Iām seriously struggling with a nasty habit.I literally donāt have had any interest in porn, although I think I have jerked off to porn seldomly when I was a kid (14-16 years odd). Now that my problem is that I am addicted to jerking off by real women secretly,u know peeking through the window or just squeezing my balls in pants while watching a woman. It has gotten so bad that I canāt help myself than to checking out almost every girls walking down the street and objectifying her body. Letās me confess that I had never jerked off in public places and I will never do though.
I just canāt control to check out girls when I am walking down the road or anywhere else. I am particularly addicted to girls having long hairsā¦ when I see a girl having a long hair. I started to image that Iām b**ging her from behind by pulling hair. Or that I am playing with her hair whilst f##king her. Iām telling all these fantasies because I really want to change myself. I want you guys to tell if itās ok to fantasize in this way.
Added with thatā¦ I never miss a chance to jerk off when I get a chance to touch my d&&k in some secluded area whilst watching woman.
I canāt control myself when I get a view of that neighborhood aunty who usually comes in her terrace for drying her clothes and for drying her hair. I am addicted to her long hair,the way she tooses her hair and showing her neck and back is just so seductive that I had to give up by masturbating myselfā¦ This " is the only" reason for my relapsing again and again
Guys I really want to changeā¦ I donāt want to be like this. This is so unhealthy I knowā¦ a part of the reason I resorted to this pathway is what I believe because of the gf failure which lead to vicious cycle loneliness after break up.
These are really weird habits. I would say its consequences may be worse than porn. If you will keep doing this maybe in the future you will do some inappropriate behavior in public.
I would say at least bring this habit from your roof to your room. Try to do it from your imagination.
Similar situation here! I think this is even more worse than porn and also difficult to get over, since your porn is so to say ārealityā. What I found out for myself (not being addicted to her but to shorts etc.) is that without fapping it doesnāt really excite me. So stop masturbating and eventually youāll see things as they are: shorts a piece of fabric and hair, wellā¦, just some hair
Maybe read āPower over Pornographyā and just in general choose to man upā¦
You need to have strong determination. You know that it is a fight with yourself. It might be difficult but not impossible, will take time. 1 year or more, Do you have that much patience?
I donāt think itās trueā¦ Iām sure. Donāt you think she would tell my parents if she found out that I was jerking off to her almost every week ?
