Still going strong
No time to take a break
Non stop work and assignment
Barely getting 6 hour sleep currently
And 5 hours of bus standing
Legs hurt badly
But still got to push myself
Just 1 more day
Things will start getting bettrr from next week
Learning lots of new stuff
Currently i see myself in financial difficulties for next three years
But this struggle is worth it for future success
Havent started meditation because literally no time to sleep only
Will start soon
And one things i want to say
When u arr busy af
U dont get any urges or even if u get
You dont have time to entertain those
So get busy
Get accountable for ur duties
And things will start getting better
Thats all
Will have dinner now
And then 1 hour assignment
And then done for the week:grin:
(I have work tom but will reduce a major burden today)
So thats all
Buhbyee
Had a massive urge last night while i was sleeping
Last night i was sleepy but couldnt sleep
So had thoughts to entertain horny thoughts
But i said i dont want to lose the ck fidence that i have gained in just few days.
Whatever im imagining
Ill do it with my partner in future
No use of imagining now
Plus i did notice
The urges of extreme corn have been vanishing
I only get them when i relapse for the first time
But mostly i have started getting urges of vanilaa stuff and few naughty stuff where there is no degradation or anything
Oreviously only thing i needed was extreme stu everytime
Now things started to improve
Im happier
Im satisfied
Ill grow into a strong man from hereon😁
These days i dont get urge to watch po
Reason being - busy
Just one tip for everyone
Get busy
And this journey will get lot easier
This entire week ill barely get sleep of 6 hours(5.30 max)
Cant help
Im on fast for these days
No eating to eating once or twice a day
Depending on the holidays i m getting from office
For now have headache
Got a praise from my manager today for good work
But also got asked question about why the work wasnt done
And i have genuine reason why the work didnt get completed
Because this was my first assignment
And i had to do initially without any help
And i did manage to get things done
But during review few things got cancelled out because of non requirement currently
So yeah thats all
Had a massive urge last night
But i said fcuk it and let me go to sleep
And i slept
These days not getting enough sleep
Will be able to get enough sleep after Monday
And thats it
Had u paid off as much as u suffer
Not because of work
Work is chill
Its because of festivities 
Bhajan, bhakti and dancing …
Hello
I relapsed yesterday again
Youtube short trigger
I was trying to go on digital detox but failed on 2nd day itself
And hence it was my fault
I want to improve so starting now
Ill give my best to avoid youtube,anime and manga
3 days back i started watching a kdrama
On a friend recommendationit ate away my sleep time because i wanted to finish it
Ill make sure not to start any new show now onwards
The kdrama made me go through lots of emotions which is affecting me
This makes me feel im mentally unstable
Also few things that i got to know these days are messing with my thoughts and making me fear few things.
I havent been meditating at all these days and no time to workout
Or to tell im too lazy to wake up early to workout its bugging me s
I will start meditating from tom
And also workout
Thats all
Byee