2021: TAGORE'S YEAR OF RESURRECTION ( 20 m )

Yeah I agree with your point @zorim but just because you are taking things lightly doesn’t mean you can go thinking and lusting over women. I think I followed hard mode only, because I refrained from any kind of sexual stimulation, didn’t peek which by the way is the only key to success, but yeah I talked to some women in normal way as friends do so you can say I didn’t follow Brahmcharya but for me it is actually the clarity of thoughts, we shouldn’t consider women as objects for fulfilling our desires and stop talking to them altogether. I think that is the best way to go. But I get that most people can’t control their thoughts while talking to women but fortunately that’s not the case with me.

That’s my opinion.

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Well what I mean is being a totally normal human being but having good thoughts, mainly seeing women as any other person and treating then with equanimity .
Ofcourse peeking is terrible, I treat it as porn as well.

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Hey brother. I think you are right. More harder we try , more will be the after effects if we relapse. One of the reason is we think all our efforts are gone in vain(which I actually not true) but since we only have streak method to know our state , it happens. It’s sad.
Second reason is we want equal rewards with our efforts. We don’t like the things which doesn’t give us results.

One solution for this is to forget your streak no. Completely.

And aleo what you said doesn’t mean you can’t do hardmode nofap.
There are many examples- swami vivekanand(12 years), jumping budha (of this forum) etc who completed hardmode and are free now.

So my suggestion is change strategies but not your goal. When you feel low ,Meditate ask for new tools . You will get something from inside.100%
Thanks…:+1:

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These words and support mean a lot brothers @The_integrous_one @rewire_user @zorim . The fact that you all are here with me in this journey in itself means a lot.
Yeah, I never wanted to go back to pmo; p*** atleast but what @zorim said makes sense. This time, lets take it slow brother.
But whatever the fuck is, I am going to destroy addiction! This s** of a b* has taken away a lot from me.

But guess what, I, you and all of us have one POWER

WE NEVER GIVE UP!!!

God, I realise sometimes it gets hard, really hard; but stay with me; stay with us. Give us the strength to endure all these and do our contribution to this world
You created us for a reason, God. Also give us a helping hand and be with us in this journey; we won’t leave this world and war unless and until we become who were born to be. Until we materialize our purpose and promise to you

RESURRECTION CONTINUES…

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So this is my strategy for Nofap .

I’ll not be doing Brahmacharya,even though I’m accustomed to it .
I will be much decisive this time.
But that doesn’t mean I’ll be going easy on myself, I’ll be completely away from PMO, pics and stuff.

I will continue following my routine,untill I master it properly.

I won’t move onto anything else until I complete the goals I have already set.

I am gonna make sure I am out of my comfort zone at all times, ( I mean it !)

I am gonna strike down any thoughts that come up which hinder progress and myself and I am gonna keep my thoughts and thinking clean by Meditation,yoga and constant assessment.

I hope everyone sets a proper goal for themselves and strive towards achieving it.

You may fall, but you need to get up again and again, only then will you be able to rise above your failures.

Please be crystal clear with your thinking and learn from yourself and your comrades mistakes.

GG everyone, let’s rise!

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FROM A 2011 RESEARCH

[p]hysical aggression occurred in 88 per cent of scenes … Across all acts of aggression – both physical and verbal – 94 per cent were directed towards women … When aggressed against, 95 per cent of targets responded with either expressions of pleasure (encouragement, sexual moans, and so forth) or neutrally (e.g. no change in facial expression or interruption of actions) (Bridges 2010, p. 46;

If this was the case in 2011, guess what the situation now??

From a 2009 documentary named They shoot ■■■■ stars don’t they? This is the description of a typical audition in a ■■■■ studio and how a woman who was pulled into this filth to support her children is subjected to verbal and physical torture

He threatens to beat her, threatens to torture her, pulls up her shirt, pulls up her skirt, hits her breasts, hits her thighs, throttles her by the neck with both hands, humiliates her, degrades her, makes her cry, chokes her until she is gasping for air. He gets her to tell the camera she is 27 years old and the only reason she’s here doing this particular job on this particularly day in this particular hotel room in the Valley is for the money, and the fact of the matter is she has two young children to support, of whom the man asks rhetorically, and seemingly for the sole purpose of screwing with her head, ‘They’re going to grow up to be proud of you, right?’

The woman is becoming unmoored. He orders her on her hands and knees, and begins beating her with a leather strap that cracks! across the bared skin of her backside every time he hits her, leaving angry pink welts, until, finally, in a futile attempt to protect herself, the woman reaches her arm around herself, her hand turned upwards, her palm facing outwards, and the man stops … ‘To steal a Quentin Tarantino line,’ he muses, mockingly, ‘Was that as good for you as it was for me?’

Sorry for the graphic description but this is the reality of this fucking industry.

**GUYS, BROTHERS…

… now this is not anymore a matter of cheap pleasure and an act of self destruction for us…
This is a matter of being humane; showing a minimum ETHICAL RESPONSIBILITY of being a human being

This woman was tortured, treated like a slave, raped (sometimes even killed) and was made to destroy her life DUE TO THIS 1000, 2000 BILLION $ INDUSTRY!

for what??

For a 3 seconds pleasure of addicts like us and other weak men who are in denial all over the world??

For gaining billion dollars for selfish mother fuckers behind this industry who are monsters not human??

Remember that woman was pulled into this because she wanted to support her small children.

AND YOU WANT TO SUPPORT WHAT HAD BEING DONE TO HER BY WATCHING THOSE VIDEOS??

Remember all of us have mothers and sisters too

This is not a matter about our lives, our selfish goals, our addiction anymore. This is a huge epidemic killing and destroying the lives of thousands and millions of women, sisters, mothers, children, daughters, sons and everyone. We know what is happening; we are not in denial anymore; we have an ETHICAL RESPONSIBILTY as a fellow human being to take a stand against this. Addiction etc are all not valid reasons anymore. This is a do or die matter.

A 2009 UN study estimated that by 2010-11 global pornography industry was expected to hit 100 billion US dollars. The same study also estimated that the global child pornography industry made up to $20 billions. Pornography money is buying governments, academic research, national and international corporations and law enforcement agencies

This was the situation 10-12 years ago; now the money this industry makes is incalculable and beyond imagination. Nowhere you can find a reliable estimation. The man behind the infamous xvideos is an anonymous mf. He is earning billions and trillions of dollars every second when the lives of millions are getting destroyed.

NOW IT ALL COMES DOWN TO YOU BROTHER.

What decision are you making?? For God’s sake make the right one

Peace.

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Also their suffering doesn’t end there. As Amy, a teenager whose sexual abuse is known as the ‘Misty Series’ of child pornography writes:

“I did not choose to be there, but now I am there forever in pictures that people are using to do sick things.”

BROTHERS
Always remember when or if you are deciding to watch p*** you are deciding to support this :point_up_2: :point_up_2:

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Man
I wonder what will happen if I relapse. I’m so scared to relapse now. So much scared of this chaser.
You got this bro. Just hold on there. You can do it.

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Yes, brother; when we are together anything is possible @Nep1234id When strong men like you are all with me I can go through anything!

This is what we call falling into chaser. When I sit down to write my exams, extreme urges will come and to quiten my mind I was doing it without any interest.

But this time, Iam going to end this fucking shit!!!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

Tomorrow onwards I’ll be extremely disciplined. Fuck this addiction; becoming successful in life is the most important thing. You become free from this addiction the moment when your purpose in life becomes the no. 1 goal of your life. This addiction fades away when everything blurs and your eyes can see only one thing: YOUR PASSION IN LIFE!
THAT IS THE WAY TO FREEDOM.

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I know how hard it must have been to post those screenshots here, but what matters is that you are back on track. Let’s kill it this time once and for all :muscle:

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Hey brother @Tagore l. Think you are stuck in loop of chasser effect . I think you need some time in peace like set alone with surrounding with nature :herb::leaves: and write down you thought why you again and again replase. Becz you replase too much l think :pensive: . You analysis why you replase again and agains . I think l my point of view you taking the pressure and stress something. Don’t hard too much bee chill following your routine slowly slowly. And believe in God and pray toward god it’s helping you calm your mind :pray:

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I’m not even remotely as strong as you bro
Behind a long streak I’m still a weak piece of shit
I can’t focus for too long, I can’t study effectively, I’m addicted to internet content and much more
I can’t even face my fears. And that’s why today I’m starting with rewire 3.0
Nofap is just 1% part of what strong men are supposed to do
Simply nofap doesn’t make a strong man, it is just a start to a big journey
I know this because even after a good enough streak I’m not happy with my life, and I need to grow beyond a lot of things.
Being a strong man is no joke. It is an effort of the lifetime.
And being a strong man needs extreme amount of focus and patience.
You are still way ahead of me in all the thought process and I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m definitely jealous.
Stay hard fam. Goggins the shit out

and you are so much right about this
I’m saying it too now, enough is enough. Even if I’m to fucking die due to this I’d still be proud cuz I held my ground. I didn’t stay a ■■■■■. These worthless sensual pleasures mean nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I have to be a monster. Indestructible monster. No matter what the odds that monster won’t want to look back because being a fucking savage monster calls it that it knows only to fight back. I have to awaken that monstrous side of mine. My heart says that it is inside me

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Delete this app bro…its not good for us to use…because everyday it asks that you are free from p* and m*…it means neurons connected to p* memory gets strong… so that day I uninstalled this app. To forget about past we have to creat new memory…

this words can destroy everything…so try to use less.

But in mdf app you will never see any words like this…so it’s better to use mdf app…
Don’t do anything which strengthen your neurons connected to p*
Sometimes I scare to use p*…add new data for your brain…it will automatically delete the past data…

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Hey @Tagore . My streak was never as AWSM as yours. I struggle to get past one week. Even now I am in the middle of chaser effect while typing this. Thanks to you inspiring posts I was able to beat my urges. I’m sure that you’ll get back on track. I believe in you brother. I’m ashamed that you in spite of being a year younger than me you’re setting an example for me. I’ll try stronger from now. DON’T GIVE UP!!!
IT’S TIME TO PUSH PAST YOUR LIMITS (Black Clover) and go PLUS ULTRA!!!(My hero academia)

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Since most of the pros like @Tagore @_TIGER @Dean_Ambrose @The_integrous_one @Dvija @zorim read this diary (sorry if I’ve missed anyone)I’m asking here. I realised one thing guys. The reason I’m relapsing is that I’m terrified that my day gets wasted if I don’t peek as I keep thinking about it. But I once I peek I finally end up masturabating. Please help me guys. What should I do?

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Hey bro @Tagore

You are going through chaser… I think you are done now. 1 to 12, you have relapsed 9 days…

I am in more worst situation bro… I relapsed 10 days… there is a red mark on 11th for me…

Only 100 percent disciplined life can beat this addiction.
Hey bro…if you are exhausted and done with chaser… we can do it together now… Just one challenge… we both will cross the remaining month sober… I will check on you every day.

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Bruh @Masterroshi this is actually a misconception, it’s just a trick that your mind is playing on you. Infact if you don’t peek and then don’t relapse you end up saving a lot of time and energy.
I used to face the same kind of situation, around day 12-13 I used to feel like I am getting depressed and maybe it is because I haven’t PMOed in a while but it is not the case, in fact it is the other way round. The sense of depression was because of the last relapse or you can call it “withdrawal symptom” And not because of lack of it.
Just don’t give in, you need to understand how mind tricks us. For better understanding you can read the easy peasy hackbook if you haven’t. But I think I made the point clear.
The more times you give in, more intense that feeling will become because you will feel intense withdrawals and you will keep falling in the abyss of addiction.

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Thanks a lot bruh!!! It means a lot. I don’t get depressed. It’s just that I’m scared that I’ll waste the entire day by trying suppress my urges(cuz when I suppress these urges they come back again after some time). Let’s see what others have to tell.

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Bro handling urges is not big deal, you can manage an urge in just even 2-3 minutes if you have the right strategy, and intensity and frequency of urges decreases to a high extent as you progress. So if you don’t give in to the urges now, you won’t have to face the same dilemma over and over again because it will be a lot easier to deal with urges. Think of it as one time investment.

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Hey @The_integrous_one. Thanks for the reply bro. I’ve been thinking the same. I think I’m just panicking without putting much efforts. Btw, what’s your method of killing the urges?

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