Need for energy drink: drinked energy drink: I tried the newest monster flavor i don’t know but it sounded like it was for women. No sickness I feel great. Trying to make a recovery now I’ll be able to last longer.
Bored:
Worried:
Bad events or terrible events: nope won a lot of money in uno after trying so hard and got to diamond good day. R6 still has really bad fps waiting to repair my pc and just played cs:1.6 I suck at the game and did amazing. It’s been a great day …
Bro ,i know life is hard for everyone,but why do you always expect and monitor bad events or terrible event : This maybe not be good for you in long term …
Brother ,just try to find good in everything,and you will be happier …your youth has just started with all kinds of stimuli bombarded to you …You need to have a strong intellect and also positive perception and interpretation of events in your life …to become a strong person …Hope you take this advise from your brother and work on this…All the best Andy,keep fighting the evil…
Day 1 I beat up depression, been feeling down sometimes but to the point I didn’t have bad thoughts. Days beem extremely bad where depression wanted to beat me but I stayed happy. Energy drinks made me relaxed and overcome this monster making me the few lucky people.
Today I also had an amazing day, my brother has a girlfriend and we saw a movie and meet her and her sister we had a great time, and it was an amazing day that I don’t want it to end. Making my depression away.
Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad:
Sick: : My nervious system started to attack me for being too excited.
Day 2 no-fap journey, been a normal day still I am extremely mad and dissapointed of my laptop now I have to save up to buy a gaming one which costs years of work. Still normal day and keep on fighting. Waiting for my new headsets since I broke it from rage hahaha, couldn’t listen to music for days but that can wait, normal day though .
Mental urges:
Urges:
Happiness:
Mad: Not from bad causes but my laptop still ruins my gaming performance like always.
Sick:
Bored:
Worried:
Watching some r6 funny videos before I go to sleep it makes me happy…
Involving me, I keel trying but I keep relapsing because I always give in to the urge. I keep being told stay busy, but I disregard busy things to go do PMO.
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