Pizzamonsters diary

I m still going at the moment. Do you or anyone else have tips for the weekend.

I just relapsed. Going to cut myself. Just a small cut in my ‘thing’. It will hurt like hell when I try to pmo next time. I did this before to reach thr 1 week mark. So im gonna try thst again to hit 1 week. Dont worry I make sure its all clean before and after.

That is not healthy bro, don’t do it. Keep trying and try to kill it with will power. You are trying to kill one bad thing with something worse. What’s next if this doesn’t work? Stop before it becomes insanity. Your mental prowess alone can beat this. What you are doing is a cowardly act. Please stop.

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dude don’t do that!!
this is not how you can progress.

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Man don’t do that. If some nerve got damaged then you may become impotent for life.

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Dont worry guys" I havent done it. I plan to do it yesterday eveninv but I forgot (really). I did however do this in the darkest period, when I failed everyday. But its not that big of a deal considering what more I did to myself. This method only hurts while pmo, others hurted always…

I wanna tell what happened yesterday. Cuz I feel like a victor today. I always used to watch joi. Which is basicly a girl telling you what to do. I cant stand girl with a guy scene, cuz of the guy so I always watch joi.

Yesterday however after I O’ed, she told me to eat ‘it’. I never heard something like that so I was really shocked. I refused to give away that bit of manhood by swallowing something thats not ment for that. So I quit watching (I did O already unfortunatly).

Yesterday I was still shocked to hear some crazy thing like that, but I refused, so today I feel like a victor. I did not go down a path of destroying my manhood!

Having urges, really want to relapse (my body not my mind). Took my pre workout so I dont have a choice but to go to the gym. Will update when Im back.

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Im back and all urges are gone. They were gone as soon as I left the door to be honest.

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Heaven yeah keep it up my Brother

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I was but I failed today.

But I wont tommorow (im sure and I promise)

Fingers crossed​:muscle::muscle::muscle: mr pizza

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I did it so far! Almost one day completed. I will stay of my mobile phone until tommorrow. I WILL NOT FAIL TODAY

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The first days are the hardest. Keep going!
I am rooting for your victory!

Focus on living your life better, not just stopping PMO helps too.

You can be in the control of yourself!
Do not be so hard with yourself if you fail.
We are fighting a powerful addiction, but it IS possible to weaken this little by little!
What matters is not the falling, but getting up again and trying once more.

And we are here to hear and support each other.
Be strong bro! :smiling_face::+1:

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I will be strong! The path of failing every 1/2/3 days is a path that leads to nothing I discovered. I usually hardly tried to fight it, and felt like a loser after. I can be in control indeed. Im relatively young but for my age I was late with doing pmo. All that time before I was in control of myself. What I did before I can sure do now. Just woke up, national holiday here and a free day means usually a relapse day. Im gonna proof that I can beat this tho

Thanks for your words man, its because of people like you that I m still fighting. Otherwise I would have given up already. I appreciate it! WE can do it.

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I dont wanna brag here, since Im only at day 2.5. But I completed a free day.without relapsing pretty easy. Now I will proof I can survive the weekend without a relapse

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Still standing. The weekend is almost over, and this weekend was great! First one in a while without relapsing, it feels like victory, because it is!

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I reset my timer. Last night I hada wet dream and I was kind off in control.

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Wetdreams do not count as relapse Brother

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If you say so, then Im on day 6 now I believe. But that difficult to track thisbway. For semen retention Ill hit the 2 day mark tommorrow morning.

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Well I relapsed. Got no excuses. However I manage ti get a week without porn. I had a wet dream for the first time in a while and the week streak was also a long time ago. Lets get one week again!

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