After relapse , really depressed , cried in the bed. Heard " Jiyo re Bahubali " song. Got motivated. While praying , got some ideas to effectively manage habits along with studies. That made me happy. Executing it today.
Nothing special a balance between Studies and habits. Yesterday my mom asked me " How could you even think of Meditating, reading and exercising on the days of exam " .I didn’t reply anything. Because in these days I am alone. I should not let my mind wander. So I believe its important to do these kinds of habits as Rest during Studies.
This day was a replica compared to yesterday. A balance between habits and studies. Currently I am reading " Alchemist " by Paulo Coelho. It’s an interesting book. I feel that it is adding layers to my brain. Highly reccomend.
Today I was having exam. It was not at all favourable. I finished within 2 hrs in a 3 hr exam. Since these are exam days , I have nothing much to say.
But I have a lot of pending things to tell. Let the exam finish. This would involve my situations and experiences these days and what I have learnt associated with it.
Network theory is really tough. A lot of resistors , capacitors and inductors and that too connected to AC source which paves way to a lot of integration and differentiation. So yeah , studying for this exam these days.
Same days compared to yesterday. But I have never mentioned regarding urges these days. Because urges were minimal those days , But the urges started to hit today . A lot of unwanted thoughts and stuff. So I have to be mindful about it these days.