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No bro, mba is far from reach.
In B.COM there is a subject called accounts and it is very tough for me to pass without tuition.
Also if I want to complete all the backlogs, it will take another 2 or 3years, that means years of total. So it will impact my gap year.

Also my plan is to take mba after this animation course.

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12/04/2023 [WEDNESDAY]

I am still clean. But urges are really on the rise and sometimes at peak. Every moment and every day is a battle for me.

This addiction is hard but not impossible. Because of constant fapping for 5 years it’s hard to overcome but once I do it I will be very happy and satisfied. I still have a long way to go.

EDIT: I started doing drawings, like I told, giving my best. Let me share them.

  1. Cat looking towards moon:

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  2. Naruto in kunai:

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  3. Sasuke’s rinnegan:

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  4. Tom cat [Dad wanted me to draw this and I did but not perfect :sleepy:]

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  5. Pikachu:

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  6. Mandala art:

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  7. Madara Uchiha:

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Will be doing more and more. :slightly_smiling_face:

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Awesome bro :clap: you will do great with digital art too. Keep practicing :raised_hands:

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:smiling_face: :smiling_face:
Thank you bro, will keep on going.

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13/04/2023 [THURSDAY]

Changed my diary title and description. I am doing it till marriage. Since future is unpredicted I have decided to make the journey as far as possible.

No fixed target or nothing, just an normal countdown.

EDIT: Went to bank with mom and also went out and spend time with friend till evening. Totally body got tired and worn out, Came home at 7:00 PM I guess, changed clothes, simply lied down on sofa and the next thing I remember is waking up at 9:00 PM. Woke up with an 2 hour sleep equal to 8 hour sleep. Brain fuse was completely blown out.

Now going to sleep again.

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Nice diary bro! You really inspire me to also make a diary entry too! Unfortunately I relapsed and stuck in chaser effect but I won’t give up. As long as I’m breathing, I’ll keep going!!

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Keep going keep going.
Try
Try
Try
Try and
Try…

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Instead of mentioning targets, make it a part of your identity. Just ask yourself, “What kind of a man do you aspire to be?” Do you have the answer? Now, does the man you aspire to be have to worry about these things or is he out there chasing his dreams and making a positive impact on the society?

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Successful and millionaire.

Don’t know bro. Still finding out. :melting_face:

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Maybe then you can identify yourself as an Animator/Vfx Artist and then reflect yourself with what an animator or a vfx artist would do, how he/she would spend their time every day.

Just like to add to what CoffeeMan mentioned above.

Identify yourself

Example

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15/04/2023 [SATURDAY]

Nothing much to update. Life is going on and I have started drawing.

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18/04/2023 [TUESDAY]

Playing games, watching anime, series and other things except fapping.

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Hope you are doing some physical activity.

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No bro, till now laziness kicked in. Will start tomorrow :melting_face:

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19/04/2023 [WEDNESDAY]

Quick updates:

  1. Will start exercising from today onwards. Because of being sick for some days, lost interest in exercising due to laziness.
  2. Gonna start sleeping at 10:00 pm today onwards.
  3. Today onwards, gonna start watching tutorials and videos of software such as adobe.
  4. Gonna start increasing gk, news reading etc.

Bouncing back to monster form. It’s sad to say but when sickness kicks in we loose everything. :smiling_face_with_tear: :melting_face:

Idk if I will be uploading diary daily. But will upload and track progress whenever possible.
:sunglasses:

EDIT: Gonna take an hot water bath and then hitting bed. Goodnight :sleeping: :sleepy:

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Noice! I resumed working out too.

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Good to hear bro.
Gambare CoffeeMan :muscle:

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20/04/2023 [THURSADY]

Slept at 10:45 pm & Woke up at 6:45 am. Will wake up at 6:00 am tomorrow.

Also didn’t watch mobile after waking up. Only switched off alarm and straight to bathroom to freshen up. Started with good habits.:relieved: :sunglasses:

EDIT 1: Did exercise at morning :muscle: :sunglasses:

EDIT 2: Went for swimming at evening and feeling good and cold :sunglasses: :sunglasses: :muscle:

EDIT 3: I am sad to say this but I relapsed today. I didn’t count days but I felt good. It’s been a while since I have relapsed and I am happy because I am seeing improvement. A person who couldn’t cross 1 day relapsed after a while. :relieved:

Will start journey again tomorrow. Will eat sausages, eggs and bread for regaining the lost protein added with daily exercises.

EDIT 4: My comeback is certified. I see improvement in myself. This year will be the year of my comeback where my fat body will be burned away with chiseled slim body.

EDIT 5: Start date changed due to relapse.

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Proud of you bro! You are on the right path. I remember when you struggled with frequent relapses. But you didn’t give up, modified your approach and now look at you! Good going!

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:smiling_face_with_tear: :smiling_face_with_tear:
Yea bro, gives me back so many memories. When I joined here, many people gave me tips and solutions.
I even made 2 diary and deleted it bcoz nothing was right. But now I am on the path of reeboting :sunglasses:

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