ATM I’m playing Chopin’s Etude in C minor op. 10 no. 12 and the 3rd movement of Bach’s moonlight sonata.
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That’s freakin awesome!
I know that Chopin piece, my friend obsess’ over that one!
I’m not surprised you sometimes get withdrawal 
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joy in outside world
I like to get out of my house nowadays. I like to go to market. I want to get social. I hate loneliness and being at home. Good signs of Reboot.
DAY 12 HARD MODE
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My dream was weird last night. I was watching porn in my dream and i did relapse in it. When i woke up i was very upset with myself but when i come to my senses i relaxed because i am still on my streak of 14 days hard mode
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Dont think twice
This benefit is a huge boost in our daily life. I acquired it from my last streak but i have found out that if you are on day 1 you can do this. Suppose you have to do some work … a fapper will think a lot before doing it and sometimes he procrastinate. Nowadays i dont think too much about it and just go for it. This attitude is bringing a positive change in me .
Dont give a fuck 
When somebody tries to blow his steam on me i simply dont care. By this i mean when somebody shows negative emotions towards me like anger. I just stay silent and let that person irritate and settle down on his own because i know something makes them lose their cool and it aint me.
DAY 15 HARD MODE
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DRUGS are sweet poison like ■■■■
i have been taking drugs from last 8 yrs. Prescribed by my pschatriast. It helps me sleep at night. Its for depression also. The good thing about them is that it helps in falling asleep. Now lets talk about the bad effects :
• Takes away your awareness.
• Increased brain fog
• Makes you so slow like a retard.
• Reduces your thinking speed & physical agility.
• You starts overeating.
• Mood swings.
• Very addictive like masturbation.
Now, i want to say that these drugs are helpful in extreme cases for a short time but at the end of it all fall into it. The patient had to take them throughout their life. Its a good buiseness for pschatrist & drugs industry because ones a patient gets trap into it he never gets out. He will go and buy these chemicals again & again.
I WANT TO BREAK FREE FROM THIS SHITY DRUGS
i have quitted them last year for 4 months. I fall again into them due to my relapses. This time nofap & nodrugs will go hand in hand. Its start today. I will reduce my dose to half today. I know it will be a sleepless night but i am ready for it.
Pain & suffering all it takes to be successful at quiting any addiction…
Aaaaaahhhhhooooo
All for glory… All to increase AWARENESS.
Without awareness one cant get enlightenment.
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Tonight i have taken 1/4th of my dose which is lowest.
DAY 1 of quitting drugs.
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Hey bro, this is a great idea! But is your doctor ok with this? Just be sure you are not hurting yourself in the process. If he’s ok, then good luck! We have to take out of our lives all things that we fill we are dependant of, like drugs or PMO.
Be strong bro you can do it 
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Best of luck and grace to you always bro 
Love your Don’t think twice/Don’t give a fuck post! Spot on!!! 
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Oh boy, my mother has got the same problem. She is suffering from sleep deficiency and takes drugs every night to fall asleep. Believe me when I say that ‘I know what you are suffering from’. I have seen her mental health deteriorate over time. She has been taking drugs for the last 8-9 years, same as you. She hasn’t been healed yet. My heart sinks thinking about how she feels and that she would never be able to get her normal lifestyle back. I just wish and hope that she pulls through this. Same for you brother.
Also, please make sure to consult your doctor before taking this step of banning the drug. As if it is prescribed for you it is for a reason. My mom goes through sleepless nights in case the ‘medicine’ is not available. She then moves through the next day like a person numb to any of the events around her. I don’t want the same for you or anyone. May god bless you.
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Yes my doctor is ok with it.
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A Major breakthrough
As my dose is the lowest possible so i didnt had any issue falling sleep last night. I successfuly tapered the dose from half to 1/4th. I believe i can be drug free within 2 upcoming weeks with gods grace. Now i want to say that the reduced dose bring a major change in me today i can feel it.
• More Awareness. Never felt so good .
• Reduced brain fog. More clear picture.
• Increased speed & reflexes. I am feeling better.
To get a better sleep we must toil hard throughtout the day mentaly & physicaly. Today i face many social situations & increased my social skills. I did labour also. I have sweated it out. After taking rest in afternoon i will do evening workout. Hopefuly i will get a good night sleep today also.
DAY 16 HARD MODE
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I AM NOT GOING TO YIELD THIS TIME
Having Urges Today.
After 16 days i am having urges. If the urges want they can kill me but i am not going to yield. I have been waiting for this moment … URGES TONIGHT I AM GOING TO KILL YOU…
I am not the same person which you had hunted 16 days ago. I have become much stronger. I am ready to suffer… i am ready to feel the pain of lonelyness… The pain of boredom… the pain of sleepless night… the pain of hell but i wont yield…
You cant have me bitch… i was meant to be a God. You cant have me this time. This time go and find some other weak soul. This time i am going to slay you … THIS TIME I AM THE HUNTER AND YOU ARE A PREY… so run away…
DAY 17 HARD MODE
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Rewiring of brain
I am having good sleep despite of reduced sleeping dose. Yesterday was a bad day. I was fearful, less confident & angry but i survived the day and here i am with energy, good mindset, confidence & good feelings. Never let your negative emotions take over you. These things are the reason of a relapse. Just think on your bad day that it will not last forever. Just hold onto good things in your life, delete the rest.
While i was doing my morning walk today i was becoming one with the force. I was doing the movements perfectly. My brain is rewiring. It has become fast.
Toil throughout the day to get a good night sleep
I have been going outside for 3 times a day and i also do excercise in evening plus morning walks. So i think that is the reason that withdrawl from drugs is not affecting me much.
DAY 18 HARD MODE
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Hey @babi just wanna keep track of our little challenge it’s been 25 days already and I’m still as hot as day 1 let’s see who wins this glhf 
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Ohh… absolutely man…I remember it… let’s see who…wins… 
… you are El_Chibre right…??
Yes that’s me. And you are babi21?
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Some days are bad
Today was not a good day. My energy was low, my confidence was low. It doesnt mean i am not on right path. All days are not the same. When we are having a bad day negative emotions gets heavy on us. Fear, anger, frustration, boredom, lonliness etc. It is there to remind us of a problem that we were running away in form of ■■■■/masturbation/drugs.
Pleasure is not the perfect escape for our problems. ■■■■ is just a curtain. Soon the problem knocks out our door in another form. Nofap teaches us the art of facing our negative emotions to truly understand & fight our problems. These emotions actualy are helping us to achieve our goals. So, i have decided that no matter how bad it gets but i am on right path.
The pain & sufferings are my friend.
DAY 19 HARD MODE.
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Keep going @Resurrection if you can make it to around 35-40 days this process starts to get easier.
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Yup… 
… that’s me…
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