I relapsed again its hard for me to write it here but i must let it be known, lust and anxiety have been messing with for a while now.
Just Remember those days when you did 400 days streak.
How happy & full of life you were back then, Recall all good feelings of that streakā¦
Pick up the scattered pieces & Build yourself againā¦
You are RESURGENT right ?
I thank you infinite times for taking your time and ecourage me like this, you are right i need to let go of the past although it haunts me sometimes am letting go, i gotta better be beter than this i am beter than this we are all beter than this.
Again thank and everybody who keep encouraging and supporting each other.
Thank you resurgent i remember you as resurgent lol
Youāre better than this bro!
The past is gone. Itās possible for you to claim the rest of 2019 and 2020 as your new streak, and keep going to a free and fulfilling life. One day at a time. PMO never brings any joy or relief, only misery.
Itās time to let go. If you were waiting for a sign, this is it!
Yes, i am Resurgent.
You remember me ?
RAGHUNANDANPRATEEK ?
Notafapadicct ?
Good to see you again
I freed from PMO
A year back and left this community.
I am back again new account.
I remember you resurgent and RAGHUNANDANPRATEEK
Am glad you are here
Hey bro, donāt feel bad and relapse cuz of exam result. Just stand up & take charge. You can do anything, Try Harder this time!
Welcome back broā¦ so how are you doing now ?
update about how am doing since my last relapse.
I have been sleeping early, soo am getting 8 hours minimun is 7 canāt go lower than that, i feel less anxious when i get good sleep i reccomend this to everyone doing rewire its one of the most important thing we can do.
Last night i survived a urge my whole body was surronded by urge but i resisted although my resist power has decreasesld i managed amd it worked and i distracted myself, it really feels good to wake up to a non pmo morning.
Update
Once again i had a night paralysiss this time was less scary still scary though, i believe there is a evil spirit connected to porn and it knows when man is trying to free himself last time i had was during the very beggining of my longest streak and i new when i relapsed it would happen again, could these be sucubus? That witch got no control over me!
thats all i have for now
Boo! Sleep Paralysis can be disturbing. But a Porn witch, thatās terrifying.
If possible, sleep early and donāt look at screen atleast half-an-hour before bed. Instead, Read a good motivational book. Listen to soothing sounds.
Wow, I had similar thingsā¦all kind of strange feminine deminiac entities trying to steal my precious semen in the Astral dimension. They succeded sometimes, it was about 2 years ago. What helped me were tantric transmutation techniques and also the strengthening of the pc muscle. Since then, even in dreams, my physical body retracts whenever I am stimulated and I havenāt had any orgasm or nightfall appearing. You have to become stronger and they will stand no chance, because the free will is like a universal rule.
I had similar experiences, especially when I was away on a reclusive working holiday in rural ex-soviet town in Eastern Europe.
I was on a good clean streak,
then one day while my friend was out,
I browsed google with *idleness
(*subconsciously with aim to āget-offā)
I edged to an innocent* picture -
Literally to climax, suddenly with strong will I slammed that door shut, and retained.
(*it was innocent on the surface)
Later that night I had an extremely pgraphic dream like from an xtrme video Iād desire, but that same āWillā of slamming the door, Prevailed, pushing that p* (succubus) away from me.
Iāve only realised it just now, but I was getting praise from women, in the following dream.
I didnāt realise it the next morning, as it seemed like a weird dream, in which I was in a race, going slowly receiving names of women.
I thought the women were just harlots and so I chose not to dwell on it, but the former dream.
I think the lesson in this is to develop strong assertive will over comfort seeking.
If thereās things, spirits, holding you back, there is also the opposite, who wants you to succeed.
Itās completely personal, and universal, but seek the one whom the succubi hate
Glad you found the cure brother
Amen to that brother glad to know we are all figthting same battles i just got rid off an urge just by clicking on this app and reading your replies the urge and lust has completetly diminshed thank you all for this.