Tuesday
@Forodwaith @Gk-00
How are you guys doing?
Exercised
x10 of 10 sec;
Push-ups
Opposite arm/leg extensions
Squats
Foetal position/spin extension curl
A moment of idle YouTube
I didn’t pray so much today
Warning, please excuse my long post
This morning frustrated with my friend getting frustrated.
Frustration turned into concern, into pity, sorrow, resolve, charity, relax, calm, urge, idle, seek comfort, lust - remembering, waking up, faith.
I could’ve called on God often, but got wrapped up in the moment.
Carried on with work, some stressful moments, stayed cool, though we both have fire/ego for desiring outcomes - completing so as to breath a sigh of relief.
That sigh and breathe of relief is here now,
it’s foolish to think otherwise.
“to those that have shall be given, to those who have little - even that will be taken”
Fear and worry are of the evil one, not God
God’s way is grace and abundance, not something we earn, but something offered.
Far too often it’s easy to forget, only seeing what’s infront of us, but not at the end of our nose.
Far too often it’s easy to forget, to want to tread our own path, to try to build our own house, we become orphans of God, yet to knock on His door in times of distress. Foolish.
If you want brunch with God, have brunch with God, if you want a coffee and cigarette with him, do it, brush your teeth? Got to the bathroom with him
It was nothing dramatic, major and unnormal today really - but it’s worth looking for wisdom.
My friend and I confessed our struggles to each other - it didn’t wipe away struggles but brought openness. He admitted his anger (turmoil) and raised, wanting to go to Church
It’s not that people aren’t perfect,
It’s that we are not perfect -
The path seemed narrow today, unknowingly taking a step back, both of us holding onto our fear of failure - me taking a step back from God, getting frustrated by *unnecessaries.
What is necessary - people are met where they are. They’re understood and forgiven. Faith restored, comfort given.
Thanks be to God for today, the struggles and the lessons, and that you give relief.
Let me rage at injustice, to stay awake, to have wisdom, to keep your commands