Yeah, it’s not usual for me making topics like these unless I have something to do with it.
Mostly I make when I need inputs from my brothers.
But this one here is because I want to address all my brothers. I know many of you are in your grind and might not be even having thoughts of a girl.
Since she left last month first week, life’s gotten busy for me.
But I had little time today after 4 of the papers of my mid sem got over. I wanted the exams to be more challenging tho to callous my mind since my guru david goggins wants situations to make a calloused mind.
But after this random reel came in my feed I thought of addressing my bros and check if this shit is bothering them and if it did at some point, how did they transform themselves into the chads they are today?
6 months ago, I had a crush on a girl while scrolling on Instagram. She was living abroad for her studies and she is from our state. I don’t know how to express that feeling. I am like having severe stomach pain I could feel many chemical reactions happening in my brain
At last, I planned to message her even though we didn’t know each other. I messaged her 100% professionally and with my integrity. I DM her for around 1 month. Every day she saw my message, but no reply. But It was not a problem for me. I was happy that, she was seeing my messages. After a month, one day she replied, I got nervous, So I took my phone away for 30 minutes. And at last, I read, that she told me to not text her anymore. I am having a sudden heart attack. After that, I managed myself. I deleted Instagram. Now, I am ok with myself and focusing on my studies.
N.B; I haven’t texted her like flirting. Just only casual messages, also about her content (she was a content creator, just started at that time, not have many followers) but I gave several ideas etc etc…
Thank you for reading this…
I wonder if I’ve moved on for this one. But yes it’s definitely a strength. Now I don’t feel much, but it still hurts if I recall the details. I’d recommend you to read what happened.
I had to look for various sources to ease myself up. A friend of mine to whom I spoke, then Bhagvad Gita.
It was probably a Karmic debt I had to endure, because it was way too specific to happen like that. I was forced to break my walls for her, even though I didn’t want to do it. I had no choice. Then later I was forced to separate from her too, again no choice.
Can’t promise you that bro😂 like I said it was way too specific to happen with me. The first half is still missing. It’s like someone deliberately did that to me. Someone behind the scenes deliberately did it all to make me miserable.
