Day 3
At day 0 I had jerked 3-4 time that day with toilet spary. I was so tired of this shit addiction. I started crying in my room… didn’t wanted to sleep on bed so sat down on floor opened Bible and said god I don’t want to do this masturbation anymore.and i was crying 4 am in the morning it was Sunday. Then I found this app and downloaded it. God gave me strength to overcome this. Needed to forgive myself because God forgives us but we don’t forgive ourselves.
I started Seeing ■■■■ when I was in 6th std. My friend showed it to me .then the curiosity to explore ■■■■ grew until I was addicted and it ruined my life.
Watching ■■■■ made me pedophile. I touched the vagina of my brothers daughter when she was 3years old… I was in 9th grade… And also touched a girls thigh who was in 1st grade when I was in 7th grade …
I also used to masturbate using hand showers,when I thought that masturbating with hand is bad,just wasting my semen, I was was such a jerk…
Has anyone masturbated in college toilet? I have,such a loser I was…have you masturbated in your hostel where your friend lives in same room? I have, that too one time I forgot to close the door!! such a jerk, if anyone had Seen ,all my self-esteem would have gone fucked up, sometimes I think that someone has seen me masturbating in the hostel… Such a loser…i have also masturbated in my hostel toilet,what a pathetic man. I have masturbated to girls who respect me so much and if they found out what I was doing, fapping to them, that would disappoint them so much, they would not talk to me again with the respect they have for me, such a pathetic mind was that.
I also believed in the myth that fapping makes you taller…
i was caught in cyber café while viewing ■■■■.Due to masturbation I was failing in exams. Once I tried having sex with my cousin sisters.I would fantasize about all my sisters and aunties. i masturbated dog ,that too my relatives were near me in my village.Totally disgusting. I thought i should masturbate in every bathroom or toilet i would go. Next level disgusting. I did many bad things. It did so many nasty things which I shouldn’t have done. I was a couch potato. I was without any direction.on one cared about my opinion. I was not good looking, because I was lazy. I was very negative about my life. I have too much social anxiety, I cannot talk to my relatives. I could not concentrate on my exams. I am a big loser because of pmo. I could have been better If I didn’t pmo in my life.
Now I realize that pmo is ruining my life.
I did nothing good with my life till now. I could not stand for anything in my life. I was a loser. I Was scared of all people.
I think my whole family is a pmo addict.
I wish my friends had not shown me any ■■■■. I fell so angry about my friends. I couldn’t protect my family from anything. I am a burden to my family. So I want to quit pmo. And start a healthy life.
I can overcome this problem with this app and through the grace of God.
Code : hy2c5r
From today no por* audio, video, games, gifs, photos, books, sexting.