My Story
February 15, 2025 – Saturday
NoFap Streak: 90 Days
The morning sun cast its golden rays through my window, but the war within me was far from over. I sat on the edge of my bed, staring at my hands—hands that once gave in, hands that once chained me to a cycle of regret.
But today was different.
Ninety days. Three months of resistance, of prayer, of standing firm against the storms that had once controlled me. There were mornings when waking up felt like stepping into battle. The urges came with the sunrise, disguised as innocent thoughts, whispering that I was still weak.
I used to believe those lies.
But not anymore.
It wasn’t an easy road. On day 30, the morning felt heavier than usual. I had woken up with a deep restlessness, a craving for the comfort of my old ways. My mind tried to convince me that one moment of weakness wouldn’t erase all my progress. I nearly gave in. My phone was right there, just a few inches away.
Then, I caught my reflection in the mirror in the bathroom. I saw a man who was tired of failing. A man who wanted more. A man who had made a vow to God and himself.
That moment changed everything.
Instead of falling, I dropped to my knees and prayed. Lord, I need You. I cannot do this alone.
And just like that, the morning fog lifted. The temptation passed. The battle was won.
Day 60 was another test. I woke up feeling invincible, yet temptation was waiting. It didn’t come as a wave this time—it came as a whisper, a subtle thought that tried to convince me I had already won. That I could afford to relax. But I knew better.
I remembered James 4:7: “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”
So I did.
But nothing could have prepared me for the war that raged between days 80 and 90.
These were the darkest days. The most brutal. The battle was no longer just external temptations—I was fighting my own mind, my own flesh, my own history. Old memories resurfaced like ghosts of my past, clawing at my resolve. The enemy whispered that I had come far enough, that I could rest. That it wouldn’t matter if I fell now.
There were nights I lay awake, my heart pounding, my body restless. The weight of this war pressed down on me, and for the first time in a long time, I felt close to breaking.
But in those moments, I clung to the only thing that had carried me this far—prayer.
I cried out to God like a drowning man gasping for air. Father, I am weak. Strengthen me. Carry me through this storm.
And He did.
Each day, I took it one hour at a time. When the battle felt unbearable, I opened Scripture, I prayer meditated and exercised—whatever it took to keep moving forward. I refused to let the darkness win.
And now, here I am, standing on the summit of 90 days.
But this is not my final destination. A thousand days stand before me, and I will press on. Not because I am stronger than before, but because I now walk with the One who gives me strength.
To my brothers and sisters still fighting—don’t give up. I know the weight of this battle. I know the days when the struggle feels unbearable. But I also know this: You are capable of overcoming. Anything is possible with God.
Rise. Stand firm. The chains that once held you are already broken.
This is the road to freedom.
And I will see you at the top.
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You are stronger than you think. Keep fighting. Keep rising. Our Redeemer lives!
This is not the end. It is only the beginning. Still I rise.
