5 Days Completed
Today I got a very powerful urge to break my new formed 5 day streak. I felt like watching P and M are the only important things in the world. My reasoning brain was being pushed out of control.
But in the last moment I remembered how worthless this action of PMO is. I remembered my state after 3rd orgasm, all empty and sad thinking where it all went wrong.
So guys, just don’t give attention to the sexual and triggering thoughts. Shift your attention to anything nonsexual. The urges are temporary. They will go away after 5 mins. But if you relapse, the guilt won’t go away after 5 mins. It will engulf you and ruin your day. If you keep ruining everyday, then that’s a ruined life for you.
I feel proud of myself after winning over today’s strong urges. Soon this will become a new habit and give birth to a new me.
Have faith. Fall 100 times. Stand up 101 times.