Finally I have reached day 7, a pure clean streak. Didn’t edge at all, even tho these dreams are killing me they keep happening one after the other, but beocuse I avoid sleeping on my stomach I never release, and the next day it makes me feel darn good. Like I have control over my body and mind, and so even when I get wet dreams, I don’t react to them and nothing happens, so finally I got a clean 7 days streak. Anyways, today was a lot better untill now at least today even u get lazy i will still go with my new habits. Today I fell much more “clear” and “relaxed” I feel more able, I feel like I belong to where I’m, I don’t think it’s weried or foreign it just regular, and I really like that. Driving is much more enjoyable, I enjoyed it before but not like this. It’s like Im in a lot of control. Anyways I won’t push it that’s how I feel today and very happy I finally hit day 7 and I’m sure I will get a lot better with the upcoming days. More benefits less stress, anxiety, and most importantly urges. That’s all I have in mind.
Just want to give credits to the people that helped me and specially @Aragorn for helping me and giving me a startegy to break out of the circle of relpasing. And Resurrection which isnt with us anymore, hopefully he learns to stay more calm, and be more polite, he also helped me. And everyone else who motivated me.
Ps: life is much more bright and colorful with nofap. #NofapForLife