Happy birthday brother @nofapstar123 
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Lately i am having lots of weird dreams, playing with my friends , talking with them , going to an unknown place where the only thing i find is calmness , sometimes the dreams become scary asf.
When i wake up in the morning i feel full of energy. In rainy days i wake up at 7:00 am and on sunny days wake up around 5:00 am( generally sleep around 10-10:30)
So i have decided to drop a year for neet and do coaching,
The attempt on september will just be my trial , In two months i will try best to coverup 12th syllabus since most things from 11th i have forgotten.
I dont know why but i am not wanting to do medical now. I feel i wont be happy if i go that way. What do u guys think am i making excuses ?
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Let me share a thing from my family ,
I have an uncle who has an unidentified disease from last 10 years.
He is very weak , skinny , he is almost deaf and he vomits daily.
He eats very well but still it has no effect on him.
My father took him to many big doctors such as delhi apollo , chennai and many other places.
Wvery test they do , it comes out NORMAL.
But he is not normal he cant even walk properly. His life has been ruined. No one is willing to marry him even though he has works as teacher in govt school( he doesnt go to school now because of his illness. We hired a person to work on his behalf). He is suicidial , he tried suiciding many times but he couldnt. He loves us very much.
Few days back, his illness became serious we all thought he was gonna die . But thanks god he survived.
Looking at his illness few years ago when i was not much addicted to PMO i decided to become a doctor to make him healthy. But then that shit addiction kicked in so bad that i forgot about my goals and became aimless.
Now i have very little passion to go towards medical field. Almost 0%
Now i am regaining my ability to think for myself , whats right and whats wrong.
Hopefully with the help of God i will be able to regain it completely! I believe i will! 
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Take advices from ppl in that field… N get a clarity for urself in which exact field u wanna specialise… May be that clarity will help u push forward
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You are right man thanks! 
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What is amogus??
Afngngantanatnta
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among us game!!! 
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Ohhh…
Im done with that bro… Got too bored long back… Quit that long back too…
Im that type of person who get attached instantly to things for a while and suddenly loose interest in them tragedy is if i lose such interest… I lose it entirely 
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Don’t worry, you are not the only one. Among us had its time when all everyone was playing was among us. But it’s now dead. However it’s still one of the most streamed games in twitch
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Yup… Now with my busy schedule my only recreation is anime…
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Okay then @GOVIND-19 and @nofapstar123 thanks for ur time guys…
Got to sleep early today…
Catch ya later… Good night
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good night bro! i hope this doesnt appear in ur dreams
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Nah… Im not into that body building stuff … No such pics are gonna disturb me!!
(Cause im obese as hell!!!)
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That’s sad. You should try to lose weight then bro
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Yeah…
Trying…
But i get limited time after i come from work…
And in mornings im spending time on M vs DC challenge…
After that challenge is over, ill take 1 month Break for season 2 …
Will work out on work out then!! 
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What happens after that one month? You’ll stop?
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Nope if i stop ill become double the size im now!!
That one month will make work out sessions part of my daily routine…
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Oh ok. All the best bro. Never put health for later. Take care of yourself
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Thanks chetta… Truth spoken…
Good night ya’ll see u tomorrow
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