16/03/2021:
Meditation
Clean my room
Read English Vocabs(20 words pending for 16th)
Inner engineering
Exercise( Morning/Evening 30 min)
Learn Kannada (11/21)
Learn Telugu Digits
Sleep 7hours
No to Social media usages for chatting/scrolling/connecting with friends (FB/Insta/WhatsApp)
Watch-out while speaking. (Minimal number of words should be used to convey the message.
Not allowed to get angry at any point of time. ( 1 )
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Thanks dear. 
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Congarts bro. Didn’t notice your diary earlier. I guess you aren’t much active on the forum. Are you also a software engineer?
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Thank you. You are right 
Now senior software engineer 
17/03/2021:
Clean my room
Exercise( Morning/Evening 30 min)
Watch-out while speaking. (Minimal number of words should be used to convey the message.
Not allowed to get angry at any point of time. ( 3 )
I am shouting from last 10min. I am getting angry, going mad of my own behaviour. I need a way out to manage ‘anger’
Meditation
Read English Vocabs(40 words pending for 17th)
Inner engineering
Learn Kannada (11/21)
Learn Telugu Digits
Sleep 7hours
No to Social media usages for chatting/scrolling/connecting with friends (FB/Insta/WhatsApp)
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Congratulations on your 100 days! You are a big inspiration! I am just crossing 14 days. Keep strong 
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Thank you. . @Radiange Let’s fight with this and please stay strong. Only 86 days left for you. Slowly you’ll also cross the century. Do you know how that feels after 
?
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18/03/2021:
Meditation
Clean my room
Read English Vocabs( pending from 16th)
Inner engineering (27pages)
Exercise( Morning/Evening 30 min)
Learn Kannada (11/21)
Learn Telugu Digits
Sleep 7hours
No to Social media usages for chatting/scrolling/connecting with friends (FB/Insta/WhatsApp)
Watch-out while speaking. (Minimal number of words should be used to convey the message.
Not allowed to get angry at any point of time. ( 1 )
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19/03/2021:
Meditation
Clean my room
Read English Vocabs( pending from 16th)
Inner engineering (27pages)
Exercise( Morning/Evening 30 min)
Learn Kannada (11/21)
Learn Telugu Digits
Sleep 7hours
No to Social media usages for chatting/scrolling/connecting with friends (FB/Insta/WhatsApp)
Watch-out while speaking. (Minimal number of words should be used to convey the message.
Not allowed to get angry at any point of time.
It seems my plan’s are not working how I’ve planned earlier 
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25/03/2021: 10am
Hightime!!
Came here to acknowledge or to divert myself.
I should be more careful especially while chatting with girls who are close and attractive. Knowingly or unknowingly, I was peeking by looking at her body. We were chatting from long time and were sharing pictures. I can see clearly that, I was out of track and getting more interested to see her pictures more and more. I stopped now went to washroom and done pee, drank some water. now heart rate is normal. Well, I can’t go to the same old life where things are more scattered, dark and lonely. Now life is good but any point of time old monster 
inside me take full control’. Night Fall is causing more noise now. Now days not much but in a month two or three times( I am researching my own brain, it relates to my past memories and creates a story ,when i am asleep). Quickly, I need to reorganize my tasks and goal.
One new rule, if i peek repeatedly in a day or week, I’ll reset my strike. Can someone please suggest how can I give punishment to myself? I might be asking weird question. I needed punishment now. I have addiction for years (18yrs) so now for me coming out is taking hell lot of time. Even though I stopped watching explicit videos,but night fall still a concern for me. Finding a way out.
Urges: Medium
CS: 110*
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I am repeating the mistake again. I must be punished.
This is what happens in our life. We are careful with things which we value most.
• If we value our health, we will be careful about what and how we eat;
• If we value our friends, we will treat them with respect;
• If we value money, we will be careful while spending;
• If we value our time, we will not waste it.
• If we value relationship we will not break it.
“Care fullness is a basic trait all of us have, we know when to be careful , Carelessness only shows what we don’t value.”
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I don’t value things around me. First strike was 55. This time 113. I lost many challenges on a single go. I could have valued things which I had. Sorry 
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29thMarch 2021:
Now if I commit to 90 days then I will continue to log otherwise please miss me forever. 
Signing Off.
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Did you relapsed??
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I am sorry. I was looking at her private parts and allowing myself to look for more. Even i asked her sexy photo. Don’t worry I will be back
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Damn , this addiction is complicated .
I think once you complete rebooting we should stop counting days.
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I am addicted for years. Not in days or months. so that’s it.
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