@SwatiV
Hey sis…
Sexual dream is something normal…
Ham larkon ka to chalta hi rehta…
I don’t know k shayad female men zyada aesa nh hota hoga thats why aap ko zyada awkward feel hoa…
And agar wo specified friend ka dream men aana issue hai to it is not a big issue…
Wo khwaab hai jis p aap ka control hi nh hai…
Aap kuch b dekh skty khwab men…
So you cant blame yourself for watching that…
Han aesi cheezon ko yaad rakhna ek issue hai…
Jald bhoolye… Serious na lijye…
And Agar wo khwaab aany se pehly hi aap ki kuch aesi fantasies theen k jo kuch mind men chal raha tha wohi khwaab men aagya…
To phir aap ko thora attention divert krny ki need hai…
I’m at day 47 of PMO hardmode challenge…
Beech men kabhi aesa lagta hai k kuch fantasies create ki jaayen…
Man hi mann men… Khyalon men kuch sexual activities ho jati hen…
But foran tawajju hatana hi asal kamyabi hai…
Because iss s aap ka nofap ka maqsad disturb hota hai…
If u r away from watching pon , not masturbating then only thing left to avoid is bad fantasies…
Ab sirf khayalaat ko pakeeza rakhna hai…
Agar aap sexual imaginations men rehny lago to kuch hadd tk yeh b equal to prn hojayega…
Just wahan aap real eye s ek scene dekh rahy thy…
And yahan aap eyes close kr k dekh rahy
So aesa kuch b sochny se bachen…
Hamara dimaagh rewiring k doran dopamine na milny p shayad iss taraf le jaata hai k atleast kahin se maza mily and ham fake imaginations p jaaty…
So try k kuch or aesa kya jaaye jo mind fresh kry… Maza dy taa k aap ko iss trf na aana pary…
If u wanna tell this thing and share with someone… To pehly be careful that he/she is loyal and pet ka halka nh hai… ( matlab kisi or s share nh karega)
Because it is a topic jis p kaafi ilzaamaat and jhooty affairs ki baat barhaayi jaa skti…
Ap ny ksi ko bata dya k mene os larky k bary men kuch sexual dream dekha to pata chaly k osko ap ka crush mash’hoor kr dya jaye…
And aap ko ek alag tension ho…
This diary writing is some really good way to share something which is difficult to share with others…
Yahan likhti rahen…
Yahan kuch achy friends hon to bhaly on s personally discuss kijye…
Maybe kuch or stressless feel kren…
Iss platform ki privacy and ajnabi pan b ek naimat hai…
U can share your views here without any tension…!!!
Sorry boht lamba hogya…
But issue kuch aesa hai k aap ki story ki waja s ap k sath kuch hadd tk hamdardi hai
Kuch bury mardon ny acha nh kya
To kuch achy mardon ko b aap ki life men kuch positivity show karaani chahye…
So majboori men and Help k lye b yahan aa jata hon…
Females kam hen ya hen hi nh k sister support men b males hi reply kr rhy hoty…
So yhaan b ham zyada male hi lagy hwy…
Koi point bura lagy to os k lye advance mazrat… 
And agar ham kuch acha and positive kr paa rhy to Thats what this society should do now…
Buraayi pehly hi boht barh chuki…!!
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and you think it’s bit bad it’s damn good writing