Trying something different

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I am trying something different. Every day I will update this thread on my journey.

I am going to try my hardest for now on.

After the day I had today, I am focusing on the positives.

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Well, I relapsed.

I am starting again.

These mornings are so hard to get past.

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hey looking forward to you update mate ;9 bests

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Update

It’s 4 35 pm and my current streak is 1 day 6 hours
And at work, I have been feeling a huge amount of anxiety

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It’s 10 pm on November 16th.

My streak is 2 days 11 hours.

I dont feel any different.

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Good going brother, really happy to see you putting your efforts to become clean.

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geat to hear that mate :wink: keep it up!
and if anything hapens before relapsing: try to write anything here first

bests

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It’s 4:17 pm on November 17th.

I’m at 3 days and 5 hours.

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if you dont mind me asking what the F are you anxious about. Give me a few and ill see if its worth to be anxious about

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I was anxious about my job because it is my 2nd week on the job and I am struggling.

The person training me said I was working too slow.

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Keep going and do yourself, enjoy it u have an opportunity and It Will give you experience anyway! :lion:

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It is only your second week.
There is a lot of room for improvement!
Just try your best, focus, be patient and awarene of what happens around you. They will be glad for hiring you soon enough!

Success and the necessary pinch of luck to you bests!

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Thanks.

I appreciate all answers.

This conversation thread with updates is definitely helping.

But I was hard this morning and in the shower.

Sexual thoughts plagued my mind.

Just typing here makes it easier to handle the urge.

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great that u typed in here and gtting hard is very normal it will go away with time since you wont have so many stimuli in your head. keep up this good work!

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Update

November 18th

My streak is now 4 days 5 hours and 50 minutes.

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Well, I relapsed. But I made a new record.

4 days 18 hours.

I must go farther this time.

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looks good,
keep it up.
how do you feel?

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@SirTryHard, well it is 10 am now on November 19th and after the relapse I felt flatline for an hour, sad the next hour, urgy the 3rd hour and normal now.

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sorry to hear that what exactly triggered the relapse?
bests

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It started with something I saw yesterday on Facebook. A short video of a blonde female UPS driver faked by the way Yeah, blondes are like my kryptonite (if you know the superman reference.)

Anyway, And the thought of that this morning brought me to one of “those P sites” that causes relapse.

Now, I know to ignore Facebook or at least recommended videos for now on. I have Block Site installed to block those sites.

Don’t worry, my next best streak is coming up this time around. I can feel it in my heart.

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