Yes man you have to understand having a woman in your life isn’t easy. It’s really difficult. She will try to manipulate you, try to test you if you get manipulated then she will resent you. But if you are not get manipulated she will admire you, She will love you more. Women aren’t men.
If you feel like that currently You are not at the place to have girlfriend. If you feel like you want to improve yourself then take a break from relationship. And work upon yourself. Make your self a strong person. Also obviously it also depends on the type of girl you are with.
I was a different Person before the relationship, in short words, I worked hard and I wasn’t interested in have a Woman in my life at all. Then I meet her and everything changed. Guess I got trapped the hard way into those woman psychological crap.
Anyways I chill for now, she made clear what she wants , and I will respect that. Following my goals to get back to a normal life. I can make It the rest clear out by himself. Cheers
Today was a tough Day for me emotionally , some will maybe think „cmon bro grow up“ or anything else but in the End iam Just a Human With Feelings. I know now what to do finally, but iam not working like a light switch for example, gonna need to change myself in a way I feel comfortable with. It’s cool that we didn’t had a Disput while we talked, I didn’t flipped out or said something I regret later on. So i think it was a small but important step in the right direction. With new understanding I try to get myself back into MY LIFE not looking for her, I will strictly not search any contact to her anymore and just do my Thing. I can , and must find to myself again , I was always a popular Men before my downfall from the Burnout. I never had problems talking to girls or get laid. The Difference was the confidence and Masculine Power I had. When I think now about it need to laugh.
Tomorrow it goes forward with the Rehabilitation papers , have them almost done , just my Doctor need to fill out some stuff.
Maybe some people already tired of reading the same shit over and over from me, but it is what it is. And in the end it helps me to overcome the stuff better and I guess that’s what matters !
Tough for you bro, I know. I hope you get out of this soon. You are a human, and its not easy for any man to get out of it no matter how strong.
You have been used by a woman as emotional tampon. It was not love, just a woman seeking validation using a vulnerable man to fulfill the wishes of her ambitious thoughts.
Another Wonderful Day in this life and journey, iam thankfull Today I watched a bit YouTube and just found a Men named Sadhguru. This wise Men is a Legend I enjoyed much his video. He made a simple example for life, if you want to have a house for example, you pray to shiva and one Day you will have it, even if you poor and don’t have Money. The key here is, shiva won’t build it for you, but you can build it. Aslong you believe in yourself that you will make it , shiva helps you get there and work on your goals. But if you say from the begin , ah I can’t effort a house. You basically gave up and will never have a house. Humans created everything what we know first in there heads, then they made it with hands and knowledge. It’s the same with life goals, no matter how hard it is, never give up your dreams and one Day you will achieve them. Good night brothers
Oh god. Oh God. You saw Sadhguru. That guy is truly a legend. Watch his playlist of Shiva:Living dead . 1 ep per day. The first ep is about lust cravings
The weather is really weird here, today it was Cold and abit Rain I stayed inside. My mood is good, no Depression at all. Also Anxiety level is very low, I love that. Don’t know how tell but I feel free from any pressure, I let go the bad Energy what was inside me. Life has definitely some Suprises ready for everyone, learned a lot does Years.
My Streak goes wonderful, actually I don’t think much about the addiction right know, focusing on my way to success. After the Rehabilitation program I will put myself out of the Comfort Zone and work hard again, I can do it , I believe in myself !
My sleeping schedule isn’t good, need more Disziplin on that. I ordered the book „the rational Men“ very excited to read it. Looking for a nice Location on the Rehabilitation Hospital, maybe far away from home let’s see. Also iam trying to start my Days with positive energy, it’s not easy as a Depressiv Person but I have faith.
Had a family Trip with Mum and Sister since the weather is awesome. Feeling very proud of myself, I go Into the right direction. Book The Rational Men is a true eye opener! Iam not done reading but it’s a great book. I have still moments of weakness but I know how to handle them. I keep working on myself in every aspect till I stand with 2 feet’s back on the ground. Also it’s long Time ago I made it over 20 days , I love that and will keep it that way with all cost . Good night
Stuck into Flateline like Crazy, my Mood swings from good to bad like a rollercoster, also the Gears Dont stop in my Mind and stress me out not gonna lie. It’s a tough time with emotions out of control, I got triggered by my girlfriend and she try’s to manipulate me with „shit-test“ or changing her Profil picture when I change my. The typical dumb stuff I always reacted on. But I do great and act like a real Men should always do, even If it triggers me - I keep my distance and take care of myself, I don’t write her , I don’t call her, I will never chaise again any Woman in my Life! There is no ONE Woman, that’s a Myth from Society in our Heads implanted.
The right Woman calls me, writes me, show interest on me, not the Men. Iam very happy to learn this now so I can make sure i never again end up down value myself. I will go tru the pain till iam completely happy with ME and no addiction or Emotions will hold me back!
Relapsed no excuses, lost control and just did it to feel more relaxed. I was putting to much pressure on myself. It’s weird but I feel relaxed and chill now, didn’t lost any progress cuz I did not watch porn but still MO while iam on hardmode so I have to deal with Day 0 again. Anyways iam doing better then ever! And who knows maybe I will break my Old Streak now with the new one?
Let’s find out
@ADI1221 Hi brother, it’s a real hard time for me right now, working on my garden and Around the house almost day by day to make it clean and beautiful. I wasn’t in the mood to write to be honest but maybe I should do that again👍🏻 Hope you and the other brothers doing well.
Hello brothers iam still working hard on myself, it’s getting easier day by day. I stoped overthinking my relationship problems, that was a Major problem which drained so much Mental Energy out of me, that I had nothing else in my Mind for longer Time! In other words sometimes it’s much healthier to just turn around and leave then stay and hope something will change in your favor. My Main Focus is my Health situation and building the Life I deserve with my Family. We have the power to build the right life for us, every day closer to full happiness. Still no Rehabilitation updates when it starts, papers got stuck in covid times
Also iam still mad about my relapse 4 Days ago but ye , take it and move on.
Today I watched a bit YouTube and just found a Men named Sadhguru. This wise Men is a Legend I enjoyed much his video. He made a simple example for life, if you want to have a house for example, you pray to shiva and one Day you will have it, even if you poor and don’t have Money. The key here is, shiva won’t build it for you, but you can build it. Aslong you believe in yourself that you will make it , shiva helps you get there and work on your goals. But if you say from the begin , ah I can’t effort a house. You basically gave up and will never have a house. Humans created everything what we know first in there heads, then they made it with hands and knowledge. It’s the same with life goals, no matter how hard it is, never give up your dreams and one Day you will achieve them. Good night brothers 
I stayed inside. My mood is good, no Depression at all. Also Anxiety level is very low, I love that. Don’t know how tell but I feel free from any pressure, I let go the bad Energy what was inside me. Life has definitely some Suprises ready for everyone, learned a lot does Years.
but I have faith. 
Dont stop in my Mind and stress me out not gonna lie. It’s a tough time with emotions out of control, I got triggered by my girlfriend and she try’s to manipulate me with „shit-test“ or changing her Profil picture when I change my. The typical dumb stuff I always reacted on. But I do great and act like a real Men should always do, even If it triggers me - I keep my distance and take care of myself, I don’t write her , I don’t call her, I will never chaise again any Woman in my Life! There is no ONE Woman, that’s a Myth from Society in our Heads implanted.
iam still working hard on myself, it’s getting easier day by day. I stoped overthinking my relationship problems, that was a Major problem which drained so much Mental Energy out of me, that I had nothing else in my Mind for longer Time! In other words sometimes it’s much healthier to just turn around and leave then stay and hope something will change in your favor. My Main Focus is my Health situation and building the Life I deserve with my Family. We have the power to build the right life for us, every day closer to full happiness. Still no Rehabilitation updates when it starts, papers got stuck in covid times 