Listen brother Kaushik, I know I’m saying something to you for the first time but it doesn’t mean that I haven’t noticed you. I also saw your that post in which you had talked about being ignored and all that, but by the time I saw it, your thread had over 200 posts (within 10 hrs, damn?!) , and title of your topic was already “thank you”, so I felt that my advice was not required anymore. But seeing you here, thinking this way is just not right.
Nobody here dislikes you, nobody here thinks of you any less than themselves, and nobody is ignoring you at all. Most of all @The_integrous_one , I have known this person for 4 years and you might know but I’ve had fight with certain guys here in the past which I do regret but he always stayed with me in thick and thin. He is not the sort of person that you are thinking about. He is very down to Earth and humble. Yes some people get closer to each other than the reat, but it takes time and effort to build that level of trust. People like me and @The_integrous_one have known each other for years, always looking out for each other, even knowing those details about each other, that most of the others don’t. It doesn’t mean that either him or I have become insensitive or uncaring towards others, we do care. And not only us, everyone here cares about you. We all want you to succeed and become your best version. And we all value your experiences and pain. But please do not overthink. And do not rush to judgments, atleast try to put yourself in place of others and think why would someone tell you something.
Thank you so much for the kind message brother.
It was so heart warming and you have literally settled things up
I know there is something wrong with me only?
But if a person has being going through isolation, fake friendship, insult, mockery, deceived by the so called “friends” who actually turn out to be evil and pretentious, throughout his/her school days and College days, too
Then what can we expect from that person??
I know my trauma is going so wild
College is the place where create atleast one damn bestie
ButI didn’t even have that opportunity.
On other hand, people whom I thought as friends did some unimaginable things to me which gave me huge shock . Even Yesterday night while sleeping i had a bad dream about some memory of my past traumatic experience
I just don’t know what to do
I am just helpless
Getting awake from that bad sleep and traumatic dream, I opened my phone, came to RC and saw that person’s message. So I immediately got triggered
I don’t know what’s seriously wrong with me
If a person has been wronged throughout, can we expect him to be normal and right?
So Yes
I need to improve
I just can’t live with this trauma
It is even entering my dreams and creating nightmare
But I WILL IMPROVE
I HAVE THAT CONFIDENCE
I WILL FIGHT THIS TRAUMA AND MAKE ME NORMAL
GOD IS WITH ME
Hare Krishna
Hey dude, I literally had no idea about your past or trauma so I am sorry if my comment made you feel bad, I have a habit of making things lighthearted most of the times that’s why I wrote that thing jokingly because its kinda unusual to see someone who has a strict rule of having “no friends”.
I am sorry you had to go trough such things in the past that have made you this insecure about people around you and I also accept that I shouldn’t have commented because I didn’t know much about you.
But this is an open forum brother and people will comment on things they see according to their perception of things, you have to take care to not get triggered by some stranger’s comment on your post.
Bro your life has not even properly started yet, we all have gone through the stages that you are going through. Evefyone has their own battles. You kmow how it feels when your dad is in icu but you have to take the tough decision to continue the studies ? Do you know how tough it is to be rejected by each and every company, not even losing a kg despite working madly for 12 hrs everyday even when your temperature is around 102? Do you know how it feels to be robbed off your work for which you have worked tirelessly working for 14 hrs wvery day? Noone was supported by anyone in those times. Everyone has to fight their own struggles. That is what makes us “man”, bro.
The thing is you don’t even love yourself, you do not care about yourself, and most of all you think very low about yourself. Thats your problem. Thats why you are not taking the right actions to change your life. When you are ignoring your own needs thn how can you expect others to do it for you? Love yourself before expecting anything from others bro. Work on yourself, improve. Join the challenges here, work day and night to be the best and change it all around. Everyone who is ignoring you right now will run after you if you become who you want to be. Make a goal and work for it.
Yeah I will henceforth
Thank you so much for the advise and concern
I will improve
Brother
It’s completely okay
No need to apologize and all
I didn’t mind it when it you posted that at all
Otherwise I would have requested you to edit that day before yesterday when you actually posted that right?
But it was “Others don’t matter” thing which I seriously got triggered especially because I saw it immediately after waking up from a bad dream
But then @Sholt_Tenkerrot has clarified in detail in his post that you didn’t mean that to me
So I need to apologize to you for misinterpreting your post.
I humbly apologize
Lets forget what transpired
PS : I wish to be your friend. I know it might be difficult for you to be friend with me because I might be new to you. But I promise. I will keep interacting with you. I long for your friendship even today be because you are my elder and rich in experience. I see you as my Shrest even now
Oh I said that in a sense that people who are very close to me including my girlfriend already know that I used to be addicted to these things once and I used online forums for self improvement, studies and accountability purpose.
And if someone else who is not that close to me is getting to know about me using this forum it won’t even matter much to me, so I don’t mind, plus a lot of people from this forum are already my real life friends many are on insta whatsapp telegram and some I have even met in real life.
Plus I visit here once in a while just to check up on people close to me and maybe even post an update about what’s going on in my life rather than to accept some challenge or to move on from addiction, which fortunately I have no major issues with now, haven’t visited any ■■■■ site in last 200 days now, and yeah since this forum has helped me a lot in self improvement so I still like visiting here for accountability in terms of following good habits.
No issues.
Hmmmmmmm I thought you had strict policy l to not make any friends 
.
I meant you are my brother
Brothers. 
You are my elder brother 
Welcome to another episode of Brotherhood and Unity : Happy ending!
@The_integrous_one @anon57481107 @The_Ambitious_One @PrDr & @Imaginator (character of episode 1 ) !
And that was the 50th post 
वाह अनुज, बहुत अच्छे आखिरकार कहानी का अंत हुआ। ऐसी कहानी जो मेने पढ़ी ही नहीं
I was sleeping bruh
Just woke up 
Transliteration of the song :
Yeh kaisi laachari
Soche maa bechari
Maange har ghadi balidaan hai
Kistam ki hai maari Viptda hai yeh bhaari
Jeevan maran ka sawal hai
Santaanon se sadhak
jeevan ka ujiyara
kaanton ka unhi pe to aan hai
Neeti ka hai yeh faal Bal ho ya ho nirbal niyati ka aisa vidhaan hai
Translation of the song:
The poor mother’s heart is torn with fear and helplessness. She has already had to sacrifice so much, but fate demands that she sacrifice everything, even to her last breath. What will come then, victory or defeat, life or death, it no longer matters. She followed the path of justice, fell into the snares of injustice. She’s up and fighting, but she’s afraid for her children. Under hard fate all fall, the strong and the weak, This is the result of our struggle. Why does fate play such a trick on people?
thanks for tagging me otherwise I won’t be able to read the end of another episode!
Fights turns a friendship into Brotherhood.
@anon57481107 @The_integrous_one
@The_Ambitious_One @Sholt_Tenkerrot
Imaginator @Binocular @The_Rising_One @Awaken_one
P.S- those who just waked up from their long slumber may not know that @Awaken_one was used to be Purity but he changed his nickname, I am writing it because i think he is a 
old user like some of you.
I knew that the day he changed it 
Btw I knew him even before in 2022. He was still as kind and a strong man as he is now.
Is it??
God damn, I didn’t even know that !!
Although I know for sure nofapper aadi is now ambi now. But purity to awaken one is literally unknown 
when I came back here , I was confused about who he was
and I was def surprised about purity and him being the same person
That’s the sole why I exposed him @Awaken_one because he was hiding in the shadows.
Pr bhai ye mene purane users ko suchit krne ke liye btaya tha tumne jaanke kr bhi kya liya 