4/8/2022
Well I relapsed again…
I am falling back into the doom…
But today, I did something different, I was angry at myself after relapse…but I didn’t act like that.
I ate plenty, bought some chocolates, snacks and ate an ice cream as well.
Its like a last attempt to pacify a crying child…aka mind.
So trying this out to see, if I respect myself maybe mind will listen to me.
Damn 
, I’m also having all kind of cravings now a days, espesially because I am coming across a lot of women now a days and also a lot of food, there’s food literally on every corner here 
, and I feel like there’s so much I haven’t tried yet, I feel like eating all of it in one go, if I hadn’t found a friend who lives next door and has same branch as me I would have done that already, we usually go to eat together so I control myself from not eating unnecessarily or at unusual times.
Take care bruh 
I know that feeling mate
Holding it down for so long then relapse unfortunately
Miss you bro
I called him some time ago. Tab toh zinda tha.