3 hours in and Im feeling sadness.
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Its okay to be sad
Its okay to be stressed
Its okay to cry
These are human emotions
So donot worry
Just dont give up
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Thank you Darshan.
I’m not giving up but its harder to believe in myself today because of the relapse.
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Dude, you are doing great. You don’t realise your strength. No matter how many times you have relapsed, you have always come back strong, there is something that makes me believe you will become a great man, no matter what comes your way.
So, until the time comes when you can just rip your relapse factors off, until then , work hard towards becoming succesful
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@Awaken_one, thank you.
Yes. There is a point in my future where I will be great. In fact for the longest time, I had forgotten something about what God told me when I was 10.
I remembered that at the age of 10, I was sleeping on the floor of my bedroom. I had a dream. In the dream, there was a phone in my parents bedroom. The phone rang and I answered.
The voice on the other end was God. And He said to me, “You will ‘appear’ as a missionary.”
Its fascinating how yesterday was when I remembered that.
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Ahh! A great pursuit if done wisely!
Indeed, our dreams are a good way to communicate to us how our consciousness will lead us. You are turning into a fine man lately. Make all your wishes come true
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This same thing happened with me
But then one of the members here said me
U are doing so much better than others who dont even try
So why are u worrying about things like these
Just give urself time
Feel the emotions that u are understanding now which previously u used to avoid by pon and mastru
Thr pain and sadness will ease
U will find a better u
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My relapse today was without ■■■■.
■■■■ free: 2 days
M. O. free: 15 hours
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Update:
3 day P()rn free
1 day MO free.
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Just relapsed.
No P()RN involved.
Status
P free: 4 days
MO: back to zero.
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Update:
P()rn free: 6 days
MO free: 2 days 12 hours
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Another MO relapse.
P()rn seems to be slowly becoming a distant memory. 8 days free of P.
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Another MO relapse.
Now 10 days P()rn free.
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Current streak
2 days PMO FREE
P free 12 day
Had an urge in my car on my drive to work. It went away before I began working.
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Proud of you bro, don’t look back and keep going strong!
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I appreciate it. Thank you so much for your support.
Keep following this thread if you are interested in my updates.
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3 days 12 hours. Could not hold on any longer.
P()rn: set back to 0
MO: set back to 0.
At least I went 16 days p free.
Starting everything all over again.
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I just relapsed again. Just 12 hours and I relapsed.
Luckily no ■■■■ involved.
MO is 0 now.
P is 12 hours.
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MO: 1 day 11 hours
P: 1 day 23 hours
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Good thing im working today.
Urges are stronger than most so far.
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