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Update in November

  1. @Binocular I am out of NNN, I relapsed 4 days ago. But I will be back on track now, it was just a slip-up, have not slipped up after that.
  2. My roommate and I now have a challenge that will last for as long as we are in college. From today onwards, if any of us faps at any time we have to buy the other person a packet of chips and tell them we wanked off like a loser. Lol. Some good motivation.
  3. I’m getting closer and closer back on track. Some set backs due to my injury but I just consider that resilience training.
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Date: 2024-11-22T18:30:00Z

Time : 11:45 pm

Back to day 1

I went far longer than I thought I would after my slip-up. I thought I’d be stuck in the chaser effect but no, I kept it up for at least another week or two.

And this whole time was amazing. Different from previous streaks. Because my dividends are finally paying off.

I’m in that point in life (hopefully) approaching where the work I’ve put in all these years is coming back. I got a lot of opportunities to learn and earn the past few weeks. In fact, tomorrow again I’ve got another gig where I’m getting paid well. This is all part-time, along with my other ideas for another project under progress.

But I’m still being held back by a few things. Which I will reflect on and improve.

  1. Tardiness.
    Honestly, at this point I think this is my biggest enemy. One of the last huge ones I haven’t really made progress in. I need to be more punctual. I have to.
    I lost a good opportunity today because I was late. Sure, the other person was rude but honestly I need to value others’ time more. I cannot afford to be even a minute late for any appointment anymore, and that starts today.

  2. Gaming
    Basically gotten really into BGMI these few days, especially playing squad again with my friends. But honestly, I can’t do this. I have too many great things I should be doing instead. Compromising on sleep and staying up just to game it not worth it. I am deleting the game

  3. My spiritual discipline
    I don’t always make time everyday to spend time with God in the mornings because I wake up late and my days are very busy. But I need to refocus. Without God I am nothing. And without the source, the brightest light will blow itself out.

For now, I will focus on these three disciplines alone, and once I get consistent (21 days) I’ll add the others.

Fortunately I’ll be able to restart exercising on Monday @Sholt_Tenkerrot , my sprain has almost healed and I’m ready to restart.

I’m going in circles, but spiraling upwards. And that’s what matters.

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Knight @debellator, we admire your calm and composed nature. But perhaps, it’s time we saw your bad side, the aggressive one. TIME TO SHOW US THE TRUE POWER OF A PRIME!

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