2d19h
I want to feel this power again like after 8 days…
2d19h
I want to feel this power again like after 8 days…
3d 22h
My new friend @8388 sent me this and this is amazing video! It shows how world of fappers looks like or any addict.
Now I feel better, I have more energy than earlier. Keep forward guys!
4d 11h
Second day in a row I had erotic dreams. Without ejaculation. I kind of control it and wake up. But my control about it is not perfect. Anyway I woke up with energy. Day by day I feel more of energy. This is awsome. Urges also starts to increase.
4d 16h
I never fucking lose this streak. I regain power again. Porn will be harmful for my wellbeing. Now I can enjoy nature. The only think I can enjoy in my life.
5day 0h
I have some urges. So far I haven’t watched any kind of erotic content. I have to be strong.
5d 16h
Indifference.
Suffering refine…
I have urges. Kurwa fucking 20 letters…
Dont lose your streak bro. You get nothing from losing your streak
Many girls rejected me and I feel sad.
Many girls rejected you, now its time for you to reject them from your life. Fapping will cause more rejections bro
Sorry guys. Relapsed.
Come back strong…
What was the reason?
Don’t give up. Fight back bro. You can
Sadness guys. Lack of dopamine. And one of the girls rejected me. I just start again.
0d 17h
Guys, thank you for your’s support it means for me a lot. What happened, just happened. I have to better dealing with suffering. Be more indifference. Be more stronger. I build again streak. What can I say else… For sure first few days can be with low energy. From 4 days in average I can feel better and can feel more power. I relapsed but what I learned it is binging what causes weaknesses. I’m happy that I stop myself after 1 relapse this time. Guys. I have enough of this kind of life I have been living last few years. The only way is to change it by myself. By my decision. By me. Although I relapsed last time I feel that everything is going to get better becouse I see the difference in my thinking.
No offense but maybe you should wait for asking girls out until maybe a certain day of NoFap?
For example, say you take day 90-
Idk if a girl asks you out then it’s your choice
I will be blant here. Have gone through your journey.
You are doing couple of things wrong.
I won’t watch porn or masturbate > I am strong > I can do this.
As soon as dopamine starts leaving you, your fear comes out > this is so hard. I will struggle and keep going. I will not let this win etc.
Then you go into self falsehood of > I need dopamine. Just a peek. I won’t masturbate. Just a peek will mean nothing. This is not the right time to stop faping. I need this to handle stress etc…
The above thought process is sub consciously.
You are doing it all wrong.
Than after you relapse, you feel guilty. You get into depression. And then again you relapse after some days.
You are fighting the battle incorrectly.
Let’s face it. What is PMO? It’s an addiction. A filthy, disgusting poison which will slowly kill you. And we know that.
But we still relapse and do it.
Why?
Brainwashing. Yup. They are brainwashing us. Even those who have a streak of like 200days, even they relapse. Why? Because there is still a small brainwashing remains in their mind and as soon as something wrong happen and they took a peek, they relapse.
So, fight the right battle with right mindset.
I won’t give you advise. I am here to show you what’s wrong and why you are relapsing so many time in these last few months.
Let me put it bluntly. Don’t. Kid yourself and us. You are not fighting. You are doing time pass.
I don’t feel bad saying things bluntly. You need to understand the facts. Don’t just go and say this time I will not relapse. Oh common dude.
You are not on a challenge where you do it for 30 days and expect a reward. This is addiction. A drug. Poison. You will it on first day. You feel joyful and awesome as soon as you close that browser for last time. You dance that you are have leaved this filth for good.
But what you are doing? You are saying yourself. One last time. Just one peek. I am in stress I want it. Blah blah blah…
Will you get the girl who rejected you if you PMO? No it will become worse.
Will you get job if you PMO? No
Will your stress go away if you PMO? No, it increases.
Will that void and emptiness go away if you PMO? No dude. That PMO is the reason of that emptiness.
Feel bad about my words. But not about yourself. Do it the right way.
Go and read Easypeasy way hackbook.
Sayonara.
One more point. Escape from porn is easy. Don’t make it so hard.
Rid of the brainwashing and you will reel joyful from day 2.