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starts on 16 April

Iโ€™m skinny. I have been thinking about increasing my weight since 2021. Itโ€™s 2025 now. But still no any progress because I never tried sincerely. Actually I never showed consistency in my life, neither for studies nor for health. Iโ€™m a really distracted and lost boy. I keep pretending to be a winner, confident and great but the truth is I donโ€™t have much achievements to support it.

People donโ€™t love and respect you if you are not attractive or strong. also, nobody will take u seriously. I know what situations a weak person has to face. Thankfully I have a good face and extrovert nature. These things coverup my skinny body at some extent still itโ€™s not enough. I want to look dangerous like a lion, not cute like a bunny. I want to build strength so that I can atleast protect myself and my family in dangerous situations. And most importantly Iโ€™m a man, I CANโ€™T BE WEAK !!

I surely feel less confident in public places and functions like wedding, friends meetup and family gathering. But I donโ€™t let it to show up on my face. Clothes doesnโ€™t fit me good, i seems to be drowning in them :sob:

Fapping has been the biggest cause of my weak body, now itโ€™s opposite will cure me.
LONG LIVE NOFAP army :military_helmet::fire:
My body is gonna be the purpose, the reason and the motivation I was looking for. Iโ€™m gonna follow nofap to build myself. No matter how much time it takes !!

my current status

Age - 19
Height - around 6ft (185 cm)
Current weight - 55 kg
(I know itโ€™s really less but Iโ€™m not ashamed to tell because my haters have seen it then why I should hide it from my bros :fist_right::fist_left:. Also itโ€™s not permanentโ€ฆ:wink:)
Workout and diet knowledge - average
(Need you help brothers :sob::pray:)

my calorie details

my BMI

my limits for now

i wonโ€™t be able to join gym right now, just home workout with bodyweight and bricks.
Also I wonโ€™t be able to take any supplement like mass gainer, protein powder or creatine. As Iโ€™m beginner and I want to observe results for few months before asking dad to buy such expensive things :sob::expressionless:. Otherwise I can eat nonveg and any desi food.

My target - atleast 2kg gain/month
I wanna reach 70 kg mark in 2025. :nazar_amulet:

asking help from god

God bless me and give strength for this journey :two_hearts:
เฅ เค—เคฃเฅ‡เคถเคพเคฏ เคจเคฎเคƒ :pray:
เฅ เคจเคฎเคƒ เคถเคฟเคตเคพเคฏ :sparkles:
เคœเคฏ เคนเคจเฅเคฎเคพเคจ :dizzy:

This diary will not be abundant in between or left unseen, it will continue until I succeed :muscle:

Keep an eye on me brothersโ€ฆdefinitely need your tips and support :raised_hands: :people_hugging:
Iโ€™m quite noob in bodybuilding, donโ€™t hesitate to share your knowledge, experience and any helpful videos.

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Hell yeah!! I will be following you brother. Stay strong!

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Why did you tag me. Is attention your seeking? I am seeing it a lot in this forum. Attention is not going to help you.
Be someone you want to be, not someone you want to show.

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Cโ€™mon bro he just tagged you for some encouragement and all. We all are in this forum to support each other please consider being more constructive.

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I thought u could be some help. People say advice is like gold, grab it even from the trash.
But I guess I visited the wrong dumping yard :sob:. Thanks for letting me know :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:.
I just tagged active members of the forum, otherwise I donโ€™t lack friends. They are just offline nowadays.

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Thor?

Good Luck

Go for lean bulk even if it means gaining only 0.5 kg per month.

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Damn :laughing: itโ€™s really motivating to see a guy thriving for transformation and focusing on it gonna follow u from now on letโ€™s see how much we achieve till the end of this year .

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Gonna keep an eye on you from now on if I find you messing around then after reaching your height :kissing_closed_eyes: i am gonna dump you under the ground :laughing: :smirk_cat: best of luck :fire:

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Yeah brother :star_struck:

Iโ€™m gonna watch some youtube videos on these things :grin:

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Iโ€™m excited too lol. I promise to give my 1000% in this journey :triumph::muscle:

You have to scold me and even slap me if required :sob::pray:

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@robinbe_friend sorry for tagging you brother. That was a mistake from my side. It wonโ€™t happen again. And yeah Iโ€™m an attention seeker because thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m writing a public diary. i need some people to watch me so that I donโ€™t stumble. If I could have done it alone, I WOULD HAVE DONE IT ALREADY. Then I would not have joined forum. i need some companions to be accountable and I guess thatโ€™s why rewire forum was created, to help each other. Iโ€™m sorry again and please donโ€™t see this diary or reply here. I think itโ€™s good for you. :heart::grin:

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First I have to get that much tall big bro :sneezing_face::moyai: pray for me that I atleast reach 6ft height :crying_cat_face::sparkling_heart: .

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God please increase imaginatorโ€™s height and make him a 6ft tall handsome guy :sparkles::crossed_fingers:
People say working out and stretchings like hanging, releases growth harmones which increases height. Your age is perfect, donโ€™t let doubts take over u.

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Rooting and waiting for your glow up thor bro, btw inosuke, keep up the grind. :muscle:

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Day 5/50 :white_check_mark: (10%โ€ฆ)
Today I completed 5 days of NoFap Hard mode. Iโ€™m practicing purity of thoughts and eyes. Also trying to get closer to God than before. Because only these things can help me in long term. Will power and motivation will run out, habits wonโ€™t. Today I read this diary again and got pumped up.

I did quite research on weight gain tips. I have all the plan nowโ€ฆ workout, diet and other hacks. Just need to imply them properly and daily. God help me :pray:

Days are going less productive, it might be a reason to relapse. I will definitely find to do something useful with my time. Less screen time, more living time.

Some doubts are definitely there. Weather I will be able to continue this journey during tough times or not. Does results will show up ?
Some real life problems and lack of emotional support too. I miss some people that are no more a part of my life. Itโ€™s just a tough timeโ€ฆwill pass soon :four_leaf_clover:. But I have to keep doing my part. :fire::muscle:

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