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No relapse and finally starting to feel better from sickness.
Idk why I am falling sick so frequently; I need to go for a health checkup soon
DAY 18 RELAPSE
I have been feeling extremely demotivated and ashamed with myself these days. I struggle to get basic exercise and eat healthy. Have been feeling burned out. Hope this will change
SHARING CODE: vhokuk
Current: 0 days
Highest 33/34 days i don’t remember…
Gender - M
No problem bro
This is my second day I feel your pain.
Do it again and you will win
DAY 2 RELAPSE
I did relapse, but it felt different. I have been waking up early, sleeping and eating well. I feel healthier and more productive. Just goes to show that PMO is not the only habit affecting me negatively. We go again
@TheSeeker how are you today bro? after your relapse?
im day 5 now. This week has been better. There is improvement for me.
good luck man; 33 days is impressive im sure you can reach 90 and beyond. How are you?
thank u my brother; how are you doing?
DAY 5 RELAPSE
I think i am becoming complacent because of the fact I am healthier now. I drink more water sleep at proper hours etc leading me to feel much more energetic and virile. I think my s*x drive is higher as a result.
Ok its quite embarassing to keep telling everyone I keep relapsing on this site, but at least I am improving very slowly compared to my first entry. I’ll start taking this more seriously. Yeah, I am healthier now and more mentally stable and productive, but need to be purposeful with my recovery, not lazy. Hope everyone else is going strong. Sorry I failed you guys
Thank you for your question.
I stuck at day 0. I relapsed 5 times in the last 4 day. I am totally relapsed…
its ok, things like this will happen. You gotta keep trying again and dont give up. Stay true to yourself also and make sure you improve no matter how slowly
My streak is still 0
I am fed up
I fucking stuck at day 0.
DAY 7 RELAPSE
Relapsed today because of stress. Im back at my family home and theres been a lot of fighting. I am used to seeing my mom and sister cry over arguements, and my father constantly swear and burn us with his anger. Yesterday was okay, I managed to counsel everyone and help my mom and sister. Today I couldnt take it. I relapsed because the fight or flight was intense and I got a severe headache the moment the shouting and fighting starts. I needed a relief and PMO was what I reached for. Its been like this since young; reaching for PMO to find relief from the stresses in my family and beyond. When I do it i dont feel stressed; temporarily. My headache is gone, my heartache is gone. For a few minutes I can be at peace. Then I feel worse.
I know its not the right thing to do, but this is what most addicts do anyway; they self medicate. Today I self medicated cus I needed desperate relief. Ive been studying the entire day; im overwhelmend by how much content is in Endocrinology. I self medicated and lost precious progress. I dont regret anything. Im documenting for the sake of honesty. Maybe I am not trying hard enough. It is so hard to fight the thought of quick relief tho; I dont even have craving thoughts or sexual thoughts in these situations, i do it purely for relief.
Idk how to endure or overcome the calling within me, to reach for quick relief when I am stressed and crave it. Idk how. I focus on my thoughts and tell myself that easy solutions are not worth it. It works for an hour, but I am still craving it. Can this even be overcome by mental fortitude; this desperation for a quick relief? or do I have to change something in my enviromnent? im fed up
do you use blocker bro?
Perhaps music cures family problems. Music is a good thing, lets give a try.
I know that you can make it bro. I feel your pain. I have stressful days and weeks and months and years
My blockers does not work nowadays (sorry if my english is uncorrect)
I use digital detox but it’s depends on my and my will power so I cannot stop myself in time.
Almost PMO’d today. But I shook it off. I’m tired of not being where I want to be in life. I want more. Day 4 going good.