:t2: )…
Ek chij or sikhi vo baad me bataungi , jyada gyaan ho jayega…
So yeah , that’s all for now i’ll be sleeping in a while after brushing and planning for the next day…
Good night :v:t2:

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Baad mein aap bhulogi toh main yaad dila dunga :joy:

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arre…bhai bola to shi vaise tu…dila dena :joy: :joy:

Same i am afraid of lizards as well. Last year washroom mein mila tha main rone laga tha phir papa mummy bolne lage the mujhe :joy:. Jab bhi unhe dekhta hoo toh jhatka saa aata hai dar ke maare. Herpetophobia hai ye :skull:

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arre…chlo koi to hai yhan apna :sweat_smile: :joy:…bhai kal mene bhi dekhi thi darwaje k pas ykin nhi karega mujhe sone jana tha dusre room me par us creature k karan mai baithi rhi pure 1 hr ki khud chli hi jaye fir mene thoda bhagaya use ( vaise vo khud hi bhaag gyi thi , mene bas thoda door se kiya tha haath se ishaare type shoo ! shoo ! :sweat_smile: )

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Main yakeen karta hoon, i can understand :smiling_face_with_tear::face_holding_back_tears: .

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#chhipkali bhagao :joy: :joy:

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#ChhipkaliMuktBharat :handshake::joy:

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Damn that creature is still here…or brush karne jana h mujhe…hey shiv ji…khair jaati hu himmat karke…zinda bach jau mai bas ( jyada ho gya , par damn sachi dar lgta h :sweat_smile: )

Paani phek do uske upar bhaag jaayega :joy:.

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na bhai na…upar gir gyi to…mere baski nhi ye sab… :sweat_smile:
Door h vaise…isse phle dushman hmare ilaake me ghuse hme jald se jald kaam karke nikalna hoga ( bhaagna hoga vaise ) :rofl: :rofl:

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Mujhe bhi nahi pasand chippkali, jhatka lgta hai mujhe bhi dekh ke lol.
Par utna dar nahi lgta, mere room pe hi 2-3 aati rehti hain :joy:.
Kuch nahi krti voh, apne aap aake chali jaati hai.

Mutual hoti hai na convo, sahi hi rha hoga I think.

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