Bro, Cmâon you know this is a nofap forum, Have some decency. Hope I donât need to explain you what I am talkin about.
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Yes bro [20 CHAR] 
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Ok so? Arenât you supposed to remove it.
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21/04/2023 [FRIDAY]
Today in an fully happy & positive mood.
Playing apex legends now and tomorrow is a big day for me. Booked Suzume tickets for me, mom & sis. Since father is in Hyderabad for work. Just want this day to end soon.
Also will be going for swimming today. 
EDIT 1: It has been a while since I have felt so good.
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Didnât get it bro. 
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22/04/2023 [SATURDAY]
Watched Suzume in theatre with mom and sis. The theatre experience was just incredible. Everybody were aged 28 and below. Only mom was the eldest one in the whole theatre.
Mom & sis loved the anime. Sis is another weeb so it doesnât matter much, but mom loved it very much. I inaugurated Naruto in home. Sis started the weeb legacy from me and mom also joins sometimes.
After anime, went to have food and came home. If Suzume becomes an hit in India, more and more anime will come in Indian theatres and I am waiting for that day.
But urges are just 
. I didnât relapsed but urges are really strong. I didnât watch any adult images, videos or â â â â but still urgesâŚ
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Thatâs what happens when you relapse constantly after a long streak. Thatâs why we warn each other about it
But with enough willpower, determination and the right mindset you can come back to your progress like you did before 
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Yes binocular bro, I have nothing to loose so I am not giving up.
If urges think it can fuck me, I am the one whoâs gonna fuck them.
Even ate many high protein food to gain some head start due to loss of sperm from last relapse.
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He is talking about Johnny sins photo in your post. Doesnât feel appropriate on a Nofap forum.
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Ooh ook, sorry sorry 
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23/04/2023 [SUNDAY]
Fuckkkkkk
Relapsed again, I am leaving this forum. Will never come back. Also I am gonna die with this addiction.
I curse this fucking â â â â industry.
Every fucking day its getting worse. I wish no one suffers such damage in life. Imma protect my sister from this mistake.
Goodbye 
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Ohh manâŚI know by using abusive words, some frustration drops but atleast you can use some stars (***) in place of alphabetsâŚso that they can sound better (I mean sound less harsh) and try to use abbreviations of abusive words (if itâs really necessary to use abusive words).
By leaving forum, your addiction will not vanish (can take break though). You can try once again with stronger willpower.
Rest itâs your account, can do anything with it.
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Do not make sudden decisions after a relapse. Itâs normal to feel bad, guilty, angry or depressed after a relapse but trust me. Leaving the Forum wonât help at all. For me, my addiction gets worse whenever Iâm absent cause it turns out, no human is watching me. If you donât believe in yourself you at least remember that there are people who believe in you. Men are stronger together. Maybe you left the forum cause it didnât make you free but the truth is, the forum is not the obstacle, you are. You must change you. You vs You and it has always been like that. Having people who believe in you when you donât believe in yourself is the greatest gift I ever had. But in the end, itâs on you to decide whatâs best for you.
All the best buddy.
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Dey Dey , Enthuadey chill . Its just a relapse. Pinne ingane onnum theri vilikalle. Nee banned aayi povum. Vilikanam nirbandam aanengil Yash paranja pole **** or #$ 
use cheyyu.
Forum is very sensitive to abusive words. I was like u earlier " I would say , I will leave the forum and come here after a few days. If u are really frustrated , Here take a fist 
. Assume this bed 
as PMO and punch it with full strength till u are satisfied.
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@yashnofap01 Yes bro, I understood. I got so sad and angry I unleashed some of the anger. Iâm angry because of the â â â â and relapse.
I am taking a break from everything Yash bro. I hope it heals me.
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@Binocular Yes bro.
I know that but this relapse made me really angry and sad.
No no, I donât think like that. This forum is an amazing place.
I agree. We need more people like that. I am a person who doesnât have many friends but they believe in me and I also believe in them.
In forum also I got to chat and see many people who support each other.
I have decided to take an break from everything. I hope it heals me.
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@The_Ambitious_One I know and I am honestly sorry.
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@The_Rising_One Sorry bro, shogam avasta aanu. Motham sangadam pinne deshyam aanu venne
Yes bro, njaan edit cheythid unde. Paranju thannenu thank you
Yes bro, decided to take an break from everything. Hope it helps me.
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24/04/2023 [MONDAY]
Thank you for mentioning to use **** or $# as abusive words. I didnât know a person can get banned by using those words. I know itâs a forum and many people use it and itâs not appropriate to use abusive words like that. I humbly am sorry for my action.
Yesterday I was so angry and sad I totally lost it. I ate so many high protein food and sperm increasing food and all got wasted by relapsing. Even now I am really angry and numb. I am angry at myself.
I am gonna take an complete break to heal myself. I came back because I saw g-mail stating replies from forum buddies.
@yashnofap01 @Binocular @The_Ambitious_One @The_Rising_One Thank you for replying. I am gonna take an break. Will surely let you know in the diary when I am totally healed.
Goodbye
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