Relapsed 12 times in 3 days, feeling like a **** -became the 60 days challenge-

Welp. I had some good streaks.
One of 4 days, one of six days.

And then, like if all the sexual urges had build inself in me, I couldnt resist anymore.
It became even worse than before my streaks. I feeled like I became an animal.

Is that normal?

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Normal, as in, that is common for a lot of people? I don’t know, but I can say that it has happened to me. Especially the

I know the feeling. Its awful.

Normal, as in, okay, common, acceptable? Definitely not. But, bad days happen; you’re alright. Try to relax and look forward. All you can do now is learn from what happened.

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That how it is for most of us. We just need to acknowledge the fact that it happened, plan for it, keep moving.
“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift that’s why it’s called the present.” Kungfu :panda_face:

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Thanks for the support.

But im kind of afraid of that other me.
I dont want to be defined by my sexuality.
I dont want to be controlled by it.
I fear of losing control sometimes…

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What happened was that the days of abstinence led to higher cravings for pornography and masturbation, and the illusion of pleasure was increased.

It’s like when we go much longer than usual without food, and then when we have the chance to eat, we feel like eating everything in sight. It all tastes better to us because we haven’t eaten, so we overeat and don’t stop when we usually would.

The only way to stop being driven by these lusts and becoming an animal is permanent abstinence. Not for a few days or a week, but the rest of our lives. We can starve that beast within us and his appetite for filth will be so low it won’t be a concern anymore. The great thing is that it only takes a few good weeks for this to happen.

Read this book, it explains all of this and more in clear detail, and gives you the correct tools and understanding to permanently remove the relapse cycle from your life. You don’t have to live in fear of losing control of yourself anymore.

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I will try, thank you for the tip :slight_smile:

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Can we start everything over again? Currently, I am at day 1. Let’s challenge each other and see who wins. Challenge 90 days?

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Ok Im in! I think it will give me a good break from all that shit

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Please add me. My sharing code: 0ow5v1


Feel free to ping me,if anything I can help you. Let’s break 90 days to smaller sections. Probably we can divide 10 days each and then we can acknowledge and proceed further. Not sure if anyone falls back what’s next :roll_eyes: what’s your thoughts on this?

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Yeah that happens… Stay on the course…

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I cant send you a private message wall-e, is that normal?

I would go direcly for a 60 days streak! It may be hard, but I think it is a noble goal.

I clearly have to go cold turkey, as the smallest pmo can send me downspiralling.
It will be super cool to have someone to share that with! :smile:

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That’s completely normal brother. Don’t worry. Here to help each other’s journey, not the other way around. You can post in the same thread just to make sure some checkpoints on the way. Wishing you good luck for next 60 days :slight_smile:

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Chaser effect. It’ll pass.

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@wall-e why don’t we go trio challenge?
I am in if I can join you guys… :raising_hand_man:

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@Adioz_aka_Adidas Offcourse your most welcome :relaxed: glad that you are in. Here I am starting from the day one today. Next 20 days will be the most challenging journey for me. I have to be careful and wise enough to hold the argues.( Not to fall into the trap #chaserEffect) Infact it requires a lot of courage to start over again. I think we can target for 60 days and checkin’s whenever we get time

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@Mousetrap @Adioz_aka_Adidas you guys decide how we can we plan and rules. My question is that, if any of us relapse what’s next?

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Bro don’t just try. Go give it a read.
The knowledge the book offers is absolute gold.
Anyone can find it easy to leave this porn trap forever if they read the book seriously and follow the instructions.

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50 selfwhip penitence and possible castration lol

Na, seriously, I think the goal is to obtain 60 days. If someone relapse, well the is challenge over for him. XD

He can be honest or no about it, in the end he will be the one who relapsed. Nothing to be shamed about.
So day 1 really today? Cause I relapsed this night lol. But Im ready today! :smiley:

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@wall-e @Mousetrap
Even I am trying to be clean as much as I can.
And seriously this time I have to do it. Full dedication I will give to reach at least 60days.(our goal shouldn’t be any days becuz we are trying to give up PMO forever, free forever)

I have a request kindly don’t create any private dm group.
More we will be visible more focused we will be.

My code is in my profile card.

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So how are you going so far?

For me it is the hardest moment, after the job when i go home…

But i will be courageous!

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