Let the best version of you shine my diary

I relapsed again its hard for me to write it here but i must let it be known, lust and anxiety have been messing with for a while now.

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Just Remember those days when you did 400 days streak.

How happy & full of life you were back then, Recall all good feelings of that streakā€¦

Pick up the scattered pieces & Build yourself againā€¦

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You are RESURGENT right ?

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I thank you infinite times for taking your time and ecourage me like this, you are right i need to let go of the past although it haunts me sometimes am letting go, i gotta better be beter than this i am beter than this we are all beter than this.

Again thank and everybody who keep encouraging and supporting each other.

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Thank you resurgent i remember you as resurgent lol

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Youā€™re better than this bro!

The past is gone. Itā€™s possible for you to claim the rest of 2019 and 2020 as your new streak, and keep going to a free and fulfilling life. One day at a time. PMO never brings any joy or relief, only misery.

Itā€™s time to let go. If you were waiting for a sign, this is it!

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Yes, i am Resurgent.

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You remember me ?
RAGHUNANDANPRATEEK ?
Notafapadicct ?

Good to see you again
I freed from PMO
A year back and left this community.
I am back again new account.
I remember you resurgent and RAGHUNANDANPRATEEK

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Am glad you are here :muscle:t6::muscle:t6::muscle:t6:

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Hey bro, donā€™t feel bad and relapse cuz of exam result. Just stand up & take charge. You can do anything, Try Harder this time!

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Welcome back broā€¦ so how are you doing now ?

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update about how am doing since my last relapse.
I have been sleeping early, soo am getting 8 hours minimun is 7 canā€™t go lower than that, i feel less anxious when i get good sleep i reccomend this to everyone doing rewire its one of the most important thing we can do.
Last night i survived a urge my whole body was surronded by urge but i resisted although my resist power has decreasesld i managed amd it worked and i distracted myself, it really feels good to wake up to a non pmo morning.:orange_heart:

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Update
Once again i had a night paralysiss this time was less scary still scary though, i believe there is a evil spirit connected to porn and it knows when man is trying to free himself last time i had was during the very beggining of my longest streak and i new when i relapsed it would happen again, could these be sucubus? That witch got no control over me!

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:disappointed::disappointed::disappointed::disappointed::disappointed::disappointed::disappointed: thats all i have for now

Boo! Sleep Paralysis can be disturbing. But a Porn witch, thatā€™s terrifying.
If possible, sleep early and donā€™t look at screen atleast half-an-hour before bed. Instead, Read a good motivational book. Listen to soothing sounds.

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Wow, I had similar thingsā€¦all kind of strange feminine deminiac entities trying to steal my precious semen in the Astral dimension. They succeded sometimes, it was about 2 years ago. What helped me were tantric transmutation techniques and also the strengthening of the pc muscle. Since then, even in dreams, my physical body retracts whenever I am stimulated and I havenā€™t had any orgasm or nightfall appearing. You have to become stronger and they will stand no chance, because the free will is like a universal rule.

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I had similar experiences, especially when I was away on a reclusive working holiday in rural ex-soviet town in Eastern Europe.

I was on a good clean streak,
then one day while my friend was out,
I browsed google with *idleness
(*subconsciously with aim to ā€˜get-offā€™)

I edged to an innocent* picture -
Literally to climax, suddenly with strong will I slammed that door shut, and retained.

(*it was innocent on the surface)

Later that night I had an extremely pgraphic dream like from an xtrme video Iā€™d desire, but that same ā€˜Willā€™ of slamming the door, Prevailed, pushing that p* (succubus) away from me.

Iā€™ve only realised it just now, but I was getting praise from women, in the following dream.
I didnā€™t realise it the next morning, as it seemed like a weird dream, in which I was in a race, going slowly receiving names of women.

I thought the women were just harlots and so I chose not to dwell on it, but the former dream.

I think the lesson in this is to develop strong assertive will over comfort seeking.

If thereā€™s things, spirits, holding you back, there is also the opposite, who wants you to succeed.
Itā€™s completely personal, and universal, but seek the one whom the succubi hate :pray:

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Glad you found the cure brother

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Amen to that brother glad to know we are all figthting same battles i just got rid off an urge just by clicking on this app and reading your replies the urge and lust has completetly diminshed thank you all for this.

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