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Keep going brother @EvilMorty. Take more effort in completing your daily activities. That aside you are on the right path. Greatness is waiting for you.
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Day 30 [30 July 2020 time is 10:00AM IST]
Yesterday was a good day not the great, but still things went as expected. Felt good, will reach 30th day mark in another 45 mins very much excited, first time in my life, happy to the core 
Woke up early 
Excerise 
Meditation
Learning
Work
Positivity
Mobile usage reduced
Drink lots of water
Spend time with family
Get motivated
Motivated others
Going to bed early
Overall a good day, it could be great 
“Do one thing every day that scares you.”― Eleanor Roosevelt
Staying strong 
To infinity and beyond 
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All I can say is just, you are awesome, congratulations 
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Day 31 [31 July 2020 time is 10:00AM IST]
Yesterday was a normal day, things went well. Work was somewhat less yesterday and that leads to using mobile a lot, need to find a better way to reduce mobile usage.
Woke up early
Excerise
Meditation
Learning
Work
Positivity
Mobile usage reduced
Drink lots of water
Spend time with family
Get motivated
Motivated others
Going to bed early
Overall a normal day.
“Challenges are what make life interesting. Overcoming them is what makes them meaningful.”
Staying strong To infinity and beyond
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Shit happened… the time was past 2AM, was sleeping peacefully had a shittiest s** dream, suddenly I gained my conscious and woke up. One of the worst thing I ever dreamt of happened. I bursted out and I felt O the worst part is, I was very conscious when this happened. Writing this in so much pain, after all the efforts I put in for the last month wasted for like nothing. I’m so sorry, you guys held my back and I disappointed you, I really hate myself.
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You tried your best … that’s what matters. And rather than hating yourself, be proud of yourself, as you have made this so far.
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I may be the last person you would be expecting to comment on your diary but here i am.
It is my duty to wake you up from a dream … boy.
You disappointed yourself.
You should start loving yourself.
Change your negative thinging… thats it.
You can bounce back stronger… Plant seeds of Faith & Good Will.
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Thanks man you have been giving me constant support, appreciate that 
will come back stronger
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Thanks brother, people may criticize you for your responses, but I always seen you as a strict motivator.
I will come back stronger. Thanks for your response 
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Build Back BETTER.
DO NOT REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN.
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Chill bruh.
Dont carry carry the stones of your failures behind your back but use them beneath your feet to move up in life.
Peace.
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No worries bro…
I was surprised today to see your streak on red color. Eventually it’s dragged me here to figure it out…why!
I feel for you. Wish you come back more stronger this time. Never hate yourself,Every day is a new opportunity to rebuild your will power.
Forget this relapse as a bad dream. Otherwise it’s disappoint you every now and then.
Keep it up with your new streak and show us of your stronger version.
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@EvilMorty as I understand you, this was not conscious relapse but wet dream, for me this is not relapse at all despite you lost your semen. Relapse for me is when you watch porn or masturbate consciously. When you are not in asleep.
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@udaCisie when I started this journey I made myself clear about one thing, strictly no to PMO and the O which I experienced day before yesterday was like when I was on PM and TBH it’s was a bit more stronger. That’s the main reason why I considered that as a relapse.
In my opinion not only P and M should be considered as relapse, we should really consider O as relapse too if it happened while you are consious.
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I feel you went too hard on yourself.
But if you want to consider it as a relapse, its your choice.
But to remove unwanted thoughts coming to your mind, you better start audit the consumption through your 5 sense.
Give this a read: Nofap Motivation for Beginners by Legends
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@EvilMorty I understand your point of view, do what you think is good for you, this is your life and your journay. Personally for me as a relapse I count porn and masturbation. Good luck bro!
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Hey guys, hope you all are doing well, apologies for not being active for past few weeks. From this Incident I was not really me and we as a family were in a crucial time I don’t want to go in details but the thing is, corono affected two of my family members, one survived other couldn’t make it, she was like a mentor to me, her loss made me fell into greater depression.
My friends saw this and asked me to come to one of my friend’s birthday party yesterday. I refused but they forcefully took me to the party. I drank liquor after 8months, I forgot all the pain started dancing and enjoyed very well. At the end of the day, return to my home sneaked into my room without anyone noticing and I relapsed I don’t know why and what made me do that I was pretty much high at the time, I don’t remember the time when I relapsed so reset my counter at the time when I woke up.
For the past few hours I’ve been thinking, I cannot change the past and if I keep on thinking about it I won’t come out if it, lost is lost at the same time I won’t be able to forgot about her but all I can try to do is concentrate on something else to feel better.
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I’m so sorry for your loss, brother. I know what it feels like. I lost my mentor of life on June 26. I miss her everyday. She was the one who loved me most after my mom. And you wouldn’t believe it, but a month ago of that day, on May 26, I lost my grandpa. I actually don’t feel bad for them anymore so much, they passed away a few months ago Coronavirus started. They are loved ones from God. It feels so empty when they are not here.
I also feel bad for your streak, bro, you were going quite well. I relapsed about 2 days ago. I have some nerve problems and that is the reason to it, can’t talk about it, too much.
But anyways, don’t take this as a failure, but a lesson to not to fap again. “It can’t be easy, if it was easy, then everyone could achieve it”
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