✝ ππžπ›πžπ₯π₯𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫'𝐬 πŸ—πŸŽ 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 (old)

it’s not like that.
You have to first play for school/college etc. Then if you are good enough the coaches or talent scouts will call you to play for higher levels. I don’t think you can just register for that.

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What to say now I don’t know if it’s a badluck or something because football is not getting organized at zonal level I need to wait till next year and if they don’t organise it in 2025 too then lastly there is only chance left is in college.

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zonal is there every year. I don’t think they will not organize it.

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May be late I think I should ask physical education teacher again about it .

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@debellator stay strong , you’re fighting well. I don’t know if accessing insta via browser will help with triggers, but yeah it’ll help decrease the screen time. I used to access it via web only but still found it interfering with my daily tasks, so have disabled my insta till I become someone. You can adopt the same strategy till you if browser method does not work.

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I also temporarily disabled it when I was in preparation phase

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I usually see reels only when I’m on the app. Insta is specifically designed to be wacky and load badly and be hard to use on browser to force people to download the app but in my case its advantageous. I just use it to reply to messages and see updates about the fest then close it.

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2024-09-17T18:30:00Z
Day 6/30

Sleep by 10
Awake by 5
5:30 to 7:15 deep focus
Read 10 pages of self-help
No fanfiction reading
No using instagram app
Workout/basketball
Meditate for 10 minutes
Self-care
Currently reading: Outliers, Malcom Gladwell


Not much free time today. We have the tournament today. I will be leaving for the other college where its being held soon. Will try to update once I get back after the tournament.

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Hope you shone at the tournament buddy. I know you are always out there giving your best.

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yes by God’s grace I played well. Tournament was easy just zonals. We won. First match we won 43-0 lol. I felt bad for the other team. But in the end we let them get a lot of free shots because we felt bad for them but none of their shots went in.

All thanks to God yet I relapsed yesterday. Just shows how deplorable human nature is. Ungrateful. Makes me even more thankful for God’s mercy and understanding of our nature. I am dying to the old self and fighting. Slowly improving but there are still set backs. I am glad God is there to help me.

Will get back to gym from tomorrow onwards. Probably go to the gym till around 27th. Then practise again will start for the next tournament. Let’s go :basketball:

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You will fight the urges and become the killer of PMO by God’s grace :raised_hands::raised_hands::sparkles:
Here’s wishing you all the best :+1: :ok_hand:
We will support you in your journey always

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Haha absolutely destroyed the opposition. Thats my brother. I know, relapses can happen in such moments. But don’t think about it. Pretend like it never happened and that you are still on your never ending streak. One relapse does not undo all the progress, so keep fighting bro. I know your upcoming streak is going to be as destructive as performance of your team against the opposition yesterday. Stay strong bro. You’ve got this.

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thanks a lot for the encouragement brother. Means a lot :muscle:

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Seems like pro squad got into bot lobby .
It’s your hardwork that took you at this level and Congratulations :tada: winner :partying_face:

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Thanks for the kind words @anon57481107 @Imaginator

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what the f :rofl:. Total devastation, damn, I know your team is good but were they this bad really? not even a single point score.

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Our team is v good. Best in State for sure. Other team was not that good. In fact in the end we let them shoot a few free basktes but still they weren’t able to score. Sad for them.

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2024-09-19T18:30:00Z
Day 1/7

Sleep by 10
Awake by 5
Spent at least 2 hours in deep focus today
Read 10 pages of self-help
No fanfiction reading
No using instagram app
Workout/basketball
Meditate for 10 minutes
Self-care
Currently reading: Outliers, Malcom Gladwell


And I’m back on my grind.
Leaving for the gym as I write this.

Just got busy with a few things today so was not able to do the reading and studying I wish to do. Have a lot of flashcards piling up but will try to sort through them tomorrow. Today after dinner I will try to do to the library and continue listening to lectures and making flashcards. Onwards!

Won’t be able to sleep by 10 as one of my friends’ birthday is tomorrow and we have to cut cake for her at 12 so.

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Yeah I guess they needed this defeat then, so that they realise how much they need to work on themselves.

:fire:

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2024-09-20T18:30:00Z
Day 2/7

Sleep by 10
Awake by 5
Spent at least 2 hours in deep focus today
Read 10 pages of self-help
No fanfiction reading
No using instagram app
Workout/basketball
Meditate for 10 minutes
Self-care
Currently reading: Outliers, Malcom Gladwell


Woke up late cause I was out celebrating my friend’s birthday. Evening I have music practice so I won’t be free. I will try to cover my remaining daily goals in the space between the two- that is, from now till around 6 in the evening I will make the time and complete the following of my tasks:

  1. Read the self-improvement book
  2. Deep focus for 2 hours
  3. Self-care
  4. Meditate for 10 minutes

Onwards and upwards.

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