"Everyone has a plan 'till they get punched in the mouth."
- Mike Tyson
Had a relapse today after 35 days of Nofap. Starting this diary to vent out my thoughts and make myself accountable. I have been trying to help other people in their journey while I myself was struggling. I thought maybe it will be a good way to increase accountability. But today while reading a topic written by @neveragaintw about how planning is vital for a long nofap journey, I realized that-
- I didn’t have a concrete reason to be on nofap which will hold me back and support me in fighting these urges.
- As the days passed I started becoming over confident and all this lead to be an inevitable disaster.
Now, I have decided to focus more on addressing the issues and the reason behind this addiction rather than blindly fighting the urges everyday without any cause and strategy. What is it that I want to achieve through this, how can I leverage this energy to be more productive and how can I be honest to myself rather than burying my head in the sand and thinking everything is fine.
I dont want any superpowers, I just want to be a better ‘ME’.
If anybody wants to add then my sharing code is 46b729.
Its day zero, its the worst. Already ashamed of myself for giving in to temptations.
Let’s begin from tomorrow.