Mine too 
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After her death TASpidey lost his control, he wasnโt able to control his punches and became ruthless .And same happened with me after i knew that she left me ( she was my crush, now you might say she was your crush, but thatโs a big story ) in 2020 i wasnโt able to control myself and i became the ultimate fapper (i started fapping in may 2019) . I was doing well in 2020 in nf like i hitted 16 days, 7 days and 5 days streak easily and after she left, i fapped twice in every 3 days and i am at my worst rn. Id want her to come back in my life, but sometimes stuffs around remind me of her. Thatโs the hidden stroy behind this pfp 
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And hereโs that story in short.
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