Sorry, I relapsed after 155 days. Feeling so guilty!

@Brahmachari_17 take care now…
Don’t go back to that…
Stay strong…
You are a legend…
But it’s really sad seeing you relapsed…
You were my first opponent in the challenges… And that really motivated me to have the streak Of 129 days that I have now…
Feel free to ask for help …
I think you should have asked for help…

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@Brahmachari_17… I just want to say, be patient. Good things will come. Fall down seven times, stand up eight.

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I don’t think that’s the right way to go @Tagore, I don’t think fapping without porn is going to solve any thing, its completely wrong and desperate .

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I think he said this because after falling from a long streak, a person usually gets way too much stronger urge compared to normal. And it becomes I’mpossible to stop(if you see practically).

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@Brahmachari_17
After your NoFap relapse, what you need to do is be aware of the likelihood of going on a PMO binge.

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Brother I was there in his place. I know how it feels when you fall down from a high streak, like above 100. Your brain will make all the excuses. When I looked up from 0 to 112 days my brain was crying.
But he can manage to conquer them. I couldn’t. I didn’t. I acted weak.

But if he’ll watch porn everything will get over. That is what Iam saying. If he faps, it won’t cause much problems. Iam at hell only because I binged on porn!!!

Porn is the villian bro @Angelo34
I beg him to please not watch porn. I don’t want him to be where Iam.

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Brother @Brahmachari_17 please read this book now itself. Now Iam finally finding light somewhere after reading this. This book has the right way for finally beating this addiction once and for all.
Easy peacy hack book by Alan Car. Brother @anon14496424 suggested this to me. I just started reading it and Iam finally waking up from sleep
This is the link for the book
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://media.8kun.top/file_dl/bfe04be4807e2cc15bdb4da7aa5dcb7243d90778d9252e08743b3ea1b3bc450c.pdf&ved=2ahUKEwiCnaKy0IbrAhUCzDgGHVTZCIMQFjABegQIARAB&usg=AOvVaw2YhLiRTn4_JIcZ_KMsuaGH

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Give him a chance maybe he will do the right thing by learning from his mistakes and whatever he is feeling right now he will take complete responsibility and face whatever he is facing instade of trying to make things easier by fapping.Maybe fapping without porn is better than fapping with porn but that doesn’t make it right.

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Brother once you tasted the pleasure there is 99.99% chance you will relapse again and again. Everyone is doing like this.
THIS WAS THE LAST RELAPSE PLEASE BEWARE FOR NEXT 30 DAYS.
OTHERWISE YOU WILL RELAPSE AFTER 3 4 DAYS THEN AGAIN 2 DAYS.

And sorry i am a beginner. :pray::pray::pray::pray:. I cant say something who achieved 150 days challenge. This is dream for me. :pray::pray:

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Guys sorry, but I am unfollowing all of you. Since the beginning those badges were a huge motivation for me. I don’t wanna know what’s the name of the badge of 150+ days streak now. I want it to be a surprise. I will see it only when I will achieve it. I hope no one has problem with that. And again thanks for your support. No urges till now…:v:

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What have you learned bro? For me after a relapse I think it’s a good thing not only to know why you fell but also to know how to fix it by having a solution for that very problem next time around.

You made it 5 MONTHS. That’s awesome. 1 fall from 5 months is nothing. You fell but stay focused. You’re still in this fight. 155 days is just a number that helps represent the true progress your brain & body has made in healing. 1 fall does not put you back to how you were 155 days ago. So be happy bro. Stay focused, and look forward. God bless.

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I will again try to retent my semen in this new journey. And the time when again this situation will occur I will try to transmute my energy into something productive. And will not waste it.

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Exactly!!! You guys are my heroes. I’m just a beginner in this journey. I want you to know that through your dedication, hard work, discipline, and absolute badassery, and your sheer fucking will to never give up even after taking such a fall, to pick yourself up, right off the bat, and to start in the right direction no matter what, you inspire the fuck out of newbies like me. @Brahmachari_17 @Tagore even in your failings you inspire us. You guys guide us, alright? Keep looking out for all of us. You make sure we stay on the path, no matter what. You stand for what you believe in, and stand with your heads held high, never dare look down in shame anymore. We are goddamn fucking warriors!! We might take an arrow to the heart, a slash through our chest every now and then, we might fall in the battlefields, but we never accept defeat! We have made a commitment, to fight this with all our being, for all of eternity, if we have to, but we’ll never give up. We pick each other up. I know you guys are probably over all this by now and have moved on, but I’d like to say, keep the scars. Wear them with pride, wear them with love; and above all, wear them with the respect they deserve, like true warriors. We can never un-meet our demons, we can only keep beating them, one day at a time. And we WILL come out on top. Every. Single. Fucking. Time. NoFap for all eternity! WHO’S WITH ME??!!!

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Hello!
Well I would like to congratulate you, I fight against it and I never reached this mark, it is never an end.
Keep fighting friend, I launched a challenge if you want to participate with me is in this link: Desafio - Lute homem, ou morra! - In English too
And never, never forget, if you are a Christian: prayer, jujum and Bible reading are indispensable for the practice of holiness.

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I have been there brother, I know how it feels. :slightly_smiling_face:

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Guys, Day 1 completed without much effort. I don’t know why but I didn’t got any strong urges. I have been through a chaser effect in one of my streaks so I know how chaser effect feels like. I am getting just sent mild urges which used to have on 100+ days streak. Everything is similar except mild headaches. I am getting mild headaches since tomorrow’s relapse.
I hope the next few days will be the same as today’s and this headache will slowly fade away.

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I am still getting tomorrow’s flashbacks but I divert my mind the second it appears.

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Chill bruh.
Anchir your monkey mind to a devotional thought i.e. staying in a service paradigm. Why not try to give some food to animals on road.

Stretch more and breath long for this week.
Brain got a boom after 5 months. It might just start playing games.

Peace.

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Very powerful words brother @neetwarrior. Iam sure that you’ll become a king in your life and also a example for many people who will join this community. Yes, keep fighting because you are a warrior. You are born to win!

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Guys, Day 2 completed successfully. I didn’t got any urges or those random boners. I think now I won’t get chaser effect because chaser effect generally starts within few hours of a relapse. And it’s been 50 hours till that relapse. And that headache faded away too. I am now pretty normal as I used to be on 100+ days streak. I won’t give updates here now. It’s unnecessary now. The support you guys showed, means a lot to me. Thank you for that. I am sure I won’t relapse now. I promise!

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