well
it is going on like a sine wave.
Hits the high then the lows.
This situation is much better compared to when everytime it was lows.
My mindset has made some progress, but it is not enough.
I got to keep trying. For now I’m feeling good so let’s change things further.
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Someday
I really hope I’d be a good enough mathematician.
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I have relapsed. And I’m the one to blame.
But I’m starting again, and I will keep pushing forward.
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Bruhhhhhhh
I’m looking like an 18 yo right now😆
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It’s been a rough road in life.
There’s a few traumas I’ve got in this journey.
I’ve been asking to almighty - “how long will I keep suffering like this”.
I was angry with him, hurling insults at him many times.
I mean I’m still not happy with him at the moment, for all the things that have happened (and the last one where I lost my “Hinata” who loved me so much).
But instead of asking how long to suffer, a voice came up within - “how long you’ll be scared of suffering?”, and that “when will you take charge of your life?”
Just day before yesterday I had another one of my mental breakdowns, and I was trying to be the usual “tough” self.
But someone told me to get a break, and I did. And in this silence the thought popped up to me.
Suffering is inevitable, and while I can still argue that mine are above average in general if not to the extreme, this question came up. How long will you be afraid? And how long will you keep running away?
An interesting line of thought, and possibly if I nurture this inside me and let it bloom I’ll be a much superior man that I’ve ever been in my life.
Maybe I won’t have peace and happiness in my life, and maybe my sufferings aren’t going away, but why should I be afraid of them?
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I have posted this link before as well, but now I can “feel” his thought process slightly more now.
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I have surpassed my limits today.
I’m proud of myself.
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a construction worker family is here in my area for now.
They are really young folks, husband, brother, wife and kids.
My mum talked to the woman and found out she is 20 years old and has had 2 kids already and is pregnant with her 3rd.
Her husband though, is jacked to the core. Dude’s got one really great looking body (all that hard work I guess).
The wife isn’t any weak either, she’s strong as hell. And can do the hardwork despite being pregnant.
All in all, extremely strong and resilient people. Poor as well, but the kids are kinda cute.
My little guy across the street
(whom I’ve been talking about a few times in this diary
)
he tried to be friends with their eldest, but he didn’t quite get reciprocated 
it was fun to watch.
It is very clear that my man needs some friends, and he gets really excited to see other kids (a true extrovert to the core) but the kid of construction workers is just minding his own business, trying to copy his parents (like carrying the load, but a smaller one). He was just pretending to carry the small load and walk from one place to another.
So I asked my buddy to come play with me and that he can have me as his friend instead 
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These are his kids ig.
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Those kittens are really cute, wonder what(food) they were looking for
(Sorry for the above comment too)
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they weren’t looking for food, they were shivering due to cold so they were looking for a spot to lay low.
They’ll be fine
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Ooo, it’s cold there. Got it.
Yupss kittens are adaptable
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we brought them in. It was all raining and they were wet and cold. Got them some milk and now they’re sleeping.
Well one of them is sleeping. Other one has more energy.
Plus their claws are sharp man. Scratched me a few times now.
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Thanks for doing this bro, blessings!
Enjoy broo, have a good time with them😀
Weren’t they afraid?
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they’re still afraid. But they’re not that grown up to run away fast. So it was easy.
nah man, I’ll be leaving them to the nature once they’re good again. I’m not into pets.They’re still kinda cute though. I was just worried they’ll die out there due to cold. It was raining whole night and I assumed they stayed wet and cold like that for the whole fucking night.
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Alright, better for them to get adapted to nature
Fine bro
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pure
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Bro is a real life hero .
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