the character development you had till now is commendeble
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Lol no 
Iām just getting started.
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Iām optimistic, confident, brave, worthy, responsible and driven to the core.
Iām smart. Iām beautiful.
And most of all, Iām unbreakable. I can go through hell and still be intact. Iām unstoppable.
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I healed. Took me way less than a month. I guess nofap did itās work.
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Iām unbreakable. I canāt be stopped. Iāll keep fighting until I win or until Iām dead.
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Iām hearing eagle (or owl?) sounds since morning. I wonder if thereās a nest nearby.
Iām still hearing it now as Iām writing this post.
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Hold your ground soldier. I know itās hard. But remember what you are.
Thatās what you are. It doesnāt matter what happens, youāll fight it with everything you got.
Youāre unbreakable. You are the toughest guy around.
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itās a wild day for south Asia today.
Iām convinced that the guys from the top (and lying in the shadows) are trying to destabilize this region. I wonder what the future brings.
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So I had my big phone detox, and now I have decided to increase my detox time and focus entirely on my real life. I feel a very strong need to transform it and Iāll be doing just that. So Iāll keep away from this forum as well.
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I did say that Iāll stay away, but hereās a short update which will serve as a reminder of a small portion of my monster self.
So Iāve been doing shoulder workout since my injury has healed, and they have acquired a little strength, which I noticed today.
All these days Iād do one rep and wait a extra few seconds and then do another rep.
But today as I noticed that Iām stronger in that workout I was happy and I didnāt give myself as much waiting time as I used to.
The result? When I finished my arms were numb and shaking when lifted. Normally Iād panic in such a situation, but today for the whole day it continued like that. It was difficult for me to even lift my bedās mattress (tbf itās quite heavy as well) and while my arms were shaking like that all the time I thoroughly enjoyed it. I enjoyed the little pain, and how I was not able to move stuff. And I enjoyed every second of it.
This might something very insignificant for someone who reads this, but it is very important for me. Because I legit enjoyed the pain in here. I have to enhance this feature of myself.
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Came to know you relapsed. Buckle up soldier.
You have all the knowledge. You are more experienced than me when it comes to No fap. So I cant tell you anything that you donāt know.
Just replying this to let you know we are with you.
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Thanks man. Love ya.
It was actually helpful.
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Just to let you know Iām making changes in my routine. Where I used to do one workout session everyday (morning), now Iām doing it twice a day (morning + evening).
In fact Iām making this post just after I finished my evening session.
Not only itās going to help me for nofap, itās also going to be overall good for my brain rewiring. Indeed I can feel it right now.
I relapsed again last night and Iām not happy about it. But for this night Iām determined. I wonāt relapse today.
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Iām a little dizzy and nauseous. Iām enjoying every second of it.
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I guess this would be something ānot believableā to many, but I happened to sense a presence of divine spark. And well this is my diary to record my own experiences anyway, so Iām going to write it.
The experience is difficult to describe, but it was pleasant. It was an intense spark of joy when I went to the temple and sort of prayed to the deity. I felt it in my heart. It was an unnatural feeling, and I tried to think what it could be, but I have no explanation whatsoever.
This is something beyond the understanding of our āscienceā.
And well, this isnāt the first time either. Years back (when I was 18-19) Iāve had similar experiences. It was at that time I came to this conclusion that there are forces of nature which we (by that I mean modern science) got absolutely no idea about.
Prior to which I was almost an atheist.
After a long time again, Iāve felt something like it.
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Nep bro , I see u are relapsing too often. Keep up the spirits. And donāt look back.
I am at 54th day rn . Even though shit never got better in personal life , there are some beautiful things that u experience that canāt be expressed in with words.
Trust me bro , You life can be a lot better than you imagine if you abstain.
I know I need not tell u all this. Because u know it. From the posts Ive read earlier , U experienced it.
Just updating it to remind you. Do not falter bro.
I am writing here coz ur chat and messages are disabled. I just want u to push yourself. Thatās it.
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Iām not horny at all. Itās kinda scary.
I wonder whatās happening to me now.
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I got a haircut done last evening, and he did my beard too.
And I looked at myself in the morning today saying ānow donāt you look prettyā 
The difference is really stark, I looked like a caveman before 
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I feel like that only when I am in a mid position. Like hair present to cover the skin not too much.
Zero hair is me looking like a baby with a gigantic size 
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I guess it also applies to me. Or used to before. Now my beard is thicker, so I do look older.
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