Heyaa
Sorry i was quite busy in life
I m still struggling with youtube
i hope we can start the challenge again
one last time
once and for all…
chapter close whatsay??
btw how are u doing??
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Thanks for the suggestion
currently cannot spend time on working out because of office work and travelling untill december end.
Hopefully i can start working out from then on.
I m so saturated by the end of the day that i dont feel like reading anything and also have started watching lectures for CA Final after office at the end of the day so i dont feel like reading more than what im doing currently
but ill surely look into audio books
thanks for ur suggestion
Hello
Back to the forum
Why?
Coz i have been stuck to a point from whereom i havent been moving ahead
I have improved a lot in terms of nofap
Just coz i got busy with job life
But even then when urges hit during weekends
Im not utting up enough fight to overcome them
So here im back to change things and improve myself more…
My goal this time would be
- To not give in to urges during the nights everyday
- To not give in to urges during weekends
- Reducing my phone screen time from 3 to less than 1 hour
- Start meditating and be consisten and improve in that
- Start working out and be consistent and improve in that
- Study hard during the weekends both related to CA Final and stock market
So updating about my week
This week has been the best week i have had…
In terms of my job the best i would say
In terms of reducing my phone usage also amazing…
In terms of mental peace the best since i stopped gambling in stocks… yes gambling is all i have been doing for last 2 years and finally decided to take a step back and start a fresh with investment and swing teading after a while
So for now i have been feeling all sorts of emotions
Good, happy and bad
Good that i can maintain a conversation without getting distracted
Happy coz doing good work
Sad coz people never really want to speak to me
Almlst everyone only speak to me when i initiate talks and that too only when i give them attention and speak
Its irritating there are few people who do reciprocate to me when im busy they do care for me and i always value them
But there is huge junk of peope who only remember me when there is no ome whom they would want to speak to
Or when they have work…
When its for enjoying outaide office hours they dont even consider me even when im in front of them even though when new people join the firm and then become part of group and im not
Thats what is making me upset…
And made me want to enable chrome and aatch youtube shorts or read manga
But i decided not to feel this…
I hate myswlf tht why am i always the left out one when it comes to doing a group activity and enjoying wherin i have to push myself to be part of the group
But when its work its me… damn shit asshole me.
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