Vardan's diary [22 y.o.]

Who hates life? Me. Anybody else?

I used to hate my life a lot. But not know. I ve found the cause of unhappines…this fucking pmo!!
No fap is life. PMO is death. No fap makes courageous .PMO makes cowardice. Nobfap is liberating …pmo is binding!!

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Today I woke up in the middle of the night and felt something like tiny orgasm. It happened just as I woke up. I was surprised I wasn’t wet. I was watching porn in my dream, I was thinking it’s real. I didn’t touch myself and didn’t watch anything in real. But I woke up in the morning with the feeling that I relapsed. Anybody felt that?

I want to relapse most of all things. I’m strongly triggered.

we got this buddy , hold on .

Don’t relapse , do you want to go back again to those useless days . Do you want to relapse and loose your precious energy and semen.

Not today , You can win this urge , show it who is the strongest

Do meditation or do 10-12 pushups…

The problem is, I was feeling very strange during all day after that dry wet dream, and I can’t handle this feeling

Only I am online :disappointed: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob:

Don’t worry everything will be fine , just don’t fap

Ok I won’t fap. But I don’t feel ok.

whats ur streak?/???

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I don’t count, but it should be about 15 days

You are going through flatline, just stay strong …

What is flatline mean?

Life is a shit.
When I don’t have energy, I’m unhappy. When I have it, I wish I wouldn’t.

I can’t handle urges if they are going to be every day.

Bro…control your urges…channelize them. Iam also going through flatline…Iam not feeling well too…so double hardships iam going through.
But remember, the amount of regret you have to bear as soon as you fap​:confounded::confounded: When we were in ignorance we fapped a lot…but after knowing fappping is lethal we must overcome it…This rational mind makes us man. Remeber, As soon as your semen comes out you will repent for sure…Dont you?? Iam asking you…So, Wake up…and roar! Fight back!!

Flatline is a transition period between Powerful man vs weak man…Brave man vs coward man…intelligent man vs dull man…good loking youthful man vs ugly looking zombie. If you overcome flatline you’ll be brave, intelligent, good looking youthful man and attraction centre.

For specific symptoms and definition you can google.

When I PMO, there’s no life. When there’s no PMO, there are urges which feels very bad. Life is where it feels very hard to cope. The question is, why do I pass through hardships?