I am starting my own diary to improve my life.
I got the inspiration by watching the people at this community.
I am currently 56 days into NoFap and to be honest, I cannot see any big life changing events in my life.
It took me some time to realize it, but now I know.
Fapping took many valuable things away from me and that includes my self worth.
My self worth is so low that its now affecting my daily life. I want to get into a job but I am not able to even apply into companies because a voice inside me tells that I am not worthy enough to work and earn.
So finally now I am taking things in my hand after seeing all you guys coping with your life.
@_TIGER @_KarmaYogi @Mahesh27_03 @Forerunner and many more of you guys, I see all fighting this addiction and changing your lives and I decided to do the same. Not only remove Masturbation but simultaneously add new habits and create that lifestyle I deserve.
One thing I am confident about is my resilience. I will never give up, even if I fail a 1000 times. Its the only reason that I keep on trying.
I guess its simple. If my mind think I am not worthy enough, I will just become so much better physically and mentally that I will finally control my mind.
I will be sharing my thoughts and journey here and I hope I can get some noticeable changes by the end of this year.
So I hereby summon all the Gods of NoFap to watch over my journey and help me ascend into the limitless nature of Human Being.