28 NOVEMBER

Goals

8 Pomodoro Study hrs
Meditation 10 min
75 g Protein
Workout
Sing a Song
Get Creative Atleast 30 minutes
No Junk Food
No fap
No peek
Brush Teeth at Night
Sleep by 2 am
Make lunch
Pack bags for library
Eat slowly - Breakfast
Eat slowly - Lunch
Eat slowly - Dinner

Journal

Yesterday I wrote an exam. And I’ll fail. But it was the results of the actions done by the screwed up version of myself.

Now I have changed. I no longer have any materialistic or external goal. My goal is this lifestyle itself and I am achieving it every day.

I am calm. Not because everything is going well but learnt to derive peace in pain. If I win , I win. Nothing more , Nothing less and vice versa.

I stopped asking about my entire purpose of life. But I reached an answer that human has no well defined purpose. Its just that we are more intelligent and self aware than other animals. Nothing more. Nothing less.

Every big man’s fame will vanish with passage of time. Instead of getting sad. Try to get in peace with it. It also gives you a freedom to do whatever you want.

That’s my random thought for today

Kindly refrain convos here. I have a separate unofficial diary link below. Feel free to trash talk there