13 day
My dick is so strong! Morning erections! Aaaa! 
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HaPpY for you broā¦ Keep it up. 
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Iām fighting with myself. I donāt have access to laptop so it is a little bit easier. Iām aware of the fact that Iām not strong enough yet to allow me to have access to using my laptop.
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My mind is lacking of dopamine. I feel sad and bad.
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Now, in this state the only thing that would makes me happy is faping. I will not do this
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Iām suffering psychically from Lack of dopamine. I want to do nothing, just siting. Or I know that faping or drinking alkohol would help me but I wonāt do it. Kurwaā¦
15 d 9h
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Thatās determinationā¦
Now respect your determination.
and go all way looongā¦ never look back.
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Guys. My voice is deeper. Iām stronger now than before. I feel pressure in my balls. Although I sometimes feel sad or bad Iām stronger and my thinking is changing. Changing to better.
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16 d 8h
We are all in the phase of recovery when we enter to higher streak. Swings of mood are normal. Now I feel very happy like never before. Life is kurwa beautiful.
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Guys I watch some erotic stuff and edged. Not ejaculated so I feel strong now becouse of semen retention but to be honest I rest my counter. Watching any kind of erotic stuff i count as a relapse.
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Make your alternatives ready. In this journey itās quite common to lack āthat kickā. Itās part of process. Initially you made a choice to **** for dopamine but now you replace **** with something else like workout, running, reading, engage your mind in creative zone like art, music or writing etc. Maybe just step out and feel the environment around. Whatever suits you.
Thats the trap brother. Need to hack it. Whenever you feel like doing nothing. Engage yourself more in productive works. An idle mind is a home of Devil
Thats your false belief my friend. Get rid of it asap. Alcohol make you loose your senses, moreover itās addictive! Instead go for meditation and/or workout.
Enjoy the life.
Peace
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Relapsed. Day 0 today.
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I looked for good porn blocker but I realized that the strongest porn blocker have to be my mind. I i I have to be controlling my own thoughts. Avoid urges.
I feel now kind of numb. Our semen gives us power. With empty balls I see the world in a more gray colours. Within these 17 days. I felt amazing after first few days. Within time I noticed that after 12 days my swings of mood were lower. My mood was better balanced and I could better control of my emotions. Faster return to higher state. During the last weekend( around 15 day streak) I was at the party. My energy was a lot of higher compare to another man. It was noticeable for the girls and for other men too.
Today I relapsed twice. I want to build from now higher streak to feel this power again. Guys, becouse of my āhighā 17 days streak I noticed that it matters. Recovery is real. It makes sense. At least to the point of relapse haha then we have to start it again. But it is worth it.
Although I relapsed, I feel quite good, comparing it to my previous days when I relapsed once a couple days.
Guys. I know that at this point 2h I donāt have any urges. I dont want to relapse again when they will come after few days. It could be hard becouse of chaser effect but I have to be focus on real women only or any. No to artificial girls and unrealistic scenario. My life is at this point that I dont have another choice like just to do it.
Also great thank you to all friends from here for support me.
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@strongwillpower That was and is my main word. Yes, I was too late to discover Undertale.
And, @udaCisie, bro. Appreciate that hard work of that much streak.
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13h 23 min
First few days are the hardest for me to survive. When few days will pass it will be easier. Porn is awful. It destroys you. Dont do this. Dont watch it.
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The main thing is to even dont looking at this shit, becouse if I start watching there is more than sure that i will be continue.
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So guys. Lets enter to another hours further. Iām write here more frequently to tell you that this time I want to do biger streak. Our life is so short. Donāt waste it to ā ā ā ā who is weakening us all. Donāt watch any kind of artificial pics on Facebook or instaram. Just no.
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Carry on broā¦ Weāre with you.
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